alright..
now im not tt troubled over whatever issue already..
not tt troubled doesnt mean not troubled.

anyway,
today is a much better day.
coz i managed to found out some stuff.
and i getting real excited over it..

better be off now to do mask and head off to sleep.

this is so~~ like what im feeling right now.
im getting so tired and drained over the entire issue.

can someone just save me?
im on the verge of breaking down.
mentally.

i realised that i often complain why others are so afraid of letting people ard them know that they are dating so n so..

i dont mean letting ah gou ah mao know who your are dating..
i meant supposedly close friends ard you.

i was thinking..
if you are so afraid of being found out,
doesnt that mean that a certain part of you somewhere actually does not ren tong your "ling yi ban"?

in that case,
such relationships often head down the hill.

but then again,
i guess i should shut up and speak for myself.
and i''ll just pei he by pretending that im ignorant.

anyhow, the 2nd part of the day was real bad.
i found myself confiding in muay fan.
just one call.
and i started tearing.

yesh.
right in front of her.

was thinking it would be nice if someone who was meant to be special to me was with me.

but then again,
isnt it always because of that someone who was meant to be special to you,
you find yourself in misery?

so dont be reliant on that someone.
or rather,
rely on yourself.

after "experiencing" certain scenes that seem kinda alike and familiar,
ive concluded that i cannot stand/tolerate people who are perfectionist.

so if u happen to belong to tt grp of people,
those who are extreme perfectionists,
please do clear orf.

i hate it even more when these people force others ard them
to change,
to accomodate,
to fit into their so called ideal, perfect world.

simply coz i dont believe in such stuff.

to all my dear friends who are concerned of our dear lau...
here's 1 piece of important news on him...

wait wait...
dont get too excited yet..
hes not married.
just yet.

but...
he has a girlfriend right now..
at least wo meng jia de lau still has some hope.

so lets all REJOICE for him!!!
This calls for a CELEBRATION!!!
WOO HOO~~~!!!!

think ultraman is lending him some of his powers man...

please do take our your children's day present and polish it once in a while..
if not will dui bu qi lau..
hahaha..

heres mine!




*credits to sunya for the information.
[sunya says her name has to be BOLD and BIG coz her sacrifice was super big.. as in to get those news out of lau.]

turned out i cant go for ash's bdae party.
coz ma wants me to go for the youth day parade at kallang next week with her.
coz wo meng jia de ah boy is taking part in it.

sian...
go and sit under the scorching sun..
and try [in no avail though] to see him march..

i am going to go crazy soon.
i'll explain why later.

went out with winnie today.
it sucks to the max when u've got to shop with a budget.
so~~ irritating...

anyhow, i finally bot the guess wallet tt i wanted so badly.
the one tt ash had.
but...

i dont feel that happy abt having one now.

noe why?
coz we went to the gucci boutique today.
and i saw the tote bag tt aud pointed out long long ago.

at tt point in time,
i was thinking i would make it mine when i really start working.
as in after graduating and starting to work.

but now, ive decided to save for it NOW.
YES!!
I MUST SAVE UP FOR IT!!!

as to why i said im gg to go crazy soon,
its becoz of this..
coz ive got to save.

i dont think its sinnful to buy it though its very ex.
coz at least im gg to SAVE for it.
im not gg to splurge on it right now..

yesh..
so its to reward yourself for being so determined to save up.

im crazily in love with the bag.

the worst part abt buying it is tt,
after buying it,
ma will sure ask abt it.

[backgrd: shes was asking me how much i buy a bag for.
though ive never answered those qns b4..
coz i would have been killed.]

so when she spots tt bag in my room,
this is most likely to happen..

ma: "wah! u buy a gucci bag ar??"

me: "no lar.. its imitation.. cheap cheap only... someone helped me get when she was overseas..."

ma:"wah.. look like the geninue one..."

and then i'll be thinking in my heart:
"duh... of coz look like geninue coz it is.."

see...
even if u save like crazy to buy a geninue one,
u've got to lie to your mum and say tt its an imitation.

when u buy an imitation,
u've got to pretend tt is a geninue one.

what an irony..

also got a sudoku book at kino.
i think i should just shut myself at home and solve sudoku all day long..
till i save up enough to get my tote.

oh..
ash msged all of us yest,
inviting us for her bdae party.

