i'm missing you more and more...

n i cant explain why...

its just as simple as it seems..

i just miss you.

i bet u've got no idea tt sth u said to me today upsets me very very much..

i guess it doesnt hold much significance to you..
but it does to me..

it still does mean alot alot alot to me...

just tt u're not aware of it.

i dun see any point in telling you tt it means alot to me...
as the only changes i see will be that you will try not to be so insensitive the next time round...
and thats not sth tt i want...

well.

just leave things as they are.

im totally drained today man. so many shit follow up to do.

**sigh**

at least ive still got my friends to accompany me.

special thanks to zei.. thanks for makaning wif me tonite.. n for the rest of the week. haha.. im sorry. u're stuck wif me! n thanks for accompanying me to the toilet tonite.. though we cant go into the same toilet lar..but oh well.. nvm. better than gg all alone. stupid muay fan dun wanna go wif me.

thanks to joei who helped me wif the callmaster today. if not i'll be logged out of the system for so long tt i cant answer any calls. oh. n thanks for the yakult.

oh n today my dear joanie came n ask me to smell her perfume.. haha.. pretty faint. so got to go very close up b4 i can smell. dear, thanks for helping me move my stuff today ar! **muack** hahaha.

yesh. n sunya, i like ur msg on *ahem* tag. GREAT JOB! keep it up! hahaha.

as for tmr... ive got no plans yet.. i wonder if i shld or not....
still thinking...

n to tt stalker! im not a toad alrite!!

im thinking im gg mad man.

ive got a crazy idea.

i just have the urge to see you now...

shld i ask?
shld i not ask?

mmmm.....

alright ive made up my mind. ive decided to buy N7610. either tt, or N6680.

now, got to save up.

then probably i'll get the phone as a bdae present for myself.

tt decision came after i went j8 after work today.

went wif muay fan, joei n zei. din buy anything.. joei bot a bolster. guess what?? joei's whole family does not own a single bolster??? isnt tt weird?

its like bolster is so impt to me lor.. feel weird w/o having a ka pong lor.

but for now, sexy is even more impt to me. cannot do w/o it. wont be able to get to sleep comfortably w/o it at nite.

oh ya, i cant find the flat flat cat cushion tt i want le. so sad...
the cat isnt very nice looking. its just tt its very nice to cuddle..
**sigh**
shldnt have hesitate for so long b4 then...

looked ard for wall clocks. but none are nice lor... probably i'll get tt stone to go back to centrepoint to get the clock from molecule wif me on tues.
YIPEE!! tuesday is coming!!!
ITS OFF DAY!!!!!!!

**yawn**
i'm sooo tired.

i was asking indra to do stock taking today when ros came n said tt she wanna listen to her previous calls becoz she has forgotten what the customer wanted.

i was standing there, n ros was listening to her calls lar. after a while, she said she noe what the cust want le, so return the headset to indra, then i was like:" eh! i wan to hear how u sound like over the phone"

n ros said tt she sound damn squeaky.

i listened to her call. n it was really true. she sounded like micket mse man!!!

so i asked indra itzz always like tt one. then she asked if i wanted to hear how i sound like.

yes yes yes!

my god.

i just have to hear my greetings, ive got enuff le.
i sounded so many tons worse than what i imagine.
even worse than a donald duck lor.

indra say tt its becoz the auditing system is very lan.

i agree man! cant be i sound even worse than a donald duck lor!!!!!

n oh shit!
i just remembered tt i forgot to call back this woman abt the stocks.

oh well.... i'll just pretend she din call in.
oops.

if anyone has the money to spare, try calling this no -->104
its the no for enquires for IDD charges.

the ivr system is damn cool lor!

usually when u call hotlines like 1626,1627,1633, they will have this ivr system tt says:
" for english, press 1. for mandarin, press 2."

correct?

but... for this 104,

it works in such a way tt they dun ask u to press no. instead, they ask u to say out for request n analyse what u jsut said.

eg:
"for english, say english. for mandarin, say mandarin"

then all u've got to do is to repeat what u wan.

hahaha.

then some parts, they will ask, is this XXX option correct?
then u just go:"correct"

damn cool.

found out abt this when this damn stupid ah pek made me call the hotline for him. crap man. dunnoe anything n kept making repeat the phone prices. what the hell. refer to newspapers can? wasted 20mins lor. cld have answered more calls alrite ah pek!! somemore ask for my extension no.FUCK!

my god.

the wu zhong xiang show on sun nite at 9pm is really damn funny. the last part only.

i luffed til i teared man...
my god!!

sunya agrees wif me as well.

must try to watch it whenever ive got time man.

oh man.

now im thinking if i shld get N7610....

**thinking hard**

even if 3G is coming up..
i dun need the service...

muay fan said i missed a "golden" opportunity today.

*raise eyebrow*

just becoz i din say i'll go muji wif mr stone after work.

i wanted to..
but... was real tired.

have been like a walking zombi for the whole day.

yesh. so decided to just carry on wif my initial plan to take cab to ah ma's hse n slp.

n for tt, muay fan says: "hai.... u mised a GOLDEN opportunity..."

Went to bed relatively early last nite. Ard 11.40 like tt. Was damn tired. N fell aslp within mins.

At 1.40am like tt, I heard sth ringing. My phone.
I think I was sleeping til too shou le, that I woke up feeling damn gong.

The piggy picture was on the main screen.
What an unfamiliar sight now.

I din noe why I had the idea tt shes not supposed to be calling this hp. N I just rejected the call.

I woke up and started to search for my another phone. Which obviously does not exist.
Even went to the extent of switching on the light to search for that phone.

In the end, I was only fully awake when tt piggy pic appeared on the front screen again.

**sleepy mode**

cant blame me.

In the end, we msged til abt 3am.

The feeling seemed to be so familiar man…

**sigh**

tkiBo0m*** says:
i oso cant remember why i call u shifu in the 1st place lor.

Chengyi (O_o) says:
errr

tkiBo0m*** says:
it wasnt becoz of judo lor.

Chengyi (O_o) says:
long long ago

Chengyi (O_o) says:
i was supposed to teach u haraigoshi

Chengyi (O_o) says:
it was la

Chengyi (O_o) says:
prrff

Chengyi (O_o) says:
haha

tkiBo0m*** says:
really meh???

tkiBo0m*** says:
howcome u still can remember ar?/

Chengyi (O_o) says:
errrr

Chengyi (O_o) says:
i got good memory

Chengyi (O_o) says:
but i remember all the redundant stuff

Chengyi (O_o) says:
haha

tkiBo0m*** says:
really ar?

tkiBo0m*** says:
i mean really becoz u were suppose to teach me tt meh?

Chengyi (O_o) says:
yep

tkiBo0m*** says:
not bad ar.

tkiBo0m*** says:
i dont even remmber a shit man

tkiBo0m*** says:
haaha

Chengyi (O_o) says:
haha

tkiBo0m*** says:
really.

Chengyi (O_o) says:
i told u, i remember redundant stuff

*********************
i really dont remember lor.
not even the faintest bit man.

thanks for enligthening me on tt shifu!

went to work so damn early today lor.. just to have a meeting abt 3G.

great man.

and i think my 3rd/4th call was from this indian guy. n he asked me all abt 3G? whether he can roam in 2G network countries, how much r the charges, how to set up his 3G home phone.. blah n blah.

stress!

any definitly more of these 3G calls are coming man.

and ive got no idea why.. but im receiving ALOT of transferred mandarin calls. what the hell lor! suddenly theres just a surge lor. apparently not only i gana these stupid calls. muay fan, joei n zei oso.

the whole day was fine til i got a transferred call from 1609. crap man this guy. he claims tt he does not on his hp 24 hrs. n asked howcome he's charged for gprs n downloads. what the hell. ARE YOU SCREWED UP??? u mean ur phone will just downloading stuff via gprs by itself?

