i hate this feb man..
so bloody sway this mth lar..

so sway until i cant exactly remember what sway stuff happened to me..

anyhow, the latest sway thing is that i woke up in the morning, realising tt ive got a stye!!!!
its been more than a decade since i last got it..
[not like i actually love to get it..]

its damn irritating lar...
for those who dont know what a stye is:
in chinese we call it "yan zheng".
literally eye needle i guess..

stop guessing tt ive been ard peeping at pple or what so ever..
tts just a folklore alright!

the proper explanation is:
Inflammation of one or more sebaceous glands of an eyelid.

and i read somewhere that in order to reduce the swelling or redness, apply a hot compress, and pluck out the affected eyelashes when the boil is ready to rupture.

may i ask: how the hell m i supposed to identify those affected eyelashes??!!!

apparently, miss debbie advised me not to do anything abt it as it'll heal by itself.. which is true...

and ah ma says it'll heal faster if i tie two black thread ard my middle fingers and i let her have the honour of doing so for me.

but.
i just lost the one that was tied to my left one.

damn.

nvm..tie again when i wake up tmr morning!
hahaha..
i do still believe in such folklores sometimes.

my piano exam was crap this morning man...
oh bless me to give such stupid answers!!!
to answer tt the pc has been modulated to c major when the pc was full of flats.
please slap me.

whatever it is, i got confidence tt i'll pass.
i must believe in myself.

besides this, robby got my pay from nelly le..
and we're going out this coming sat for....
what else but KTV!!!
david and muay fan are also coming along...
apparently jos is coming.. but please...
i confirm plus chop she will fang our fei ji.

and as if sat ktv session is not enough,
muay fan n i are going this wed!!!
but.. plan has yet to b confirmed.
but... most likely will execute [coded from lau] the plan.

btw, im selling this bluetooth headset which is totally brand new.
[when i say totally brand new i mean that the box is still sealed.]
interested parties please contact me via my mobile phone or my email add.

i better go n rest..
my stye is mking my eye real uncomfortable...

* you might wanna read this article which i though was kinda funny.
Click on recommended reading

how a pig passes its sunday:

12am-11.30am: sleep

11.30-1pm: eat

1-2.30pm: practise piano

2.30-7pm: nap

7-11pm: eat and watch tv

11pm-12am: online and bath

12am-XXam: sleep

i am so gg to be dead tmr...
dont seem to be in any panic mode..
oh damn...

may the lord watch over me...
.amen.

I AM CURSED!!!!
I AM VERY SURE THAT I AM CURSED!!!!!

what the fuck...

im so sick till i cant even speak.
ARGH!!!!

see... now i have to speak the minimum..
and conserve my voice..
if not its such a goner on monday man..

anyhow, went to bed last night at 10.30!??
imagine how sick i was man...

but the sway thing was my phone rang at midnight.
n it was weitian..
asking if i have a financial calculator..
heh?? got such a calculator meh??

obviously i din have tt given tt ive nv heard of its existence before.
poor her had just lost her financial calculator last night and would be having her papers this morning...
so she needed one to calculate the PV of stocks, bonds blah blah blah...
told her tt we just use a ordinary calculator to calculate PV..
apparently hers is more chim..

*shrugs*

anyway, told her im sorry, but i cant help her at all...
after tt *click* and i guess she's gg to call more pple to ask them if they have a financial calculator..

i think its called a financial calculator..
tts what i tot i heard coming out of her..
i mean i was 1/2 awake... so i could only catch the root word which is finance.
so i conclude its financial.

well, after the call was ended,
i couldnt slp.
-__-

another interesting thing was tt when muay fan n i met for dinner yesterday, spotted our neoprints on her hp!
OMG!!
its like so out of place and yet she pasted until so shuang lar...
and somemore informed me tt she actually wanted to paste all 4 onto her hp..
but no space...

*faint*

think her hp is gg to be another calculator of hers with so many photos n neoprints pasted on it.

told her tt she has to pay for copyrights to have that neoprints pasted on her hp..
and so she has to pay for the royal jelly capsules tt im thinking of buying.
hahaha..