-_-""

no matter if you're going or not,
the present got to be present.
*sigh*

should be going..
coz was thinking it isnt nice to tell her im not free and stuff...
esp when its her 21st bdae party...

and of coz...
ive got some other motive for gg..
*grin*

im soooo irritated man...
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR........

bot this new set of vcd yesterday.
and though i was already really tired,
i still watched till 2+ last night.

couldnt bring it to work to watch coz the com here are all CRAP!!!
its even more restricted here than in sch man!!

i can understand if u remove programmes like accessories,
thinking tt ur staff will resort to them...
but.......
the com here doesnt even have the calculator function!!!
and not even media player.

tts why i cant bring the vcds here to watch.
crap!!

then...
to access to internet, we've got to get soi soi to unlock the shit with her pw.
so internet is like limited to only a few coms.

-_-

morning was still fine..c
coz was watching the show on youtube.
happily watching on youtube...

until the damn youtube went for some maintance shit.
and when they finally started operating again,
you realised they introduced this shit of having to have a better flash shit.
which we CANNOT download.

so all my hopes are gone!!
and i guess ive got to go back to sudoku again.

and yesh..
ive been playing sudoku whenever ive got nothing to do here.
*sigh*

see....
its true that desperate times call for desperate measures...
so~~ true...

now its like 3 or 4 people are trying to help steph's bro solve his p4 challenging maths problems.
coz we've got nothing much to do.

or perhaps,
refuse to do what we are supposed to do.


will not be blogging as freq as before.
coz got quite a bit of things at hands.

someone shared this quote with me.

"i have not stopped loving u,
i've jus stopped letting it show."

mmm...
interesting huh?
probably true...

*shrugs*

i just realised it was this early now.
and tmr ive got to wake up early.

dont feel tt tired yet coz ive been sleeping the entire day.
nothing surprising..

am thinking of gg over to pam's place to stayover.
to watch world cup.
gg to support korea no matter how lousy or gd it is.

coz....
my lao gong is there in germany supporting korea!

i just pray tt i get my pay tmr..
pray pray pray!!
if not the plan on sat can just forget it..

anyhow, was reading agnes blog just now.
there was this particular entry tt was so funny tt i just laughed out loud.
and i told pam and sunya abt it.

theres how we formed this 'shake legs' club.
and pam says we can all shake our legs into the coffins..
hahaha..

damn sian lar...
couldnt knock off earlier coz was doing work beside soi soi.

took leave tmr coz got the stupid ecr to do.
hopefully weitian can grab the same poa slot as me..
*pray hard*

went out with sunya today.
was damn fun!!!

there wasnt much shopping though.
one. there wasnt much time.
two. i am very broke.

yeah..
the only thing i got today was my bf's cd.
got poster!!!
how i wish i got more walls in my room...
ok..
at least bigger walls.

took neoprints and photos.
i realised im real bad at taking photos.
i guess i cant mutli task.
as in i cant be the one taking the picture and also the one in the picture.
yea...




since its so unclear,
tts why i din post the rest of the neoprints..
we'll all end up looking single eye lid.




i love the photos!!!
all taken by sunya.
duh??
just said tt im really bad at taking photos le lor...

today was the first time i felt like slapping a STRANGER on the street.
wont be touching on what happened.
coz its just toooooo qi ren le!

i can just continue to be depressed for the next 10 days or so..
*sigh*

it was damn boring at work today tt i actually played sudoku!!
SUDOKU OK!!
im not even interested in it man..
n i completed two puzzles!!

oh..remembered yest i mentioned tt muay fan went off after lunch?
w/o informing soi soi?

yesh..
today we came n found out that she actually came in to brief them on some stuff with david.
my god!
really qing tian pi li!!

but then...
the super heng part was she din even noe tt the both of us were not ard??
and she just signed our timesht as per normal.
shiok man!