GET ALIVE MAN! HOW FUCKED UP CAN YOU GET???

n tt bloody case took me 1hr to settle. in the end, out of goodwill, i waived off the gprs n dl charges. ard $20. n tt ass actually asked me to waive off the previous bill oso.. n tt bill the charges r like omost $80?? pls! dun push your luck ok. no choice. had to ask indra. she said if he insist on getting all those waiver, she has to pass on the investigation to the billing dept n definitly, not 1 cent will be waived! take tt $20 or leave wif nothing alrite?

after tt call, stomach felt slightly uncomfortable lor. wha the...

after tt decided not to do ot anymore. told indra tt i wanna go home. left for home wif zei n joei.

oh! forgot to mention abt alex. yesterday he asked me to help him tell zei to reserve seats for him.

today, he came n asked me what time i knocked off.

n there was this incident tt he really scared me. he just walked past me, looked at me, n started luffing "ha". im like???? must be stressed up man.

ive got no idea why joanie seems to get pretty lots of bad calls these days. was trying to comfort her and stuff. dun worry dear... at least uve got lily to help u. anyway, helped her bot the nina ricci "love in paris" perfume today after work. she seemed to be real crazy over the smell lor. really. but i admit lar. the smell is nice.

*sigh*
tmr shes not working...

**sniff sniff**
i'll miss her man.

after tt, i intended to go to the lib. on my way there, i passed by this specs shop.

been wanting to get a new pair of specs for quite sometime. becoz i think tt my current purple one doesnt seem to match my hair colour. yup. plus i keep seeing zei's specs. think his specs damn nice lor..

yup. so walked in.

n guess what?? i got red specs!!! now the colour of my specs n hair is so gg to clash even further man. but i dun care. i like it!

probably the 1st wk i get it, i'm gg to wear to work man.
think im gg to look funny man..

but nvm. its fun!

ma was nice today. to reserve this pc of stingray for me. must b she noes tt i love it.

but.. i was left to do the ENTIRE washing up of dishes on my own. she n bai baba went to visit ah gong. apparently hes back in the hospital.

hai.. dunnoe whats happening lar.

anther day passed w/o any bad calls.

great.

but my poor joan.. 1st call already got case..
cheer up girl!!
jsut blacklist tt seat the next time round.

thanks for always being my restroom partner.
**wink**

its so funny how i always email you to say tt i need to go to the "powder room".
and how you always say "ok, come n find me."

then both of us will man man yao qu.

its so funny to see others' rxn exp lily's when we blow kisses at one another..
and trying to catch those kisses tt were flying everywhere..
no forgetting those dramatic hugs n stuff..
haha
its kinda fun man.

yeah, wont forget to help you check out tt nina ricci when i go down to get the flowers.

see!!
i'm so nice rite joanie??
love me for tt okok??

**grin**

oh yeah.
zei ar, i appreciate the fact tt you said:
"okay lar, i wait for you today. we sisters lar.."

so touched u noe....

haha. i din intend to call u zei one..
its u urself say we are sisters.. hahaha
dave zei zei!

muay fan was very sweet today lor.
she took leave today, think shes pretty sick.

she went to the clinic n waited for like 2hrs, she told me tt lar.
and she actually asked for cough mixture for me lor!
when she doesnt even have cough??
thanks so much!

so ya.. n thanks so much for not coming today man.

i'm like stuck wif mr stone the whole day lor....

-_-""""

he sat beside me for the entire day...
stopid zei dun wanna sit wif me becoz tt seat is too "open"..

n great. i had lunch wif him.

heng bobby was downstairs for lunch as well...

after work took cab to ah ma's place for "reunion dinner".
was too tired to keep changing bus/train.

dinner was fabulous!
my fav steamboat.
absolutely yum yum..

mmm.... zhen hao chi...

anyway, tmr is gg to b a busy day for me.

ive got to go UOB to get all those account n cards settled.
am gg to ask joy's friend to help me expediate the debit card processing.

then ive got to go see the dr.

then ive gtg ps to meet mr stone for movie n shopping.
been wanting to watch howl's moving castle for very long le...

then ive got piano class at nite.
argh... dun quite like tt idea..
well. at least he has his class at nite as well.

yeah.
we're communicating thru a third party.

apparently tt third party is doing the job very willingly...
so never mind the third party.
oops.

its so funny how we communicate thru either blog or third party...
and not by any other means.

so weird.

was telling muay fan mayb we can be some sort of like penpals man.
haha

yeah. i guess nothing has changed much for the past 4mths.

i'll remember to kiss sexy tonite..
dun worry.

ermz... as for the smell..
i dun think it smells of tears le..

ive wash it.
though i think my smell is still there.

im not sure lar..
im too used to sexy's smell..
so cant tell the diference.

no tears...
but
guaranteed got saliva.



**confession**
sometimes when im in my missing mode,
i'll hug sexy real tight while muttering gootnite to you.

hoping tt somehow you will hear me saying gootnite.
no matter where you are.

tts 1 secret revealed tonight.

robby is mad man..

he just msged me to ask me to go eat prata wif him....

-_-""""""

are you mad???

im in sembawang now u noe???

n u're asking me to go all the way to thomson to eat prata wif u???

M A D!!

i love this song tts playing...

damn nice.

javier love it too!!

he got the same taste as me man!!!

i finally bot the armani mania!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YIPEE!!
m gg to start using tmr.

i bot the 30ml only..
coz i see no point buying such big bottles when i cant even finish those sitting on my table..

yeah.

anyway just had the urge to spurge.

not to mention the word.

AGAIN!

i even planned to go n buy a bouquet of flowers on thurs.
hopefully i'll not change my mind...

surprise is on your way!

YOO HOOOO!!

im turning barbaric... never mind me...

my whole mind is in such a whirl.

theres so many issues that ive to face n to attend to.

til i dun even noe where all these problems lie in.

its damn fustrating you know?

to know tt you have a problem
and
YET
cant pin point whats the problem.

ive already got past the stage of wanting to scream.

im on my way to the stage whereby im gg to go into denial.

pretending nothing happened.

i do not visit your blog at all.

really.

i don't even remember your blog address.

everything tt i noe of is told to me by other pple.
yup.

so i guess there's no pleasant surprise afterall.
im sorry.

as for meeting up.

i dont think tts what i want for now.
because..

1. i suppose you read my blog pretty often, so theres nothing much for me to update you on.

2. more imptly, i think things wld be pretty weird for the both of us if we were to meet up n "catch up" wif each other.

there is bound to be this uneasy feeling btw the 2 of us.

dont you agree?

i dun mind you calling me.
provided tt you dont mind having minimal response from me.

i guess what i need now is time.
give me time alright?

oh.
as for saying tt i'll not be replaced by someone else.

i sincerely thank you for that.

***************************

you're not my friend.
.
..
...
....
.....
......
simply becoz
........
.... ....
..... .....
...... ......
....... .......
........ ........
you're still my dear.

dear mr stone..

its extremely strange for you to keep asking me where i was gg for shopping after work today.

you asked like 3/4 times.

n each time, i wld either tell you: "no. im not gg to tell you where im gg"
or
i'll pretend tt i din hear you.

you even resorted to asking muay fan.
even though she wasnt gg out wif me.

weird u noe.

you did mention tt u wanna go wif me, but i rejected coz i tot it was weird if you came along wif me n pet.. just like the previous time.

its not tt i din wan you to come okay?

dun misunderstand me.

"i'm surprised you still do come here.

plesantly surprised.

you is yours. i thought we've agreed on that.
and no. you will not be replaced by someone else.

and yes i do want to meet up.
not to tan(2) pan(4) but just to chat and catch up.

i'm free on tuesdays. you can make it?
iye + 10:14 AM "

can someone tell me which card is nicer??

UOB Visa mini or UOB VISA Electron Card??

im having a hard time making up my mind!!

im so damn tired. answered so many calls today..

all becoz of the outage in west region..
crap man.

esp to those who demands compensation during the outage.

indra is in a super duper good mood today man.
helped me alot today.

i learnt abt blackberry today!!
the whole thing is pretty complicated.. but well... next time at least i noe the basic of a blackberry service.

gg to do ot tmr n on fri til 7.

so bo bian..
changed my date wif pet from yest to today.

shopped ard for my armani. yea.

in the end, came home wif a levi shirt.
n i was actually crazy enuff to wanna buy you one..

i think im mad man.

anyway, i finally brought back the windbreaker to wash.
but.. when i came home, i changed my mind.
ask him to bring home n wash better.
becoz im lazy!

oh ya.
n poor dave knocked into a lamp yest when they were playing pool.
think the cut is pretty deep lor..
so now tt vainpot is disfigured!!!
hahaha

n mr dave volunteered to be my friend today...??

im like...
**raise eyebrow**

harlow??
you're my friend already alright, dumb ass!

i was lying on your laps...

with your hand on me...
somewhat like patting me to sleep..

i held on to your hand
refusing to let go..

i felt as if i was the happiest creature on earth.

when i looked up,
i realised tt all along i was holding onto the wrong hand..

when i tried to hold yours,
you pulled away..

you've got no idea how hurt i was
by tt little action of yours.

tonite...

i will hug sexy real tight in my arms...

refusing to let go...

thinking of you till i fall asleep.....

