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muay fan FINALLY came over to my place on friday morning.
to have the explore makeup session.
i guess she had great fun piling layers after layers of eye shadows on me.
and i had my 期待已久的star on the corner of my left eye.
haha!!
but too bad...
those photos taken then are ALL meant to be private.
simply because they are very 残不忍睹.
conclusion is.. we enjoyed ourselves.
that aside, ah ma is going phuket tmr with her sisters and ma volunteered to babysit him.
hence.. he's going to stay over at my place from sun till thurs.
guess what?
he insisted that he's going to sleep in my room, instead of my bro's.
-_-
he indeed loves me.
anyhow, that means if i were to stay up late,
i've got to bring my stuff out to the living room to do.
and i'm like sort of room-less.
tmr is worth celebrating.
i'm starting lessons later than usual and ending earlier.
but.
non stop from 10.45 - 3.30pm, provided nobody is absent tmr.
p/s:
i get quite mmm.. don't know how to say, when people around me remember when my last paper is.
superman at
11:24 PM
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over the rainbow
YIPEE!!
the stress is like O V E R wef 27th may!
I DID IT!
真的是恭喜自己.
super thankful to the gods as well.
it's just unbelievable.
when i told becca, she even called and tell me if i were to repeat that same statement to her for 10 times, she still wouldn't believe it.
* gee *
anyhow, i've somehow or other lost my voice since mon because i had at most 4 famous amos cookies on sun.
what a weakling i am.
* roll eyeballs *
talking about rolling eyeballs.
muay fan pointed out that when i roll mine, i tend to 'flutter' them.
deb agrees.
don't ask me how i do it.
don't ask me to demo it.
just catch me doing that when i
sincerely want to roll them.
lastly.
out of the blue, i feel that i really need to explore where my real interest lies.
only with interest, comes passion.
it does makes a huge difference when one is really passionate in doing whatever he does.
superman at
9:39 PM
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oh god.PLEASE save me.i'm like sooo freaking desperate, hopeless, stressed up!i really did put in lots and tons of effort to make things go right.i swear i did.if not, i wouldn't even have the cheeks to ask you to help me.自己给自己的压力比别人给你的压力恐怖很多, 很多, 很多倍._______________________________________________
yesterday was the last lesson for the tuneful ripples 2.
amazingly, the mini concert went smoothly, except the part when janna got real emo.
can't wait for the kids to complete the tuneful ripples 4.
i honestly do not want to teach group classes again.
by the way, the damn school actually revised its system.
so damn.
gone are my holidays.
ARGH!!!
NOT FAIR!
i don't care if i get more pay, i just want my holidays!!
finally met up with agnes for a couple of hrs.
proved to be a bad choice to meet someone after 6hrs of teaching.
was complaining to her that 我的腰, 我的脚要断了.
and agnes wasn't late yesterday.
in fact, she was waiting for me.
wow~~
agnes, let's go out again soon.
yesterday wasn't that fab with my 要断的腰.
superman at
10:56 PM
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闷到发霉
i'm like
REALLY stressed.
it's been how freaking long since i last got
this stressed??
what's worse is i'm unable to confide in any one around me..
because i doubt anyone can understand the pressure i'm facing.
they will highly likely go 'are you sure it's
that bad?'
* 抓狂 *
putting the stress part aside.
yesterday, sunya was very 坦白with me.
so, i got very 坦白with her as well.
was on the way to j8 when i saw this woman whom i found very familiar.
after thinking like really hard for a min, i finally realised who she was.
my primary 4 chinese teacher!!!
i mean.. alright..
after so damn long, probably i认错人..
but the moment i saw her walk,
i was like.. confirm it's her already.
seriously.
many people around me have their unqiue way of walking.
for eg. pet, deb, rebecca tay??
put them all together and i can differentiate them just by the way they walk.
anyhow, i spent like an hr plus walking around before muay fan came to have dinner with me.
we had a real hearty meal.
alright.
nothing much to update le.
besides feeling real stressed up, i'm damn bored.
-_-
superman at
11:00 PM
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i just told sunya this.
i'm super reluctant to waste my time on anyone except myself.
please.
lao niang can sense that clock in her ticking away,
and here you are proving yourself to be a total waste of time.
how fabulous~~
superman at
9:55 PM
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[[ saturday ]]
was out with deb.
sad to say, we actually wandered aimlessly in town.
so aimlessly that we decided to catch 'made of honour'.
haven't watch movies along such lines for quite some time already and it turned out to be nicer than expected.
after which we went mothercare to get a non spill cup for hugo.
then followed by dinner.
[[ monday ]] went to 拜佛 with my parents.
my dearest brother went out with his friends when the rest of us actually planned to go for some cycling.
idiot.
anyhow, due to his absence,
i felt like i was the only child again.
a feeling that i've been deprived for 16 years.
nice.
went for dinner to celebrate his bdae in advance.
public holidays are so meant to be spent with family.