and the best part is..
i realised u just have to come up with some excuse to get the day off.
dont have to fake mc or whatsoever.

great!
that is soooo fabulous!!!







just some dumb photos..
everyday also take...
coz really bored dao~~

pam gave me the ling gan to blog abt "protection".
she was complaining to me that her shoes are giving her blisters!
hahaha...

its a super common sight in cbd area alright..
u walk ard and see many women with their heels plastered.
and i wont be surprised if watsons and guardian branches in tt area actually earn most of their revenue from selling plasters man!

its so torturous to wear high heels...
esp when it gives u blisters and stuff...

YET we love to wear them..

now, dont listen to the myth abt biting a pair of new shoes before wearing them..
thinking tt since u've bitten it,
it will be guai...

NO NO NO!
coz ive tried it N times myself.
and it failed N times as well.

so....
dear ladies....
read on carefully!!
coz im going to share my method of saying goodbye to blisters..

hahaha...

1st of all...
let me introduce the "tools" needed..




just two simple items.
simple and CHEAP.

tt roll of tape works wonder.
coz it doesnt come out like those normal plasters you use.

theres no point slapping plasters on your heels,
coz they never fail to come off.

so stop wasting money on plasters
and invest in a roll of tape!!
the best thing is it costs a mere $1.30!

next well be cotton pads.
which is cheap as well..

okay..
so right, before wearing on your high heels,
make sure you protect your heels.

[1] cut the cotton pad to your desired size and shape.
[2] place it over where blisters are highly likely to occur.
[3] using the tape, secure the cotton pad(s) onto your heels.

then you can just walk with comfort in your high heels!
as simple as that.

of coz, if you're already super comfortable with wearing a particular pair of heels or shoes,
you dont have to take precaution measures as mentioned above.

and...
thats my own precaution measure.
if you do have even more effective ones,
do share!!

* heels refers to the rounded posterior portion of the human foot under and behind the ankle.
heels refer to the shoes.
notice the colour difference??

went late for work today.
and went off at lunchtime.

without having to apply for any leave.
just leave as you please.
coz...
soi soi is on leave.

finally am in a happy mood today.
coz of the same reason.

but then... i still left early.
as planned.

lionel did sth real funny today.
and that image of him doing tt is still like stuck in my brain.

Ash told me sth funny yesterday.
she was telling me like how she bu se de spend her money in the past.
see sth she like,
also bu se de buy...

after telling me tt,
she said:
"but now i xue guai already... just spend."

i was like ???
like tt oso call xue guai ar??
just spend??
hahahaha..

but i like it.

anyway, went town for a while.
just to check out some stuff..
i cant wait for mon to come man..

but i definitely wont wear tt white heels next mon.
my god.
it kills.
after a long day.

btw, deb's brother was real nice.
she told him tt i really like the timberland wallet he got for her from US.
and he really helped me get one!
deb, please help me say thanks to your brother!




check out muay fan's hair..
my jie zhuo..

actually took a lot more photos with dixi's phone..
coz its 3.2 megapixels!
but damn..
ive got no idea why my phone just refused to accept the pics..

*argh*

waited for muay fan in the morning for almost 1/2 hr??
my god.
heng kevin was there waiting with me as well..
if not i sure blow my top one lor..

n becoz i was like rushing so tt i can be on time,
i forgot to bring my phone out.
*ARGH*

was like complaining to kevin abt it while waiting for muay fan.
and he advised tt even when you are late,
just dont care.
continue to gay lek and slowly put ur stuff into your bag.

tt aside, clement was damn funny lar..
he had gotten 2 cups of milo from the mini "vending machine".
and he was telling us that because the milo isnt well mixed,
so its very impt that we tarik [is tt the way to spell tt?? i dunnoe..]
and he kindly demostrated for us...
adding in sound effects like " wooo..."
majiam like he very lihai at it..

after tarik-ing the milo,
he claims its alot nicer to drink.
and even offered it to us.

erm.. no thanks man.
i can tarik myself if i want to.
which i did.
i tarik the mocha i had.
and it wasnt any nicer.