***SCREAM***

im damn confused!!!

somebody SAVED ME!!!!??

why is my life in such a mess???

what the hell did i do to land myself in such a mess???!!!!!

ANSWER ME!!!!!!!!!!

on one side, ive got you.

on the other side, ive got the stony stone.

both sides are giving me headaches man.

okay.

now tt ive decided to let the stone respond on its own.
i'll attend to you.

im gg to do sth stoopid over here now.

that is to admit tt im letting you control me..
really.

stoopid rite?

**sneer**

i think i dont even need to admit..
you probably would have known tt ages ago.
m i right?

n you properly know tt i still feel sth for you now.
n... blah n blah... i dun need to make things tt clear.

i think what ren jun n muay fan said are right...

i dunnoe..

im sorry tt i din get your permission to publish your entry in my blog.

but.. well..
here it goes:

"it's very strange.
the more you avoid me.
the more i want to see you.

well.

you're not the only one who got your hopes dashed many times.
i did too.

and a few days back. well. i thought. maybe. you would see me. and we could talk like we used to again.

miscalculations on my part i suppose.
just like my attempts on a previous special one.

nevermind. if you ever change your mind. do let me know.
i'll be here."

OH MY GOD!!

i just remembered sth.. probably this entry isnt for me again... n its just another misunderstanding again.. i dunnoe.

someone asked me if the "you" was refering to me.
i tot so.
you told me b4.

probably this "privilege" has long been given up to someone else other than me.

*shrugs*

i dunnoe..
anyway, if i was really wrong, just leave things as they are...

well.

everything i say here is based on assumptions.

whats is the reality.. i dunnoe.
i'll never noe.

everything is just probably probably and more probably.

i thought all along your sensor was spolit you noe??
not able to sense tt i was avoiding you.

i tot sometimes you come up wif weird weird ideas to initate stuff.
like asking me hows ur mandarin or to tell me you've got to share things wif me..

i must say sth.
though i find ur ideas weird,
i salute you for having the courage to initate things.
n obviously not forgetting the fact tt i will most prob not reply.

if i were you,
i wld most prob erase the entire msg tt ive typed and intended to send to you.

** deep deep breath **

i think its time that we talk abt things.
to understand what each other wants from each other.
and
not to leave things ambiguous.

ive been wanting to do that.
just dunnoe when to call.
you seemed to be so busy.
so caught up with pple ard you n stuff.

n not to forget the fact tt ive got no guts to sms you.

sms me when you're gg to call.
half a working day in advance alright?

i wanted to change my blogskin today.

came home rather excitedly, wanting to edit the template.

what yj cut n copy for me makes me go all confused again..

so, in the end, i just changed the song.

the song tt you introduced to me...

tears in heaven...

im so pissed wif him man..

but obviously hes so dense tt he dunnoe tt im pissed n ignoring him lar.

-_-""""

i complained everything to robby man..

n i found out why tt stone called me last nite..

robby told me tt he was looking for pple to play mahjong wif him??
what the hell man!!!!


anyway, the seat i took today sucks man... so sway...

got so many bad calls.. n so many ass were like scolding me over the phone man.. what the kcuf!
anyway, i was so pissed tt i sort of answered back this guy.

simply love it when these asses just hang up man.

dave asked me to join him, david n robby for pool... xing yang yang.. but dun wan lar..

bai baba coming to drive me to ah ma's place. miss my ah ma ok!

oh.. im gg to research on getting a new account wif uob. i wanna get a debit card! hopefully i can persuade ma to channel enough funds to this account for me to get a debit card.. argh... got to check the stuff out at the website n with dave.

GREAT!

i just found out tt the debit card does not need any min amt in the account. just $500.

FABULOUS!

im gg on thurs. who wanna go wif me???

interesting party, contact mE!!!

i must be mad to buy tt cross stitch man.

n i must be real mad to tell deb i'll do one for her if my this attempt is successful.

great.

now ive got to redo the 2 rows of stitches ive done.

why?

coz the whole pic is not centralised.

great estimation!

ARGH.

im like super full now man...

just home from supper..had prata at the thomson place again.

me, muay fan, joei, dave, david n robby.

was too tired to withstand the long bus ride home. took cab.

**stretch**

tired. have yet to bathe. once reach home jiu updated blog.

abt yest entry.. forget it lar. m too tired.

lily is such a nice tl man... my god!

I WANNA SWITCH TEAM!!!!!

hai....


ive got sth to confess.

i might be gg out wif tt stone tmr.

yes.

i noe i said tt i wanna be alone tmr.

dun have to remind me.

but oh well.......

*shrugs*

ARGH!

i wanted to on the printer to print the invoice.

but i end up switching off the switch of the com.

there goes the invoice n blog entry ive typed.

what the....

anyway, im tired.

will retype the entry tmr morning.

*****sleepy*****

thanks for tt rose.

n thanks for helping me wif the blacklisted cust.

greatly appreaciate ur effort.

xie xie ni.

deb is asking me if i wanna go for the gathering on sun/sat.

dun think we're gg lar.

shes not vey willing to go n besides shes got common test on mon..

better dun go..

anyway, ive got work.

n i dunnoe what time i knocked off on sun.

sat's off day for me!!
great.

i need time for myself.

dun ask me for what.

just want to spend some time alone probably.

so. yesh.

i'll not entertain any proposals.

oh. just remembered.
i can do my cross stitch!

hahaha.

*phew*

ive finally settled the no port case man.

was so damn happy when the cust just told me whatever, ive got no time to tok to u.

YIPEE!

yea man.. just settled for the wavier tt i offered u.

this is just temporary...
this is just temporary...
this is just temporary...

the hurt will end very soon...
it will.

definitely will.

sooner than i expect...

the pain will subside...
it will.

i know it will...

the aching will be gone before i know...
gone.

all gone in a moment....

im a fickle-minded girl.

i do not know what m i looking for.

ive lost my sense of direction.

as stated in previous entry,
back dated friday, 11/2/05, 10.52pm.

im back to feeling tt way again.

fuCK!

MAKE UP YOUR MIND!!!

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME HOW M I SUPPOSE TO BE FEELING OVER THE WHOLE DARN THING?

when anger is mixed with disappointment,

confirm plus lots of chops,

disappointment overwrites the anger.

i told muay fan abt the whole incident.
she told me to just ignore you n not to tink anymore.

last nite, whenever i recall the whole incident,
i felt super pissed off n angry.

but narrating the whole incident to muay fan this morning,

i find myself feeling let down once again.
disappointed once again.

and...
im feeling numb inside.

call me stupid ass if you wish.
to let myself be affected by whatever little actions on your part.

im just plain stupid alrite?

work sucks today man.

[ Attack One]
once logged on to icons, see an rejected docket.
somemore escalate to manager.
fantastic man.
theres like so many confusion among the CSO, billing, DBLU dept n backroom.
everyone has its own sets of "principles".

[Attack Two]
im on the DBLU list of indra now.
great.
just becoz she overheard me say shes in a good mood today to muay fan.

fucking crap man.

[Attack Three]
a customer is gg to fax in a complaint letter abt me n another CSO. just becoz we din tell her tt she can recon line by faxing in. jzee told me. heng she managed to persuade the cust to fax in the complaint instead of writing formal letter man.

fabulous.

[Attack Four]
this mr lee's no porting to *HUB is driving me back. another one who threaten to write in to IDA if not one takes responsibility of the mistake made. he says tt *HUB n singtel is pushing him ard.
well. now im being pushed ard by you n indra.
now im wondering what i shld tell him of the investigation of the case man.
heng i told him 3 wk day.
tmr gg to ask winston for advise.

gong hei wo man.