[[ tuesday ]]was supposedly to meet muay fan for lunch only and then part to have tuition.
but we ended up cancelling all the tuition.
haha.
she told me the 'historic man comes alive' story and i had this 'guys are all the same' thought.
headed to ikea and damn shit.
it was renovating.
what a super wasted trip.
it's like we aren't exactly that free these days to have almost a whole day to be out shopping and stuff.
and yet, we chose to go ikea which is renovating and spent like 3 hours just on buses.
what the...
but we did got very entertained by this 'corded phone' guy on the bus ride home yesterday.
we probably were on the verge of suffocating coz we couldn't laugh out loud on the bus.
superman at
9:44 PM
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happy birthday to my ah boy.
希望你会比从前来的更懂事, 更快乐.
~ 你超可爱的姐姐 ~
superman at
10:56 PM
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幸福来敲门了吗
我不是说我最近不快乐还是什么的...
就很平常啊..
有谁没有过开心的时候?
又有谁没有过不开心的时候呢?
只是近期的我嘛..
比较会想一想一些有的没的.
真的是这样吗?
如果一直努力下去,
幸福就会来敲门吗?
怎么当我看看身边发生的事, 身边的人,
我会不由自主地想很大声的说 ' 放屁!' 呢?
也许幸福敲门时太小声了..
我们一不留意, 就悄悄的走了..
p/s:
是真的..
我真的没发生什么事..
就.. penny of my thoughts.
superman at
1:15 AM
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无味的诉苦
我把星期二发生的事告诉muay fan.
告诉她我好不愿意让自己在这样下去,
也很不喜欢这样的自己.
即使我把所有的事告诉她,
她又能怎么样?
连我都自认无药可救了.
看来她也只能陪我一起等到我觉悟的那一天吧.
有时, 还真的是一点小事可以让我开心到翻,
有时, 又让我super pissed off.
与其说某人贱, 不如说老娘更贱.
还不是自己自讨苦吃?
五年来, 我还是lau所说的那个rubbish collector.
一点改变的意思都没有.
说实在的, 我还真的只跟荪娅和muay fan诉苦这些事.
我不想别人眼中的我原来是那么贱.
她们俩就已经够了.
所以不明白这个entry就算了.
superman at
2:03 AM
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the entry that follows is inspired by someone else's blog entry.0815:
- on the train.
- 正在做垂死的争扎.
1000:- stuck in the damn freaking cold expo.
- ME paper.
1200:
- done with ME.
- sms muay fan to get her out of her hse.
1300:- finally got to orchard.
- went dfs to check out the mac counter coz that's the only place with the special brush sets.
1400:
- mac at tangs to collect muay fan's naughty nauticals.
1500:
- train back home for me, tuition for muay fan.
1600:- got home, bathe and nap.
- freaking tired.
1730:- woke up super unwillingly.
- prepared and changed.
1815:- left to meet muay fan who just ended tuition.
1900:- on the train back to orchard.
how we love that place man.
1930:
- mac at dfs to get the brush set.
- dinner at pepper lunch.
2030:
- mac at tangs coz melanie forgot to charge one blusher to the bill.
-_-
nvm.
can oh hannss~~~
haha!
muay fan loves my oh hannss~~ song.
i shall sing and sing and sing it for her.
2100:- taka to shop for bags.
2200:- hk cafe at cine to have "supper".
their toast really sucks like hell.
2300:- cabbed back home.
superman at
11:49 PM
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i can't get even more ordinary-er, can i?
i can't get even more 被动, can i?
what a crappy world i live in....
superman at
12:33 AM
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was out with pet today.
had to go to the tangs private sale.
seriously.
nothing fanciful.
but then again.
it's the stupid 12% rebate again.
the stupid mailer never fails to tempt me.
went mac and got new liners again.
in shades of blue.
hahaha..
got pet the same eye kolh as me.
in phone number.
what a dumb name for a nice greyish blue shade.
after going over to isetan, we headed for vivo.
pet said she never shop there properly before.
had dinner at sushi tei.
again.
*shake head*
i aren't a lover of it.
caught ironman there as well.
idiotic me had to decide to buy nachos and ended up having the cheese on my gucci.
tmd!
it's damn disgusting can?!
got to send it for wash/ service/ whatever you call it.
anyhow, i told pet that i'm going to blog and say she was the one who upset the cheese and she got really 激动.
even said she was going to email my friends and say this and that.
haha..
拜托..
woman.
you know my friends' email addresses??
fyi: it was really my own fault.
if she did that, probably i would have stood up and slap her in public.
hahahaha..
seriously, honestly, really just kidding.
now.
get ready for a 180 degress change of mood.
_____________ 180 degrees CHANGE of mood ______________came home and 心情还算挺漂亮的 despite the cheese incident..
and now i end up feeling real fed up because of 某人.
what the hell!