GNC sent me bdae greetings yesterday.
its just feb lor.. sent so early for what??
and besides being early, they even got a courier to send it!
they're sooooo kiasu......

thanks so much for reminding me tt im gg to be soooooo old in a mth's time...
OH NO!!

was telling muay fan abt my "concern"..
and she insisted tt i was being super kua zhang and stuff..
but but but...
she ended up being brainwashed by me!

hahaha..

cmon lor..
sometimes pple just dun understand the concept of numbers man..
its such a terror cum horror to start having a digit 2 in the tens place of ur age lor...
very very soon, will come 3, 4, 5, 6,.... if u do live tt long tts to say..

and very very soon, u'll be praying everyday tt u get pimples instead of huo che xian lor...

and very very very soon, u'll be buying beauty products such as whitening cream, anti ageing cream n i dont noe what in bulks man...
and find yourself zha-ing a big portion of ur salary and savings to buy all these...
or even to go for plastic surgery!!!

these are all sooooooooo scary!!!!

with these, i conclude tt i HATE BIRTHDAYS!!!!

decided to try scanning the neoprints tt muay fan n i took the other day..
turned out to be quite alright..
so here it is.
our attempt in acting cute..

*please tell me good attempt!
=)

read some stuff tt i shouldnt have read..
as in some stuff whereby the "writer" din intend for me to read..
thats what i thought..

surprisingly, there hasnt been much reaction out of me..
wont be surprised if 1 day i just decide to throw away every single thing tt i once treasured..

note: writer is a close friend of mine.
please do not relate to pple who i hate to be associated with.

besides this, ive just finished my last packet of Lay's kyushu seaweed.
beca... u noe what to do hor???
thank u!

everyday i wake up and the 1st thing i do is to tell myself im really tired and lacking sleep.

everynight, i stay up very late just to watch vcds and to talk nonsense to pple..
and also to entertain some real funny pple who just come and say : "hahahaha..." or "wha wha wha".

as usual, cant crawl out of bed..
eventually had to coz of econs lec.

feeling super unwell during econs lec..
the feeling of being trapped in there.
hate it.

so.. when break came,
we were off again.

went to meet muay fan for dinner..
had fun n stuff..
was sharing with her the thing weitian taught me..
and did it on her as well..

hahaha...
lots of nonsense..

bot two pairs of earrings tt i swore i wld not have gotten them if not for nen cao man...

took neoprints as well..
but wont be posting them online thought they're really nice..
coz neoprints tt are scanned always look like shit.

amazingly, though we've been friends for like 5 yrs,
today was the 1st time we took neoprints together??
as in just the two of us..

bot this diy thingy..
its sth tt uve got to cut n sew together to get a phone accessory..
determined to complete at least one today,
i did it.
within 1 hr??

*beam*

muay fan said its nice...
and encouraged me to give it to nen cao..
hahaha...

lao niu ai chi nen cao...
and i see nothing wrong with that...

idiot... just when the old cow decides to eat nen cao..
the weeds just come popping out again..
idiotic...

but of coz,
old cow still wants nen cao..
no more weeds.

work was super boring and sian today...

the booth got shifted and we ended up being bombarded by awful singing [coz of the many many ktvs ard the booth].
and next to us, there were a couple of food stalls which were selling horrible smelling thai food..
GROSS!!!!!

saw more trans today.
and OMG!! its really horrible..

the m1 director really did visit us today...
with a team of like 5-7 pple??
weitian and Iazzi were so clever to siam by gg off to give out the flyers..
and i was there all alone.

the director came and asked me how was sales today.
up til that pt in time,
1 re-registration and 1 new mcard sold.
wow....
ji paiseh man!!!

since its like the last day, took a couple of pictures..
think weitian is really coming sim next yr.
gooood...





so dilligent huh???
*doubtful look*





i knew that cant be the truth...
its 80% chatting and munching!!!





OEI!!! DONT BLOCK ME!!!!





this is sooo much better!!!





got iazzi to take the photos for us.. but he seems to have shaky hands man!!
three tries and all are blurred!!
till we dun even feel like smiling anymore.....





and we wanna punch him!!!




posing with the hot pink teddy bear..
dont u just agree that he looks like teddy bear??
and..erm...
he looks more feminine than me...
hahaha...





weitian's turn with hot pink teddy..





finally...
the trans that is a ming fu qi shi de ren yao...
yesh.. the one who's wearing a black spag strap.
check out iazzi and weitian's disgusted looks!!
we just cant help laughing out loud when we saw him/her.
[i noe we're being very mean.. but... well...]

the only movie that i really wanna watch turned out to be R21.
oh damn....
for once i dont mind being older...