sunya came to meet us for lunch.
feels great to see her after soooo long..
will go shopping on mon.
if and only if i get my pay by then.

i wanna get the wallet tt Ash has just gotten!!
OMG!!
its love at first sight.

most likely will be getting the same model as her.
but will only use it once i quit the job.

i mean..
i dunnoe if she mind me buying the same design as her right??
coz for me, i dont like it when people see me having something,
and they go get the exact one for themselves.
i just dont like it lar..
n yet im doing it.

ha ha ha.

oh. coz was super bored at work,
so decided to slp.
and as usual, before im gg to slp,
i'll tell muay fan:
"eh. golden rule!"

then she'll nod.

kevin happened to hear tt..
and he just looked at us with the blur blur look,
and asked whats the golden rule.

of coz i dint tell him.

u noe why??

simply because the golden rule is.......
"wake me up once i start snoring!!!!"

this golden rule is soooo damn impt man!!!
but then.. so far so gd...
she hasnt woken me up before.

see...
i dont think i do snore anymore.

oh perhaps..
my brain knows tt im only allowed to snore at home.
hahaha..

anyhow, i was super sad today..
because of the same reason...
damn it!

finally did some constructive stuff at work today.
called like 70+ customers today.
all the calls were very short.

if you sense that the customers are able to blow at u,
just say:" nvm.. its okay. Thank you. Goodbye."
as simple as that.

*sigh*
this friday is coming soon...
*pray super hard and keep fingers cross*

dont go..
please dont go...

was telling zei that im feeling kinda sad..
and tt idiot just went on n on abt his own stuff..

couldnt tahan and went:
"HARLOW!! i just told you im super sad leh!! and u just ignore that lor.. nv even ask me why im super sad..what a zei u r lor.."

haha..

and he came up with some crap to pacify me..
n its bu hao siao!

**sigh**

i did sth wu liao today.

muay fan msged me in the morning said tt she wasnt gg to work.
so i went alone lor.
and then zei called to say tt he was to remain at nac.
damn it.

im like gg to be alone at work today.
of coz immediately sian diao.

met zei n micheal at raffles to get their timesht so tt i cant help them hand in.

went to the main office to pass to soisoi.
but she wasnt in yet.
so got jess to hand them in for me.
and i pao lu.

yesh.
i came back home.
all the way from raffles.
not b4 msging soisoi to say tt both me n muay fan got food poisoning.
hahaha..

came home n saw the dr for my cough n flu.
asked to be given the strongest cough mixture.
really buay tahan the cough.

after taking the medicine,
totally knocked out for the whole afternoon.

one irritating thing is people love to call n sms when im gg to slp.

everytime im abt to fall aslp le,
the phone will ring.
after answering a few calls n replying a few sms,
i just decided to shut the phone up.

even when i wake up now n then,
n did check my hp,
i just cant be bothered to reply certain people.
simply coz im pissed.

gg to take the medicine soon.
get knocked out and ZzzzZzzZzzz.....

went for shu shu ah ma's bdae celebration today.
was at her hse.

yea..
actually was super reluctant to go..

but then, today's one turned out to be quite an alright affair.
was so alright tt i tot it was not a bad idea to have such a gathering once in a while.

anyway, was woken up by X's mum this afternoon.
asking me if i was with her or if i got any idea where she is.
had to tell her apologetically tt i din have any idea of her whereabouts.
could tell tt she was really worried abt X.

i tried to contact her,
but no response leh..
its damn irritating to keep hearing tt "please leave your msg after the tone" shit.
esp when u're trying to find someone urgently.

though i do wonder if anything did happen to X,
i was like..
there isnt much for me to do as well.

suan le..

btw, recently i just found out tt my parents are almost totally against the idea of me dating a nen cao.
esp bai baba..
who just keeps telling me abt the cons of dating a nen cao.
and i honestly tot it was damn funny..

morning was super awful today.
i guess i wasnt in the right mood anyway.

but it became better in the afternoon.
**beam**

as usual, it was slack the entire day.
yesterday and the day b4, muay fan n i got "transferred" to go do filing.
really alot alot alot.

anyway, today my lu almost zhuang til they died.
OMG!!!
so long dont have such realistic feeling already!!

i must really come up with a feasible plan soon..
soon...

think pam, muay fan and zei all got driven crazy by me.
coz i update them with the tiniest information!
hahaha.

called zei just now to update him abt today's happenings.
he was away at ngee ann city branch.
yesh..
and he just kept saying i hua ci...