老娘脸皮是有够薄的.
你这样对老娘..
tmd!
now then come and apologise 有个屁用??!
老娘am rolling eyeballs till they look as though they're spinning alright.
in the meantime i'm telling you so damn fakely "it's okay.. i understand."
** sneer **
i
obviously do not understand and refuse to understand.
superman at
11:53 PM
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好跳tone的一天
was out with muay fan yesterday.
before i met up with her,
she smsed me and asked me to prepare ear plugs coz she got so damn much to complain to me.
indeed.
the moment she saw me,
she couldn't stop.
headed for vivo.
havent been there for ages.
and i actually saw kai lin there.
anyhow, we had a real long lunch at secret receipe coz muay fan was craving for their chocolate banana cake.
i ate a bit of the chocolate part which looked real tempting.
gosh.
got banana taste.
gross!!!
after which we loiter around aimlessly.
and i saw that new tram to sentosa.
please.
i've not been to sentosa for YEARS.
obviously had never taken that tram before.
so i told muay fan: eh eh!! let's go and 坐'火车'!!"
and she got pestered by me till she relented.
since we had only like a hr before the movie was to start,
we just took the tram there, walk around abit and came back.
haha.
so much for me asking around what movies are worth watching.
damn.
we two made the worst choice ever.
and no.
i'm not going to say which movie we watched.
coz we would appear real dumb.
when i told sunya abt it, she said she 笑死了.
-_-
anyway, when i was updating muay fan abt this particular part of my life,
she looked at me, rolled her eyeballs and said' 又口是心非了..'
haiyo..
must you expose me like this?!
hahaha..
pet just send me a photo of someone, saying that i would be shocked.
damn.
really got super shocked.
superman at
3:02 PM
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would sms pet sometime just to talk nonsense and gossip.
she was telling me that day that she's super excited abt the kl trip and stuff.
and a few nights later,
i actually dreamt that i was going hk with her.
what happened in the dream was that when we reached hk, i realised i forgot to bring my wallet and had atmost $100+ with me.
now comes the 重点!!
she was super unwilling to lend me $.
haha..
when i told her abt the dream, stressing on the part that she was unwilling to lend me $,
she insisted that it was just a dream.
hahaha!
anyhow.
i apologised to her for thinking that she was biased against someone we know of.
it turned out that she was really right.
i guess dogs can't stop eating shit--> 狗改不了吃屎..
[ digress: 一讲, 那只狗就来了..]
and i realised something.
i don't seem to be able to keep things from pet.
so irritating can!!!
i just end up bleh-ing everything to her.
that aside.
am finally going to meet up with muay fan tmr.
for movie[s].
for catching up session.
oh yes..
because the 'air con' men were to come over to service the units today,
i had to clear my room last night.
honestly.
when i came back today,
i really find it very weird to have my room so organised.
told ma abt it and she actually thought it was funny.
crazy.
that day angela taught me the basic of drums,
which she learnt from daryl.
*shake head*
i'm so~~~ damn bad at drums i tell you.
丢脸.. 真丢脸.
superman at
11:52 PM
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the evil side of me.
i set traps for people to walk into.
i make people do what i want them to do and say what i want to listen to.
aren't i evil?
yes i am.
superman at
1:08 AM
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i went for the mac makeover with deb today.
ended up with a 路人般的makeover.
but i like..
esp the purple fluidline!!!
what a nice colour can???
love the coygirl blusher as well.
of course had to make them mine.
my first purple based blusher...
how exciting can it get?!
lalalala..
anyhow, melanie is super nice..
she offered to give me another makeover the next time muay fan goes for hers.
*gee*
saw oh hanss~~~
really cant help it but keep thinking of him!!
hahaha...
i guess only muay fan knows where's the 笑点 lo..
alright.
i think we both don't know.
but.
needless to say.
we, or rather, i, love to go 'oh hanss~~~'.
rotted at starbucks with the usual iced coffee.
the both of us were discussing about blue da ba di.
really laughed until my eyes got teary and all those eye makeup were on the verge of smudging.
btw.
ming hui asked me to play at her friend's wedding reception.
i was like..' r u sure?'
anyway, i'm going to ask lisa if she wants to do it.
最后, 附上唯一一张照片.
传说中的路人般的 makeover.
完全看不出!
如果 muay fan 看到的话,
一定活活被我气死,
接着说' why not u pay me to do it for you??'
无所谓啦..
还有下一次嘛..
p/s: i love teddy because you look so much like a giantic version that kids hug to bed.
superman at
11:56 PM
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had a wonderful dinner with my family tonight.
and it was on me.
wah..
the crab and the man tou...
together with the beer..
yum yum!!!
anyhow.
labour day was shiok coz i rotted/ slept the entire day away.
looking forward to vesak day now.
superman at
10:58 PM