m not feeling well right now..
just feel like puking and my stomach just wouldnt stop churning..
argh...
off to zhou yuan.

im surprised at how i manage stuff sometimes..
i accidentally deleted all the smses stored in my sim card today.
n went "OH SHIT!!"

but then, come to think of it,
theres nothing more to hold on to anymore..

so suan le...
*shrugs*

took out my k700i.
deleted all the smses as well and all the files that used to mean something.

finally did it with just a little sigh..
im proud of myself.
*beam*

think its becoz i told muay fan the entire thing..
it just made me go "phew"..
getting rid of such burdens is such a relief.

met muay fan after tuition for ktv.
5 solid hrs of singing..
n i simply love this current song tt is playing.
its 'yue ding' by guang liang..
its just sooooo sweeeeeeeeeeeet....

btw, theres sth wrong with the song.
just a tiny little bit..
have to wait for the song to be officially "launched" b4 i can do anything abt it.

while muay fan was singing this steph sun's song,
she was like so high n stuff..
took a video of her getting high from singing and wanted to send to sunya..

but idiot me.
go n press the wrong button and deleted the file.
by then, my phone batt has already died.
oh damn!
such a good opportunity!

*sorry sunya... another time ba!

couldnt go amore with deb today coz of tuition..
nvm..will have to go soon..

surprisingly muay fan went Prelude studio with me today.
was pouring out all those stuff kept in me to her while we were at burger's king.
she too had such a "great" time complaining to me abt geraldine..[im not refering to xf ok..]
haha..

the studio practice went quite smoothly..
which was kinda unexpected.
suddenly i think yamaha piano isnt tt bad after all..

mrs ang drove both of us home after the practice.
quite nice of her..

got home n realised tt bai baba had been so nice to go to mrs ang's place to wait for me to end lesson..
thinking tt i went her place for lesson..

recently, it seems abit strange why my parents are like treating me better..
as in they're nicer pple??

weitian msged me and asked if im gg to work tmr..
of coz! its my last day tmr!!
happy coz i can finally stop wasting my time rotting there..
sad becoz i'll miss my friends there..

my inital plan for tmr was to chat non stop with weitian.
but then... robby just warned me tt tmr some m1 big shot is gg to "patrol" the booth...
damn!!
so now.. change of plan.
have to PRETEND to be soooo busy..

btw, weitian is seriously considering coming to sim this yr.
*pray hard*
hope she comes man...
then prob can take poa module with her as well..
tt wld be fun!

anyway, a couple of pics..
and in case u dun know/realise,
yea.. im a zhi lian kuang!
hahaha!



treat me nicely, i'll smile at u..
treat me badly...
.
.
.
.
.
i'll not hestitate and punch u!!!

oh, got this sentence out of zei after i showed him the photos..
i promised tt zei really said this to me!

" dR3aMers - drEamErs says:
meizi.. u're so pretty!!! "

buahahahaha!!
of coz i did force him to say tt lar...
ok.. i noe im very wu liao...

.fine.

sth else b4 i head to zhou yuan.
that day, out of the blue, i decided to be a very guai girl.
so i washed up all the dishes after dinner.

the racks to put the dishes are right above the basin alright..
so i was washing, washing, thinking, thinking abt some stuff..
then suddenly.
the damn rice cooker pot fell off the rack.
and hit my head.
what the hell!

it wasnt until fri tt i realised tt my forehead had an invisible ba lu ku??
damn painful sia!!!

what a wonderful present i get for being so guai to wash the dishes...

alright alright.
time to play chess.
if not weitian will not see me tmr.

what is life abt?

CRAP!
CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP

let me prove to you why life is crap.
alright.. at least why MY life is crap..

[ One ]

i cant even book a damn studio at Prelude except for sat?
just for a miserable 30mins??
how wonderful...

[ Two ]

my timetable for revision classes is TOTALLY NONSENSE!!
the whole system was so cocked up lar..
and everyone seemed to be chionging to get the earlier slots..

all i did was to log in 30 mins after registration started online.
and 60% of the classes already have a big big 'full' word stamped across the box??

thats how i ended up with shitified timetable..
thats how i ended up having to have my classes pushed to saturdays and sundays??
for the entire day??!!
thats how i ended up having to go to school on some days only at night?