*********sigh*********

I

TOTALLY

HATE

YOU...

understand?

n.
a point to take note,
dun deny the fact tt im refering to you.

you shld noe me well enough to know tt im refering to no one else but you.

the whole day i was out, ive already taken note of all those stuff tt i wanna write in my blog..

now, my whole mind is blank.

just blank.

i dont understand why you have to keep reappearing in my life.

if you cant give me the things tt i want...
just let me go.

set me free alright??

please.. i beg u ok??

just leave me alone...

n i'll deeply appreciate it.

dun raise my hopes here,
n then let me find out somewhere tt things are not the way i think they are.

the whole idea just sucks.

n you've got NO RIGHTS AT ALL to toy wif other pple's feelings.

n please. dont go hurt another girl.
when you jolly well know tt there wont be any future.

its plain selfish of you to do that.

oh my god.

i don't know if i shld cry or laugh out loud..

save me please...

someone please save me......

great.

he msged me just to tell me his rabbits gave birth to two baby bunnies..

-_-""""

somemore so excited man.

*faint*

woke up at like noon today.
but still very tired...

*yawn*

yj is coming my hse later on.. tts what she says... mayb she'll back out later on.. who noes rite?

anything lar.

im too tired to think so much.

i just wanna laze ard at home today..
its been ages since i get to do this man..

tonite m gg over to ah ma's place to makan.. haven been over to her place to bai nian yet. was working on thurs.

im looking forward to dinner.. but...the part abt having ma's aunties over isnt such a nice tot...

*sigh*

I AM SO DAMN PISSED WIF HIM ALRIGHT???!!

til the extent i just told him tt i think hes super laggy/slow in realising stuff..

whaever.

im off to bathe n sleep.

n great. just b4 i logged off, he put a 'stick out tongue' smiley for me.

what the hell man.

i am downright put off!!!

I DUN WISH TO SPEAK TO YOU!!!!

some problems are undefinable..

there is no way you can put them in words..

tt stone responded again.

just when im gg to give up hope on him.

SickMan@Home] I want to go IKEA says:
u want to go boh?

tkiBo0m***GREAT! this prata man just complimented me like mad over the phone!*** says:
when?

[SickMan@Home] I want to go IKEA says:
dunno siaaaa

[SickMan@Home] I want to go IKEA says:
wahahahahh

tkiBo0m***GREAT! this prata man just complimented me like mad over the phone!*** says:
state a date then come n ask me

**faint**

this stone really moves super slowly.. its really retarded til a certain jing4 jie4 man!

i really "pei fu" you til ive got nothing to say man.

***ta bu lei tahan***

Complaint #1

me: good evening, welcome to singtel mobile, this is jiarui speaking. how can i help u?

mr tan: im getting sms like 1 hr later.

me: sir, currently our server is having some prob as theres a conjestion of smses. tts why ur sms is delayed.

mr tan: tt is not my fault. its ur server prob.

me: im sorry sir. can i noe which operator does the sender use?

mr tan: m1.

me: sir, we need the co-operation of both operators to send sms successfully.

mr tan: this is not the 1st time ive been facing this prob. it was like this during xmas, cny n now.
im gg to complain to IDA n prob to ur president.

me: *kept quiet all the while hes complaining... blah n blah*

mr tan: im gg to write in to IDA n cc to ur president. im serious. u better feedback to the management. n im gg to write ur name in it.

me: *thinking inside.. go ahead man. atmost get fired oni."

mr tan: is there a refund of subscription fees?

me: refund??

mr tan: ya.. ur service is so bad..n he begins all over again.

*note: pls. just go ahead n complain. u're not the only one facing this prob. go ahead n terminate all the singtel lines. i dun give a damn alrite? we wont starve w/o u. i dun give a shit. complain all u wan.. im just a temp staff!

right after tt call, i got this indian guy on the line.



Compliment #1

he asked me abt all those vdae promo. after telling him all the prices of the phones on this vdae promo, then i realise tt the promo actually ends yest. OH SHIT!

me: sorry sorry sir.. im afraid this promo has ended on 11/2. im so sorry sir.

prata man: nvm nvm.. sorry for what? at least i get to listen to ur voice.

*luff luff luff*

after tt we went thru this other promotions n again i gave him the prices of all those phones on promo. 7 altogther..

after sometime,

prata man: jiarui. u're really very patient. i sell prata n there r fussy customers n ive got to be patient w them. but u seemed to be even more patient than me. u like got no temper. i wish ive got a gf like u.

me: thank you for ur compliments sir.

prata man: any chance of being friends?? i noe u're suppose to be professional. but if i dun ask u, mayb tonite i cant slp.. *luff luff luff*

me: im afraid not sir..

after sometime, then he finally put down the phone.. but b4 tt, he wished me happy vday.haha

cust like this really makes ur day.

bai baba called me last nite telling me tt we're not gg for dim sum this morning.. was so disappointed man...

really craving for dim sum man...

so..i planned to makan dim sum today wif muay fan..
then end up the whole clique is gg.. haha..

meeting at 12 at bishan to go crystal jake...
before we go to work together.

jos, joy, joei, dave, david, robby, muay fan n i are gg..
everyone was so enthu man..

i was trying to persuade them to go kelong to eat lor.. but dave kept saying very ex.. but...but.. kelong one nice!!

oh nvm...

n i was telling muay fan tt who noes tmr morning, my parents changed their mind n decide to go ahead wif their inital dim sum plan.

n how rite i was man.

early in the morning, ma came n woke me up to ask me to go for the dim sum feast..

actually told her tt nvm, i go wif my friends..
but gave it a second tot, think better not...

family shld be before friends.

yeah. n we'll gg kelong!!! YIPEE!!

anyway, i'll makan finish wif family, then go n join joei they all...

mmm... feel like getting a shirt from levi..
if got time, then go n see see a while later.

im like listening to muay fan tok sense to yj... abt her n ks...

sth just hit me.

i just realised tt u haven been giving me the commitment that ive always been looking for.

i dun even noe what i mean to you man...

now im beginning to qns myself if u love me?
or u're just treating me as ur companion....?

i dunnoe..

on the surface, i hate u...

but deep down?

it's a totally different case.

it is outright impossible to deny the fact that
u love someone....

no matter how the person lets you down...

Bobby forwarded this mail to us:

A long time ago, there was a huge apple tree.

A little boy loved to come and play around it everyday. He climbed to the tree top, ate the apples, took a nap under the shadow...

He loved the tree and the tree loved to play with him.

Time went by... the little boy had grown up and he no longer played around the tree everyday.

One day, the boy came back to the tree and he looked sad.

"Come and play with me," the tree asked the boy.

"I am no longer a kid, I don't play around trees anymore."

The boy replied, "I want toys. I need money to buy them."

"Sorry, but I don't have money...but you can pick all my apples and sell them. So, you will have money."

The boy was so excited. He grabbed all the apples on the tree and left happily. The boy never came back after he picked the apples.

The tree was sad.

One day, the boy returned and the tree was so excited.

"Come and play with me" the tree said.

"I don't have time to play. I have to work for my family. We need a house for shelter. Can you help me?"

"Sorry, but I don't have a house. But you can chop off my branches to build your house."

So the boy cut all the branches of the tree and left happily.

The tree was glad to see him happy, but the boy never came back since then. The tree was once again lonely and sad.

One hot summer day, the boy returned and the tree was delighted.

"Come and play with me!" the tree said.

"I am sad and getting old. I want to go sailing to relax myself. Can you give me a boat?"

"Use my truck to build your boat. You can sail far away and be happy."

So the boy cut the tree truck to make a boat. He went sailing and never showed up for a long time.

Finally, the boy returned after he left for so many years.

"Sorry, my boy. But I don't have anything for you anymore. No more apples for you..." the tree said.

"I don't have teeth to bite" the boy replied.

"No more truck for you to climb on"

"I am too old for that now" the boy said.

"I really can't give you anything ... the only thing left is my dying roots" the tree said with tears.

"I don't need much now, just a place to rest. I am tired after all these years." The boy replied.

"Good! Old tree roots is the best place to lean on and rest. Come, Come sit down with me and rest."

The boy sat down and the tree was glad and smiled with tears.......

This is a story of everyone.

