basically the entire march has just been pretty much shitty for me.
i can't even remember when was the last time i had such a terrible month.
i guessed i appeared to be/ was actually in a daze half the month.

let's not talk about that.

i need distractions in life.
so i ended up meeting friends for shopping and birthday celebrations a lot more often.

the only 'happy' thing that happened on my birthday was that this cabby told me "wah, 小姐你很像日本娃娃leh.. are you local?"

i admit that i did feel happy for that split second before thinking to myself " uncle, 你最好是有看过这样大的日本娃娃.. = ="

anyway, i happened to chance upon this song by sodagreen over the radio the other night.
it was the first time i heard it and i really like it.

獨處的時候




i've started listening to sodagreen songs all over again.
my current favourites are 獨處的時候, 小情歌, 掉了 and 少年維特的煩惱.
they are just on repeat mode constantly.

to think i killed 小情歌 once before.
i couldn't stand listening to it at all and had to skip the song whenever i heard it.

but,
it has revived.

someone once told me that i've got really high defensive walls that makes me less approachable.
any stranger who attempts to approach me will just be blocked right outside.

for now, i do have a few people inside the walls.
these are the few who i really can let my true self show to.
i don't care if i sound or act or am indeed stupid or ridiculous.

it's just me.

anyhow, i decided to lower my walls recently.
because lowering my walls doesn't seem to be enough,
i decided to 翻墙.

the outcome?
i fell right smack on the floor.

wow.
fantastic baby.

*cue dion's dance*

[[ one ]]

i know that cny had long been over.
but i only remembered to talk about it now.

this past cny had been a very busy one.
if there wasn't work, there were family gatherings and stuff.

oh.
and thanks to my cousin, we got tickets to the chingay.
all i can say is it was a one of a kind experience.

anyhow, S Club 7's reach for the stars was played during the chingay.
oh my!
how i LOVE the song!

i was like nudging my bro 'eheheh! S Club 7!! S Club 7!!!!'
but.
my bro gave me that blank look in return.

it seems like i was the only one among my cousins there to know the song.
obviously i was the only one happily singing and swaying along with the music.
that sort of divulge my age, no?

here's the music video to refresh your memory.




i honestly think that this song is so inspirational and motivational.


[[ two ]]



gelish for cny.




this was how it turned out after 3 weeks.
pretty much in tact except that my nails did grow quite a bit.
i must say that gelish lasted me longer and better this time round.


[[ three ]]

i'm going for jay chou's concert in june.
duh?

my optic fibre refused to work on the day the sales began.
luckily i woke up early enough to quickly pack my laptop and stuff and flew over to ah yi's house just so that i could have internet.

i managed to get three tickets in the end.
correction, it was sunya who managed to buy them.

i had rope in 4 people to help me fight for those 3 tickets simultaneously.
so when sunya finally managed to get her hands on them,
everyone resumed their work.

i know of people who got the vip tickets which are not on sale.
i'm seriously jealous.

seriously.


[[ four ]]




i wanted to get some sweets from 7/11.
because there was a 2 for $4 deal, i decided to get one for my bro.

i was actually given this gigantic pen for free.
the funny part was that it says 'makes people talk' on it.

i had such a good laugh over this man.

fyi: my bro is so quiet at home that he's non existent sometimes.
perhaps these lakerol can make him talk.
hahaha!


[[ five ]]

i'm still so in love this song, 少年維特的煩惱.



as mentioned previously, i first heard of this song during sodagreen's concert.
the lyrics is just so beautiful....


[[ six ]]




because life needs distractions at times,
i sat down and painted my nails with essie fiji patiently.

i must say i've changed my mind about it and really like it now.
but it was such a pain to paint.
that's like 3 coats alright?


[[ seven ]]

i didn't drive last friday because i was meeting pet for drinks.
i actually spent more than $50 on cab fare.

wow.
fantastic baby.

*cue dion's dance*

on my way to meet pet for lunch,
i literally passed by more than 60 cars before spotting one lone female driver on the expressway.


[[ eight ]]




this is so true, isn't it?
sometimes, i think that people around you may not even be interested enough to want to judge you.
if you do get what i'm trying to say.


[[ nine ]]

april: collect vouchers and save money.
may: invest $3600.
june: collect vouchers and save money.
july: invest $3600.
august: collect vouchers.
september: " can't you tell what's my motive after all these months?"

the above is merely an insider's joke.

i've got an issue right now..
not a problem, but an issue.
and this is making me kinda unhappy and depressed.

argh.

there is 99% that there's no chance i can overcome this issue.
but, somewhere deep in me chooses to believe in that 1%,
in some sort of destined to be miracle.

well...
perhaps i should not believe in miracles.
afterall i've never had one happening in my life so far.

argh.

this is really driving me mad.
i can't seem to find something else to distract me.
honestly, i feel as though i'm swirling non stop in a pot hole.
every time i let my thoughts wander, i would find myself thinking 'oh shit. i'm thinking about this AGAIN.'

*take a deep breath*
i think i should sleep on it tonight again and pile loads of work on myself tomorrow.

i shouldn't have gone on friday.
ARGH!!!