-_-

he got his ear pierced today.
w/o asking me along.
idiot..
then come n show off to me...

n zei is really damn hiao lar...
kept asking me abt the mask and how to take care of his newly pierced earhole.

OMG!
tt muay fan is staying over at eileen's place.
and using her msn lar..
then tt woman go n bathe nv say clearly one lar..
and i ended up telling eileen abt nit?

FAINT!!
so paiseh!
she must be thinking im a real serious hua ci..

and i cant believe im sharing his photo with her man!
hahahaha..
nvm nvm..

ive done lots more dui lian stuff before..
this is xiao er ke man....

this time round im really pissed till i just dont care.
just wanna blast everything off my chest man.

from the very beginning,
i am here stating that its meant for that familiar stranger.

yes.
its you.
its meant for you.

i am so~~ glad that you actually offered to sacrifice your precious sleep in order to meet me.
i am so freaking touched i tell u.

free after midnight itzz?
u tell me where r we going to watch the movie?
or rather where r we going to go?

my place?
urs?

it was just so polite of u to kiv me till the last minute.
thinking i'll just what?

grab and go?
suggest we meet another day?

cmon.
my skin is not tt thick alright.

i tot it was nice to ask you out for once.
and uve got no idea how much guts ive got to gather ok.
and u come n give me such a crap?

noe what?
i rather u dont reply me at all.
just pretend that u din receive.

and please.
im not some simple minded person who just feeds on what other pple say.
and stop just that.

of coz i'll go on and think why the hell r u so "free".

and what highly possible reasons could be behind it?
you're busy with allocating your limited time for ALL your beloved ones.
so busy with sharing your endless amt of love with everyone.

ha.

what the fuck do u treat me as?
u come and go as u like.
u msg me when u feel like it.
most prob when you're tired/sick of ur gf n bf/ uve got some arguments with them.

tell me my theory was wrong.
ha.

said til it was becoz u had been flying everywhere, even when u do feel like contacting me,
it was impossible to do so..

ya man...
so who have u been flying everywhere with?

sorry.. thats not for me to know.

do u take me as a fool?
dont bother to answer my question.
coz u're already so busy doing so many things..

save the effort.
let me answer for u.
you do.

next time you tell other people that u did think of them or tell them you 2 are more than friends,
please think of the hurt u're inflicted on your unknowing co existing gf/bf.

i noe u'll most prob thinks its okay.
u see nothing wrong with it.
but let me tell u sth.

you r the one with some weird thinking.
i am not the weirdo here.

u think u can satisfy everyone?
but u're wrong.

u're making others satisfy you.
with them sacrificing things just to satisfy you.

in another words,
you're selfish.

if i was removed from your life before,
just becoz you tot i was ruining your perfect world,

then its my turn now to remove you from my life because you make it imperfect.

do me a favour.
just delete all my contacts.
from your msn from your phone.
whatever.

saying "i love you" to someone means you're responsible to take care of him/her.
not to inflict hurt on him/her.

from this, im know im not the one you were meant to treasure in your life.
its okay..

but please dont treat people you really love the same way too.


[all the above are based on my thoughts/opinions/assumptions. theres no point in you arguing with me over what things ive misunderstood coz thats the perceptions i have. isnt life more or less abt perceptions and misunderstandings?]

im going to kill someone at home very very soon!
TMD!!!!

IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL HIM MAN!!!

just looking at this pic,
u shld have guessed how work was like today right?

basically, zei, muay fan, dx, kevin n i just played cards.
again.

eat, play, read and sleep.
how wonderful~~...

im feeling real depressed today..
what the fuck....

why do i keep doing stupid and dui lian stuff??
someone please hang me man!!