The tree is our parents. When we were young, we loved to play with Mom and Dad...

When we grown up, we left them...only came to them when we need something or when we are in trouble.

No matter what, parents will always be there and give everything they could to make you happy.

You may think the boy is cruel to the tree but that's how all of us are treating our parents.

love n appreciate your parents!

actually wanted to treat tt stone to the movie " howl's moving castle" today after work one..

but the sneaks is only available in gv tiong baru.. its like so far away from amk??
n the show is ard 12.20 if i remembered correctly?

surely cannot make it in time for the movie one lor..

nvm.

next time then watch. mayb tmr?

tonite go home n slp.

wha the hell.. i just saw him stand up n started dancing n shaking ard?

i was so damn bored tt i decided to read my blog.. from the 1st entry.

*cynical smile*

i dun even understand why i rote all those stuff man back then man.

n i oso dun even understand whats so difficult abt letting go of stuff...

man is amazing...

he brought the wind breaker for me yesterday n placed it inside my locker.

*am chio*

but hor.. today damn sian leh.. i only got 2 calls in like 1+hr lor..

n hes like sitting so far away from me..
even more sian~~

now im thinking of reasons to get urgent leave.. wonder what shld i tell our niang(indra) man...
idayu is advising me on it..

looking at the situation now..
i think im stuck here til midnight lar..

oh man!

roz win le lor... she brought the 'meet the fockers' vcd to watch here lor..
*faint*

though i really feel like getting back at you...
i dun think i'll carry out my plan.

simply becoz you still mean alot to me..

n ive tot things thru..

i dun wanna hurt both you n myself..

sure.
i'll get a kick out of the whole thing..

but i ask myself

whats the point??

last nite tok to yj til 2am lor.. n stil feeling pretty hyper after tt call lor.

this morning omost couldnt wake up man..
but was forced to.

all thanks to jake. was woken up by his sms this morning lor.. at like 8.30?

Piang eh!

the best part was he just asked me what time im gg to work today??

*raise eyebrow*

im like?? huh?? u're asking me tt qns so early in the morning??
i noe u miss me lar.. but dun hav to do this to me rite??

then i replied saying 2.30.

n he said: " why u wake up so early?"

-_-"""

then i was like: " becoz.. my dearest jake, u woke me up?? i was woken up by the sms tone."

then he din reply le..must be too paiseh abt waking me up lar.. haha..

u woke me up so early in the morning just to ask me tt qns, then somemore come n ask mi why i wake up so early.. haiyo.. i wanna faint man!!
later go to work then teach him a lesson.

initially supposed to go to ah po's hse to bai nian one.. but in the end, i decided tt i dun wanna go.. very sian... might as well stay at home.

so here i am.. alone at home. stoopid me shld have gone to ah ma's place to bai nian myself.. now its all too late le lar.. no time to go..

oh, n just now while i was enjoying tt maggi mee tt i cooked for myself n watching the v program i recorded like wks ago, the door bell rang.

guess what?

da gu gu came wif hui ling lor..

n im stil in my red beary nite dress??

in the end, i din open the door.. n they finally went off..

*phew*

i tried the cok zai ma bot for me..
my god.
one word.

HORRIBLE!!!

n now joan is gg mad man... shes like so eng til hse can come online to tok to me while shes at work.. n shes asking me if i miss her?? n she keeps teeling me she miss me??
*faint*

all those pple in my training class are crazy... including me.
oops!
haha

but its nice to noe u've got such nice friends ard u..

*big fat grin*

im real happy today.. its been so long since ive enjoyed myself during CNY lor.. must be becoz of last nite...hehez

n im so happy tt certain tots of mine have cleared. n i actually replied her so willingly today.
tot might as well start the whole new yr anew.

yup.

today, i realised ah hong's name is called xue2 feng4 lor.. after being cousins for like 18 yrs? best man. ma shang smsed xue feng abt it lor.. then she was like saying im laggy n stuff?

ma asked me if i wanna go for sharon jie jie's wedding on the 6/11 ( i noe its ur bdae chengyi) this yr.. i was like ok lor.. go lor.. anyway, her fiance is quite shuai lor.. so lucky... lets just hope tt basing on the fact tt ive got the same name as her, n tt we have the same chinese bdae date, i'll somehow have the same fate as her.. haha

oh, n i asked beca what she thinks of the stone today. i mean its like she saw him the other time mah.. so just asked lor.. then i gave her the " u noe u noe?" look.. she was like not bad lar.. n she tot he was like 20? haha.. its the 1st time im sharing such stuff wif her...

i dunnoe whats wrong wif ma man.. she kept asking me whu i went out wif last nite lor.. i just told her its a colleague.. n when she asked how many, i just said 2 pple. true what. 2 pple altogether.. i nv say i gg out wif 2 pple mah.. haha! so im not lying.

came home after visiting zhu zhu ah ma's place.. damn tired le lor.. i was in such a good mood today, tt for once, i din care how much money there was in the ang baos. =)

n i missed out godma today lor.. hai.. must hav sent desmond to the airport. hes leaving for melbourne for studies wif his gf. wonder whens the next time i can see him man.. havent been seeing him for quite sometime le..

as ive said, i came home real tired.. n just bom on my bed n slept w/o changing out. n surprisingly ma nv nagged at me to help her out wif the housework lor.. real surprised lor. she just left me to slp.

yeap. so im now energised!

* i think beside me who's happy today... i think you shld be happy today as well..i believe a small action on my part can make you happy. am i right?

WHAT THE FUCK!!! SOMEBODY HACKED INTO MY BLOG!!!

N WROTE SOME GROSS STUFF...

NOW THEN I REALISED IT!!

oh, i did ask him this as well.

me: why joy nv go for the movie wif u huh? tot u 2 planned to go together?

stone: dunnoe leh.. i din confirm wif her lar.

*am chio*

its been quite some time since ive felt so happy le.

really.

now things make me feel that my effort in pushing this stone is paying off.

***SCREAM***

I AM SOOOOO HAPPY TONITE!!!!

the new yr began rite for me man!!!

**beam**

woke up in the morning becoz yj msged.. n she told me sth lar.. tok to her over the phone for like 1.5hrs.. trying to "an wei" her somehow i guess..

after tt, had to tidy up my table.. its been accumulating dust, papers, books n shopping bags.
finally done it within 1 hr.
then mopped the floor...

had lunch at home.. the stuff bai baba buys are quite nice man.. yum yum.

after lunch, went out to meet muay fan. tt silly girl.. actually bot me a pendant lor.. just becoz i kept telling her tt the pendant is very nice?? i was damn surprised lor.. now she says its for my bdae present.. haha.. abit the early ritE??

anyway, i met her, then she accompanied me to pluck my brows.. yea..

oh! b4 i met her, tt stone msged me..

n the msg says:
" lets watch bishan 9pm?"

**BEAM BEAM BEAM**

just in case, he asked other pple along oso, i replied
" huh?? really nobody gg wif u ar?? haha"

then he said" no lar.. nv ask leh.."

tts even better man.

i tell u from then on, my mood was super good lor!!
b4 tt, my mood was like..sian~

came home, then napped n updated pet with all the news n stuff.. haha

took me so long later on to decide what to wear..n today is the 1st day i asked ming hao how i looked man.. then he stared at me n said: "siao ar.. wear til like tt.. u think u gg where??"

after tt bai baba told him tt i was gg out after reunion dinner mah.. so he was like " ok lar.. not bad.."