[ Three ]

simply because i treat myself like crap.
and because i allow others to treat me like crap.

attention to the bitch[es] out there:

PLEASE!
do u think tt im a fucking brainless, idiotic arse??!
even if u dun think im one,
for goodness sake!
STOP TREATING ME LIKE ONE!!!

you have got no idea how people are mocking at me, laughing at me behind my back!!!!
and it is ALL BECOZ YOU MADE ME LOOK LIKE A FOOL!!!

ive already been very nice to you and even to the extent tt i actually apologised to you for something ive done no wrong!
and u bitch still have the cheeks to be pissed off with me!
majiam everything is my fault!

FOR UR INFO,
ITS NO FAULT OF MINE THAT YOU CHOSE TO BE DISHONEST WITH ME!
ITS NO FAULT OF MINE THAT YOU CHOSE TO HIDE THINGS FROM ME!
ITS NO FAULT OF MINE THAT YOU CHOSE TO CHEAT ME!!!

I HATE THE WAY U TREAT ME!!
I HATE THE WAY U TREAT OTHERS!!!

I HATE IT!!!
I HATE IT!!!
I JUST HATE IT!!!!!

found this pc of paper in btw a file last thurs..
surprised..

people see it as a piece of paper thats just ridiculously filled with lots of 'no's.
nothing else.
and throw it into the bin.

for me.
this piece of paper holds quite abit of memories..
written with determination on a day when i was still in j1..

today, i bombarded myself with every 'no' written on this piece of paper..
i forced myself to say no.
but i have yet to convince myself to say no.

jing1 tian1, wo3 de4 tian1 kong1 bu5 zhi3 you3 dian3 hui1...
wo3 de4 tian1 kong1 shi4 hei1 de4....
dan4 you3 shui2 zhi1 dao4?

spent the whole of saturday shopping with muay fan at ms, suntec, raffles city.
was damn fun, but really very tiring..

smsed her during tuition tt i would be late.
and tt woman replied saying tt i could take my time coz she was queuing to buy 4D for her mum and the queue was damn long..
somemore asked me if i wanted to buy any??
she really thinks im a du gui man..
hahaha..
and obviously i am not one lar!

had lunch at changing appetite..
i think i was too busy telling her abt this particular soon to be ex friend of mine to pay attention to the taste of the stuff tt i was eating..
but i did note that their ice peach soda was yummy.

after which was shopping.
went into this particular shop which i usually wont go into.
but this time rd muay fan went in, so i just followed suit.
and...

i was the one who came out with a shopping bag in my hand.
*beam*
bot a bag, some sort of "basket" material..
much nicer than the previous one i had.
spent quite abit of time in the shop,
walking ard carrying tt basket bag..
[majiam like its mine already]

nowadays, i think my sense of direction is deteriorating man..
but it still isnt really that bad yet..
must have got influenced by pple ard me..
seems to hang out with a whole bunch of pple who have real poor sense of direction..
OH NO!!

charles and keith was having sale and the crowd inside the 3 outlets tt we went to were all packed man..
and of coz the both of us did get super excited over the sale..
ended up buying a pair of heels each.

muay fan: a pair of strapped heels. she needs it for salsa class which candy got her to join.
me: a pair of super gu niang baby heels..which is sooo not me. but nvm.. i like it.

also got the pair of earrings tt pam said wasnt worth it..
why?
becoz i love it.
got the pink pair..as suggested by muay fan.

i realised that most of the times, i actually trust my friends' taste more than my own..
when i mean friends, i mean those close ones..
yup..
usually im the one who picks the design and my friend would be the one to choose the colour for me..

do u noe that whenever i go for mani/pedi, ive nv chosen the nail colour for myself b4? when friends are there, they'll b the one who choose for me. when alone, the manicurist'll be the one choosing for me..

see. i cant make up my mind.
yes yes...
we can see tt.

just like today..
i called dunnoe how many pple just to "get" them to decide which phone i shld change to..
[we'll talk abt tt later..]

decided to go to mph to see see look look.
guess what?
i spent 50+ in there..
*note: im not someone who buys books. honestly. so to spend 50+ in mph is a great feat man.

we were really tired btw we were on our way home..
muay fan spotted a shuai guy on the train..
then two idiots ended up giggling like mad over a guy who was obviously in sec sch till he dropped off.
i cant believe it man!!

have been chionging da chang jin recently..
till im too tired to go for ibm on thurs.
plus the shopping on sat,
i couldnt force myself to get out of bed this morning.
so....