"great" news.
we were paid to SIT there again.

yeah..
so muay fan, kevin, dx, ash and i spent the ENTIRE morning, up till lunch time, playing bridge.

all of us, except ash, had lunch together..
and after lunch,
it was dai di.
played till damn bored..
btw, our lunch time was almost 2hrs.

after tt soi soi got us to go over to the mkt st buliding.
rot there again.
listening to her toking to lionel etc.
listening to her checking things out on the phone.

meanwhile, we just had our own conversation.
laughing over what dx said abt her.

then sway sway, muay fan i got separated from them.
got "posted" back to the storeroom.
only the two of us in our "clique".
ma de leh..

yea.. so we walked back to the storeroom again.
coz bascially we were the newbies there,
the rest were lionel's clique,
so while they had pretty to do,
muay fan n i just sat one corner.

practically like watch dogs.
-_-

n coz time was crawling by...
we decided to take photos!!
and time did pass by fast indeed!

so...
the pictures!!
[of coz these arent the only ones.. many were deleted.]



told u guys tt it was storeroom...
since its like kinda unbelievable..
so i took this.




plenty of coffee breaks..
coz damn bored!
so go pantry get drinks.
any drinks u get there is free.
even from the vending machine!

here comes the nonsense...






























cant u tell that we were really bored?




till we fell aslp...
*snore*


then zei called and said he buay tahan staying over at mkt st.
coz very cold.
and also very bored.
so he decided to just walk over back.

and he said:" wo mi lu le..."

-_-
i really cant understand how a guy can be so lu chi lo!!
really no sense of direction.

imagine u go on a free n easy tour.
with ur husband n kids.
and ur husband turn to u and say:
"dear, im lost. how ar?"

*faint*

gave him instructions.
then he joined us in our nonsense.













oh.. i sent this pic to sunya..
and she said zei was not bad looking.
**FAINT**

another pet..
oh no!!

somemore tot he's my yi zhong ren...
my world is collapsing!!!!
help!!
im definitely not in his fan club man!



that's kevin.




and heres justin.


zei just got his results today.
and he did kinda unexpectedly well.
so he gave muay fan n i a little treat.

he's considering getting his ear pierced..
n he just kept worrying over the taking care of the ear hole part..
very very zei leh...

after work was damn sian as well..
suddenly just felt very down.
dunnoe why as well...
most prob becoz im still thinking how i shld handle some stuff..
i noe i'll regret when i make either choice..
*sigh*

but heng..
was soon over tt period coz something good happened at home..

pet just msged like an hr or so ago to say tt terald is in the same camp as her..
haha..
okay...so??

enough for today.
damn tired and sian.
but still got to stay up to watch show show.

dear CJ,

i dont exactly know how to write this entire thing..
let alone phrase things properly.

anyhow, look back at things,
and after talking to pet,
maybe i did make the wrong move.

as usual..
when a chance comes knocking on the door,
you would just think nothing of it,
letting happiness slip past.

but still..
im kinda relieved tt i din exchange bouquets of flowers and having u pick me up from school for a whole lifetime of having to support you.

thats abt it.

love always,
sharon

i got real damn pissed off today.

one thing i cant stand is getting snubbed by promoters.
they just look at you and think tt you wont buy their products
or rather.. CANT AFFORD to buy.

ma de!

i was like approaching this kose counter with winnie lar..
ard 15 secs before this much older looking lady came along.
and the damn promoter just came straight away:
"harlow.. can i help?"

to tt lady?
and not me?

and b4 tt i was like waiting at the counter?
waiting to be served?
but nobody came?

i got so freaking pissed tt i just IMMEDIATELY walked off with winnie.

HARLOW!!!
i was intending to buy something from ur counter.
and u just think tt lao niang is too poor to buy right?