*grin*

went over to ah ma's place for reunion dinner.. surprised tt ke lei n his family came.. they've not been coming ever since tt chopping incident..

dread having to stay there til like 730pm.. hai...

left for j8 after tt.. n realised tt he msged saying tt he'll be late coz his dinner was delayed lar.

nvm lor.. walked ard j8.. staring at those closed shops.. heng pet n ben came lor.. hahaha.. then we had this stupid thingy abt pretending to bump into each other.. so dumb lor.. n they bot constantine tix too..n were sitting in front of us.

i din actually enjoyed the show.. i mean in the very 1st place i noe i wont like the show le.. but i watched it wif him anyway.. he says its damn nice.

i find it scary.. my guts is just puny alrite?? n 1/2 the time i was covering my eyes with my hands.. dun ask me whats so scary if u happened to watch tt movie. its just me. ya, then obviously, he was like "eh.. u scared ar??" n he did tt a couple of times lor..n i just pushed him away.. im too busy avoiding those scenes to be bothered abt u.

its kinda embarrassing lar.. esp when there was this part, i simply jerked lor.. coz i got a shock lor.. damn paiseh man.. dunnoe where to hide myself man.

n there was this time when i wanted to drink the lemon tea lar.. n i was just holding onto the top of the cup, n the lid came off n the tea spilled lar.. duh?? some on me, some on him n quite abit on the chair.. wha piang!! nv so malu b4 man! but he din say anything lar.. or seemed to be irritated lar..

the movie finally ended.. n i was pretty late le lor.. had to rush home in time to bai bai. on the way home, was toking crap all the while..

whaever it is.. i had a great time tonite!

u noe what?? im extremely very tired of having to keep pushing u.

i really am.

after reading ur email tt was sent to everyone, i omost wanted to just flunk the chair i was sitting on at u.

really.

u din even realise tt i was extremely pissed off with u when i kept giving u tt look man..

i really dunnoe what to say abt u alright??

i dunnoe whether u're insensitive..
or tt u're simply dense..

despite feeling all those, i smsed u again tonite.

pushing tt giant stone again.

how stupid can jiarui get?

i wonder...

mayb im just as dense as u r...

to actually find myself liking you..

oh.. btw the woman at citylink isnt called agnes.

shes called edna lim.

fuck tt bitch.

she actually wrote in a complaint.

shall copy n paste tt complaint letter when im in the office.

im so tired... slpt at ard 1+ yesterdae n woke up ard 10 today.. rushed like mad to meet muay fan to go town to get this adidas bag tt i saw yesterdae.. very nice lor..

yesh, qiong like mad. n still couldnt find the bag lor.. n bad things dun come in 1. my heels' strap snapped 1/2 while i was walking lor!!!

ARGH!!!!

im like rushing for time..n now my heels is spolit??
MY GOD!

quick quick rush to charles n keith to buy this pair of flip flops.. not too bad lar.. i wanted to buy it quite some time ago le.. din buy coz my friends r like wearing it... n i dun wanna waste money.. so now ive got a reason to buy it. i was "forced" to alright?

in the end, i settled for this handbag frm little match girl. looks not bad. approved by muay fan, zety, joan n dave. yesh.

finally ive bot the bare minimum le.

n im feeling so tired now.. work is gg to start in like 15 mins time?? n my eyes is closing.. becoz im tired n becoz my eyes are feeling dry.. all thanks to my contact lens..

hai...joei's got an appointment in the morning tmr...so he cant go down to get the blouse for me...

*sigh*

its like 0027hr le lor.. n i have not bathe lor.. fantastic man!

ive been chatting wif chengyi, sunya n joei for qutie sometime..

so busy til cant go bathe.. soon lar soon lar...

nvm.. can wake up late tmr.. coz tmr nite shift..

anyway!! ive bargained for a wind breaker tmr!! haha.. in exchange for being a alarm clock for a mth... haha.. n i think he din really pay attention to tt.. so tts gd for me.. i can just foget abt being an alarm clock.. n still get a wind breaker.

in order to have him to wash the wind breaker for me weekly, ive decided to throw in the snoozing function. n again.. h just luff at that idea.. i dun think hes paying attention to tt part of the "agreement". yup. he din even "set" the "alarm clock". haha..

good deal for me man.

*beam*

i just wanna remove you from my memory...

n just pretend tt nothing has happened.

STOOOPID DUDE!!!!

I want you to go down to suntec with me tmr!!
to use ur American Express!!!

i dun care.. im gg to drag u down...

mark my words joei!!

unless i decided not to get tt blouse anymore..

or unless i cant wake up tmr morning..

if not...

i'll make sure i go to ur hse n drag u all the way to suntec!!!

i really wei jos gan dao bu zi today lor...

my last call for the day sucks man.. really..

it was this woman called agnes from Hello! citylink.. she was calling on behalf of this cust called lucy lar.

this agnes was at 1st very friendly like tt.. n she asked me what was the price of N6170 we wld give cust who called in.. i read from the list n it says $500+.

then this agnes started turing nasty.. she began to kp me n say tt got quite a few CSO told tt lucy tt the phone price is at $200+. n she asked me to check the SI notes. i checked, n realised one of them was jos lar..

n tt agnes demanded an answer from me.. to explain why those CSOs told tt lucy tt price..

i learnt the story from jos herself.. apparently, she said tt she coded the $500+ price at 1st, then tt lucy disputed lar.. said tt hse saw this valentine promo poster at Hello! citylink. [for that one, u've got to upgrade a line/sign a new line to get the 2nd phone at 50% discount] . anyway ya the lucy was in a hurry n asked her to sms her the price. n jos smsed her saying tt the phone is at $200+.

so now tt stuoopid lucy, armed with the sms in her hand, demands to have the phone at tt price coded by jos.

any stupid ass wld noe tt its totally impossible.

yesh. its our fault tt we give customers wrong prices of hp.. but then again, when we went back to look at the poster, the darn advertisment is so damn misleading alrite? n we are not trained on hp promotions. we just read off hand n relate them to cust.

anyway, i created so much commotion tt indra came n stood behind me, lily oso came.. everyone was crowding behind me n observing how i handled tt agnes lar.

tt fucking agnes was like scolding me n stuff.. say tt we have to settle the problem on our side.. n she kept asking me how to settle the prob.

indra asked me to tell tt agnes tt she has to handle the cust coz cust is at counter. tts their job.

i told agnes tt, n she said she wanted to tok to tl. fine lor.

i transfer to indra.. n mins later i heard indra toking at the top of her voice.

bloody shit!

b4 we left, indra tok to jos lar. she nv scold her lar.. anyway from jos says, tt agnes actually advised the cust to write in to singtel to complain.

harlow??? is she like stopid? ur job as a counter staff is to correct cust's misundertanding of the promotions n products. n to appease cust. NOT to make the situation worse!!

what the hell lor..

yesh, we made mistakes on our end. cant u pple at the counter just help us settle the problems??

how many times are there when u counter pple are supposed to reconnect the line or whatever shit, n u nv send in the request to backroom to process??

so what happened ultimately?

WE are the ones helping u clear all the shit alright when tings are not done.
n we also get those scolding from cust alright??

bear tt in mind!!

so whats ur bloody problem now huh???

trying to push ur responsibility to us... what the hell man.

damn pissed leh.

i really felt tt i helped jos today lor.. by arguing back with tt agnes tt its no fault of jos!

anyway after work rite, bcoz my n muay fan intended to go suntec, so we decided to go down to Hello!citylink to check out tt agnes. n even came up wif a plan to get her into trouble..

but we cldnt find her lor.. it was so dumb.. the staff had their name printed on the staff pass which was hanging round their neck..

after tt we couldnt b bothered lar.. just went on shopping. n spending money as if ive got tons of them at home. im totally broke now.

DEFICIT!!!

my table is no piled up with shopping bags tt i dunnoe how to clear them.

GREAT!

i guess im still trying to push the stone...

cant help it.. comes naturally for me...

*____sigh____*

me n my stooopid nonsense...

pet n ben, im sorry...

none of my 4 friends from the other team wanna swop shifts wif me...

yup.. so i wont be turning up for training this mon..

sorry.. if denyse n nugget gg ar.. i'm so gg to regret man!!

as for tues movie.. see if hes free not.. if not i really sian ji bua man...

mayb i shld just stay at home n catch some slp.

i wanna get tt armani perfume!!!

darn! both pet n i were just walking past the counter.. then the promoter just passed us the strip.. n we just walked away after taking it from her...

n now im beginning to like the smell like mad lor.. im gg to get it! but i cant find it when i went causeway today.. n the best part is i dun even noe whats the name of the perfume.

DARN!!!

btw, i saw this very nice pair of heels.. i really love it...but.. its so sad lor.. its the last pair.. n it sort of hurts when u walk..

*sad*

oh.. n both muay fan n i tried this chocolate thingy from beard papa/papa beard.. n its simply FABULOUS!!! my god.. if u put it in the fridge.. its totall heaven!! no kidd!! tt one.. die die must try. really!! *yum yum*

tmr m on for another shopping trip.. with muay fan...

shld i ask joei along??? *hestitate*

dont think so lar..