sms robby n nelly to say tt im sick and cant work today.
*oops*

sun bian sms weitian to inform her as well..
and she went:"wha.... pang seh me... haiyo... blah blah blah.."
before i could reply her, i was already playing chess with zhou gong already..
haha...

poor her..
was stuck with that malay sissy and another arrow guy..

she called me when i was still playing chess to ask me some stuff..
its already the 2nd time today tt someone asked me for the login id and password..
why does everyone think tt i noe the id n pw???
-_-

could hear yuri making a fuss..
idiot.. heng nv work today man...
seeing him just spoils my day!

anyway, weitian asked me to request to be assigned to golden mile next week so tt i could pei her..
next week is my last week!!!
REJOICE!!

bai baba's phone drowned last night.
so had to go and get a new one..
got him to buy the one weitian is using..
coz tot it was not tt bad a phone...

he bot tt phone at rrp.. and to get it at a lower price, got to buy the mkit..
which means tt u got to get a mcard in order to enjoy tt discounted price..
and so qiao, today the mcard had a promo..
so we ended up getting THREE free mcards??
with THREE different numbers??

what the hell do i want so many mcards for man??
stupid.

anyhow, since bai baba was getting a new phone..
i might as well get one myself..
have been saying tt i wan a new phone for like 1/2 yr??

yes..i noe..
my k700i isnt even a yr old...
but still??

couldnt decide btw k750i and vs6..
called weitian, muay fan and hui fen to ask...
hui fen suggested tt i get n70.
n70 again??
for what?? video call with zei???

got vs6 eventually..
been dreaming of it since it was launched..
and i dont care if pple say tt panasonic is a laopo brand, not user friendly blah n blah...

just simply dont understand the thing abt user friendly..
after using a certain phone for 2 weeks, u would be so used to the phone features and stuff..
so whats so not user friendly abt it??

whatever it is, ive gotten it already.
and up till now im pretty satisfied with my new baby..

din trade in my k700i coz se bu de the files that are inside..
so ming hao juan dao...
coz he gets to use it..

spent too much time reading the manual guide that i have yet to bathe.
okok... please stop yourself from thinking tt im dirty.

im not alright!
coz i spent most of my sunday, nua-ing at home..
sleeping, reading, watching da chang jin..

suddenly life is soo shhiioookkk....

forecast for monday:
1. can see myself repeating for the 4th time why jio HAS to learn his bloody chinese spelling.. that kid drives me crazy!!
he is just soooooo ignorant!! and to make things worse, hes super duper stubborn!!

2. wont be gg for the recording for campus superstar.. decided to watch it at home with pam.

thanks to somebody, i finally remembered to email lau last night..
and he had already replied this morning..
haha..
really very happy and OVERJOYED with his reply...

anyhow, i just completed a big mission for xue feng.
tt was to ask lau for foo foo's email add so tt she can you noe you noe..
damn funny..
but i noe lau will noe how to zhuo ren lar...

went for econs lec today..
just walked out of class once brother ting announced that he's gg to give out the test papers.
he saw lar.. but nv say anything..
*shrugs*

met ming shan on the way home today.
and amazingly, both of us bought muah chee..
for the same reason!
coz craving for it!!
haha..

was trying so hard to find someone to go to the IT fair with me this thurs...
its either tt someone is busy or not interested in IT stuff..

so last resort was to give in and ask aud.
and just when aud agreed to pei wo go,
due to some last min arrangement,
our schedules crash..
**sulk**
well well well.. prob at least spend lunch together ba..

muay fan and i will be gg for the fair on sat then..
oh well......

nowadays, i realise that more and more pple are getting tone deaf..

and PLEASE DO NOT thank your so called supporters for voting for you.
PCN!!
we DID NOT,
i repeat,
we DID NOT vote for you WILLINGLY!!!!!!

and you definitely DESERVE to have bee hoon cupped on your head!!!
many many many tongs of bee hoon!!!

kindly stop being so FUCKED UP!!

kindly do me a favour.
please point your finger at me..
and laugh loudly at me.
as loud as possible.

i thank you from the bottom of my heart.
everyone of you who did the above.


im a big big big fool.
letting others fool me.
letting myself fool myself.

tot all those crying has declared the end of sorrow.
apparently not.

dont worry..
already ask muay fan out for a date tmr.
for a ktv session.
best remedy..
coz after many hrs of singing or rather screaming,
u'll concentrate on the "physical" pain[sore throat]..
not the "emotional" pain.