1. i dun wana ask him myself.
2. his presence wont b of much help.

yesh.

i think im getting sick soon man...

feeling so damn cold in the office lor.. dunnoe whats wrong with the air con today...

luckily still got his sweater.. if not really can eat shit n die man...

**brrrr**

i think im gg to get fever soon man... feeling damn cold on the outside n damn hot on the inside...

today i met a desperate cust.

all i noe abt him is tt he's 23 this yr.. based on his ic no lar.

anyway, he started asking me abt this $300 rebate thingy.. so i explained stuff to him..

at the end, he asked me for my name.. which was pretty common..some cust just want ur name so tt they can complain abt u if things go wrong..

so i gave him my name.

after tt, he went on.

cust: ermz.. so how old r u huh?
me: *hestitate* 19??

cust: 19 ar... oh.. not studying anymore ar?
me: mm.

*few seconds of silence*

cust: where u working ar??
me: *hestitate for quite sometime* singtel?

cust: *luff* ya.. i noe singtel.. but where?
me: ermz... amk??

cust: oh..so u part timer/full timer??
me: *getting really irritated* ermz.. sir i think we're gg out of topic already. so do u have any other queries?

cust: oh.. sorry sorry.. ermz.. like tt huh.. nothhing more le lar..
me: thank you for calling singtel. good bye.

desperate customer..........

im like so bloody fustrated n irrtitated wif u man!!

u're like such an enormous stone tt i cant move..
ok.. i did make you move..
just by a tiny winy bit..

i really yuan xiang yuan bu zhi de..

im thinking if u're worth my investment..

ive already been giving u a fair bit of chance..

and

ive tot things thru.. im not gg to initiate anything til u.. the big stupid stone develops a brain n become less dense!!!

**ARGH**

i wonder who i can change shift with on mon man... most prob lily's team.. coz they working from 8.30-4.30..

the reason why i wanna change shift is becoz pet is begging me to go training wif her on mon.. mad leh..n im actually gg to join her if i can find someone willing to swop shift with me??

my god!! robby is scary... hes a real chi qing guy...

the way he tells me stuff, i think hes real upset tt muay fan went out wif winston today..

heng i clever enuff not to tell him tt i saw the two of them in ps lor..

n muay fan actually kept begging me to help her out?? i was like huh??

then suddenly just clicked together..

she wants me to help her get away from robby...

but honestly ar.. i think robby's techni abit the extreme lor...

she wants me to go out wif her n robby tmr.. but im meeting pet for another crazy shopping day!!

HOW???

who shld i help??

im stuck in the middle!!

i was late for piano today!! n i cldnt get a cab at all lor!!! in the end i called mrs ang, n she volunteered to come n drive me to her place... tot howcome she so nice.. yuan lai wan me to help her run an errand..

-_-"""

anyway piano was fine.. ive learnt the entire of the pc for list B. great!

after piano, i went to loiter ard in northpoint.. coz mr joei changed the meeting time to 130? from 12 changed to 130? -_-"" was kinda pissed lor..

n i reached ps on time? n i waited for like another 20mins for him to turn up?? what the hell man...

anyway, we went for movie "my brother".. the show was pretty nice.. but very slow moving.. i tot tt it has a very touching storyline... got this part when i started to tear..

he asked me to make up my mind.. whether i wan him to treat me movie in exchange for a mths of waking him up job. mad ar?? i rather pay lor.

after movie, we just walked ard n stuff..

then pet came after work to join us...n we had dinner together aat summer spoon. beca working there mah.. not bad.. she noes how to take care of us. "stole" a $10 dine in voucher. hahaha.

1/2 way thru joei left for his class..then pet n me went shopping n stuff again.. qiong-ing like mad.. bot a black skirt, 2 underwear, a black shirt, a bag n oso went to exchange shirt for ming hao. n i was in my crazy mode today again.. i went back to the seed shop in paragon n kept kao jiao-ing the 2 salesgirls there.. hahaha.. they must be thinking im mad man..

anyway, 1/2 way thru, joei msged n said tt he pon the rest of his class n was shopping in bugis... so i asked him if he wanted to join us lar after hes done.. at 1st he said tt he wanted to go back amk to the popular to get cny cards, then after i told him tt popular close for the day le, he came n find us lo..

went to fond hugs again.. n joei said tt the brown skirt tt i din buy the other time is nicer than the one i bot..

*xing yang yang*

feel like buying lor... see how 1st..

ive spent omost all my salary in just a week man!!!

HOLY SHIT!

many pple told me abt your feelings...

i wonder if they are true...

or are all our sensors way out of ur frequency??

i wanna find out for myself.

while im planning to do this...

i think of the other you..

DARN!

i'm trapped!

haha.. i managed to tempt robby into asking me what he wanted to ask.

hahaha!!!

not bad heh??
apparently his yi zhi li not strong enuff lar..

hahaha... i asked him if he has a very good impression of muay fan.. hahaha... at 1st he dun wann ans me.. n kept diverting.. hahaha.. now guai guai tell me le lar..

see! my detector working fine ok!

BINGO!

n i was oso right abt him wanting to ask me abt joei..

n i answered accordingly lar.. i mean we meant to tell each other the truth in the 1st place what right?? yup.
a deal is a deal.

anyway, i think robby stands a bigger chance than winston. yesh. somemore have my help oso..

k, hurry investigate matter.

ok.. now he tells me he can sense whats joei thinking thru his words n actions..

orh.
then?

tt robby is driving me mad man.. he claims tt he wants to ask me sth.. then now he says he'll ask another time..

*faint*

i was like ok lor..

then he say: u not curious meh??

im like?? heh?

i sort of noe tt hes gg to ask me sth abt joei.

we shall see.. mayb my detector down today.

anyway, now he tells me he really really want to ask me now.. but sae he must ren..

then i said:"u're mad."

n he said:" no.. time not ripe."

**FAINT**

uncle u how old huh??

so much so for complaining.. after lunch, everything went pretty smoothly.. i actually had 15 calls within 1 hr?? tt was totally like crazy man.. its really one after another man.

after tt was slacking time.. i waited for 1 hr b4 the next call came in.. since nothing to do, so join robby, dave, jake n joan in our regular gossiping session..

after lunch, i was feeling very happy again u see, then dave came up n tell me:" eh u so happy now.. but im gg to tell u a pc of very bad news.."

n i knew what was coming..

actually i wasnt really very bothered abt what dave told me. just pretended to be. n robby suggested tt i threaten to commit suicide.. mad ar?? hahaha..

i told jos abt the news lar.. then she was like:" REALLY ARH?? U SURE NOT??? SOLID NOT??" then i told her dave say one.. he got the news from the person in concern..

then we all went for the meeting wif the manager..

after the meeting, jos just said to me:" eh... you noe what?? i actually feel very upset n sad for u leh.. i dunnoe why.."

im like??? huh??? really arh.. feel sad for me?? for what?

so i assured her tt im really fine lar. which was the truth lar.

after work went j8 wif robby n muay fan to shop.. robby was like tagging along all the time lor.. haha.. damn funny.. i bot a shirt for ming hao.. n now its too small.. so ive got to change it for him tmr when i go to town.

m gg for piano early in the morning.. then meet joei for lunch n movie.. then meet pet in the evening to go shopping.

*yawn*

damn tired. m gg to read magazine.. as for the show i recorded just now.. tmr then watch lar.. m gg to sleep soon le.

btw, i din purposely not answer ur call just now..i was really away. anyway, it wasnt necessary for u to tell me u called the wrong no. i wld have guessed so. well.. we're not fated to get "connected".

i dun wanna worsen my day even further.

the eariler part of today was like hell for me alright..i gana a real real nasty customer in the morning.. hes was the 2nd cust i handled for the day.. what the kucf lor!!! he scolded me for more than 1/2hr lor!!!! tmd!! i was already very patient in explaining why ur bloody autoroam cldnt work in hk.. how the fucking hell wld i noe why right!! BLOODY SHIT!!

i went to indra twice alright regarding this crap?? alright?? n tt fucking black chicken refuse to help me?? kept asking me to go n check km(this system we have tt allow us to search for the products n stuff)?? li hai lar.. so li hai to da taji!! U ARE SO NOT FIT TO BE A TEAM LEADER ALRIGHT????!!!!

twice, i got sent back to my seat. to check tt bloody KM n to handle the irritated, fustrated n angry cust all on my own??

then the cust said he wanna tok to my supervisor. alright. i went n tell indra. n she looked at me with this super irritated face n said: " what u pple tell the customers huh??? why everyone wants to speak to me??"

n i was sent back AGAIN!

i really cldnt take it anymore lor... i just started to tear lor..

what the hell!! these are all not my fault lor!!! why is everyone scolding me?? cust scold me like im a dog. indra scold me like im the biggest ass on earth. FUCK LAR!

n 1/2 the time the cust was lecturing me abt customer service n stuff.. he kept saying:" jiarui, i noe u have ur limitations... blah n blah.." he repeated tt for quite a no of times.. then i was like if u noe my limitations, why r u gg on n on abt all these???

the best has yet to come man.

abt 5 mins after the cust finally got enough of lecturing me, he hung up. n my ever dearest team leader came n asked so caring:" so how was the autoroam cust??"

*roll eyeballs*

when the cust has finally left the line, then u bloody come n ask me abt the whole damn thing??

really damn guo fen lor!!!

this entry is gg to be a complaint man!

anyway, robby ask me to treat indra like a black chicken. haha

yest we had buzz session wif indra.. the whole team went.. n she say "dun be afraid.. come n approach me if u got problem..but dun always come running to me saying tt cust wans to tok to me.. if like tt, u pple will lost ur jobs, coz i can take those calls myself.."

*roll eyeballs*

YEAH RIGHT!

then she says tt we shldnt keep asking other pple.. coz they have their own call quotas to hit.. shld go n ask her..

pls... which ass will go n ask her if given the choice?? she'll just send u back to read km. like tt i might as well tell tt to myself rite?

n when she catch u asking other pple stuf, she'll just pop out behind u n start tapping ur shoulders n ask u whats wrong?? n "drag" you back to ur seat??

1 eg:
a cust called in yest looking for this woman called jane. n so qiao, keith handled this cust b4 me lar.. so i went to look for keith, wanting to ask him what was the situation like lar.. then i stood beside him waiting for him to finish his call. just after i spoke a few sentences, there was this black shadow bhind me.. then there was tt giantic black chicken?? n she asked me what was the problem in such a sacarstic manner??

muay fan is right. she shldnt be a team leader alright?? shes always pushing back the responsibilities back to you.. if any cust complains, we are the ones who gana alright? n if she says tt we pple will lose our job becoz our cust always wan to speak to her.. then may i ask, if everything she oso push to us to handle on our own, whats the purpose of her being of higher authority than us?? then may i know if she'll lose her job??? isnt her of such tiny siginificance??

i know im making sense over here ok.

whaever.
im not gg to see tt big fat black chicken tmr.

oh one more thing!

ma woke me up n was nagging at me this morning at like 5+/6+??

what the hell!!!

i just saw alex in my dream!!!!!!

*deb.. how ar?? my ma damn buay zhi dong lor!!! always interrupt at the wrong time one lor...

i finally tou li tuition le!! yeah!! finally told eddie's mum tt i've got "scheduled" for the midnite shift.. so cant teach him anymore. i regret a little for quitting.. coz eddie kept asking me not to go.. but i really cant take it lar.. its like very time consuming n very tiring. n the thing is i find myself finding excuses to go for tuition.. its just plain torture.

anyway, i bot this new necklace today.. it looks pretty pretty.. muay fan thinks so too. yeap yeap. bot this bottle of solution which is supposed to polish silver stuff..

just rescheduled for my piano lesson to be on at like 9.45am on thurs..so ive got to practise piano tmr when i come home..

thurs is my off day!! a long awaited day!! i can go shopping wif muay fan after my piano.. n prob meet up wif robby n joei as well.. see how 1st.. if not it'll just be the two of us.

where the hell is joei huh?? tot he wld b online.. mayb he's having some night class.. nvm.. later then i sms him n ask him abt thur.. anyway, he asked me to go for dinner after work today.. with this guy who looked like a tame ah beng n jake.. crazy eh.. 3 big guys go makan, i tag along for what.. anyway, ive got tuition.. no time lar..

pet just smsed me abt fri.. i must have got quite abit of stamina to go shopping.. yesh yesh. n of coz lots n lots of money to spend!!

n deb, i totally encourage u to go up to tt ass n give him one tight slap on the face.. give more if u feel tt its not shuang enuf.. tt ass n his gang deserve to be shaken til their teeth ratter!! even i.. am pissed off after knowing the incident. go ahead!!

im gg to force myself to sleep early tonite.. i find tt im always very tired at work.. but right after work, im like so alive man! tts why i cant sleep so early at nite.. n yet hav to wake up at like 6+ to go to work?
*sigh*

while at waiting for calls to come in today, i looked thru my schedule for the next 3 wks.. what the hell lor.. im like stuck with joy for lunvh for like 4-5 days??? KUCF!! really gong hei myself man!

indra took a 1 hr leave from work.. all her "new babies" din hestitate to ask her what happen.. to "show our concern"... dave teach one.. hahaha.. must "polish shoes" whenever theres a chance! will do more tmr.. to increase the chances of my survival.

**scream**

hes sitting super duper near me now.. n everytime he wanna walk to indra there, he has got to squeeze past me thru this small gap behind me?
my god!!
ARGH!!!

n he on the com for me today!!! becoz he actually reserve the seat for bobby.. but he say nv mind... so i just sat down.. haha..

YEAH!!

today another fulfiling day.

FANTASTIC!

robby was a great friend today.. actually strike a conversation with alex. n now i noe tt alex live in commonwealth. uhuh....

if i gana complained by cust tmr.. its the hello shop @orchard fault. n backroom of coz. what the hell lor.. nv expediate the request i sent in.. take 1 day still cannot connect the line.. whaever.

anyway, both muay fan n i have made friends with this guy called steven from crm. from our observation, he shld be in his 30s-40s. yesh. this guy is damn funny man.. today all the 4 transfer calls to crm by muay fan, steven was the one at the other end handling it.. its like so coincidental lor.. then i transfer one call to him as well.. n he was like asking me why i sound tired.. this guy really damn funny lor..

today we had a 1/2 hr of meeting wif indra. yeap. all of us gathered in the symphony room.. n alex was sitting in front of me.. so.. i was like enjoying the entire time there??

btw, ive got no idea why, he seems to need help alot today.. kept coming to find idayu n roz who were sitting in front of me.. n no matter how irritating the cust is, i'll b smiling at myself while enjoying the view in front of me.. i think his detector oso kinda spolit one lor.. its like i stare at him for so long, but he dun seems to realise.. of.. n he kept gg to the fax machine today.. must b expecting an impt fax from cust.

yeap.

after work, i called back yvette.. she had called eariler.. n guess what i found out?? this wk muay fan n i wont b getting any pay?? what the hell man. dunnoe which fucking ass rejected our time sheets lor.. n the best part was indra checked it for us b4 she sumitted lor.. how can it get rejected. DAMN! im gg to kil tt ass when i find out whus tt man.

went to meet pet. she was my shopping partner for today.. its like by the time we met up its like 5.30 le lor.. then we went shopping blah n blah.. n makan @ crsytal jade.. then we were like rushing for time b4 the shops close for the day.. i dunnoe why, we just dun seem to have enuff time.. its like i wanna go into practically go into every shop to check things out? we were literally running on our heels man.. damn tired.

eventually bot a brown shirt n a pastel pink shirt. *satisfied*

m gg to ask her to go shopping again on wed. actually arranged to go out again wif her on fri becoz ive arranged to go movie with joei on wed. then tt guy come n tell me tt he has to collect some clothes for his mum. n he has to meet his friend to get this discount card from her at 6? wha piang.. then i was like ok lor.. what can i say rite?

then i want n bathe. when i came out, i saw tt he left a msg for me. n says tt hes not free on wed becoz his father wanna celebrate his mum's chinese bdae. *peng san* alrite then... again what can i sae rite?

*shake head*

nvm.. lets just totally forget abt watching the movie.

wait til the dvd is out then go n buy n watch together at his place lar.