FINE!

that aside.
was watching this wu zhong xian's show on tv today.
n it was abt primary sch kids looking very mature.

my god.
there were 4 contestants altogether.
and they all look older than what they really are.

there was this 12 yr old kid.
and she looked like 20+ to me??

my god.
if i were her,
i'll probably ku si already..
still appear on national tv and smile and show tt u're so happy abt looking so mature.

**FAINT**

actually meant to sleep til past noon today.
but damn tt sec sch opp my place.
everytime i intend to slp in,
they're bound to be up to some crap.

this morning was the stupid military band!
just kept playing non stop..
and after they woke up me up,
they disappeared into thin air??

what the........

let me tell u abt my work.
i'll not mention where im working anymore.
though i did before.

anyway, for the entire of yesterday,
i was basically paid to sit down there.
and i really meant S I T.

SIT.

there wasnt even stuff for us to do can?
due to some complications..

anyway, whatever lies in our job scope is minimum as well.
we are supposed to call overseas customers to update their caaml [its a rish management thingy..]profile.

those temps who are already there make like an average of 10-15 calls a day?
and basically from i observed,
most of the times, these foreign numbers tt u've got to call are like engaged/ no longer in use/ not available?

which means ur job is further reduced?
and please lor.. who will wanna divulge their personal info over the phone?
who will believe tt u r really calling from the XXXX?

the worst part is u got like 8.5 hrs to make tt pathetic 10-15 calls.
which include cust not answering calls, invalid numbers.

really bored dao~~...
except for the last hr when we played bridge.

oh.
the great news is,
in such a big established company,
they make us work in the storeroom??

S T O R E R O O M??

its really hip dao~~..
really will get dizzy spells inside.

its air conditioned.
but theres not ventilator or anything like tt?

wanna guess whats the title of my position?
project assistant..
ji hao ting neh??
when u do all these sai gang..

and the dept is operational risk management dept.
i think one day u might close down becoz of this operational risk man.

i just find tt they are super disorganised.
the in charge seems to be so caught up with her own work to actually know whats gg on in the project.
basically, she just pass everything down to the temps to do.

she just tells u what she wants.
thats all.
and poor them, have to actually collate all those stats using excel??
they dont even have a proper data base can??

**FAINT**

heng its only for 1 mth..

i wore my new peep toe heels yest.
and really slapped plasters onto my feet man.
zei had to go get plasters for me during lunchtime.
coz i couldnt really walk.

after work, went home with zei.
coz muay fan went to meet her friend.

was talking to sunya over msn last night.
was telling her abt some stuff abt somebody.

and i concluded tt im pretty good at deducing stuff man.
and it happens to be pretty correct most of the times.
haha..

its like mai siao siao can?
dont forget what was my pw's project named.

between the lines.
im really good at reading between the lines man..

=)

today's been a pretty great day.
due to a few reasons.

i bot 2 pairs of shoes today.

1. a white court shoes.
sth which i wld nv dream i wld ever buy.
but still..
i bot it..
coz it looks nice when worn.

i tot it was so nice looking tt i immed changed into it after paying for it.
but my god.
it hurts like hell.

its my 1st pair of court shoes..
argh!
people who have never tried it will nv understand tt kind of pain man..

initially, i tot my big toes will be the 1st to go if i ever fall down.
after tt, i changed my mind coz i felt tt my skin was gg to come off.
meaning--> blisters.

was wondering why do people, esp girls always put themselves through all these unnecessary pain.

but still, i wont give up.
if i do out out on sat,
i'll make sure i wear them,
no matter how many plasters im gg to slap onto my feet.

2. a peep toe heel.
tts what im gg to wear for my 1st day at abn amro tomorrow!

also, i got a new belt.
which muay fan chose for me.

after that, we walked to wisma.
and i had my haircut at this place called I*CON by shunji-matsuo.
ive never tried their service b4,
but i just felt tt i shld try it.

so we went in..
and this alvin cut my hair.
my god..
he was like so gentle and stuff.

and he kept spraying i dunnoe what on my hair.
the 1st one smelled like passion fruit.
after tt was another fruity smell.
and the last one was apple. [according to muay fan]

she concluded tt i was smelling like a mixture of fruits after the haircut.

well, this alvin made my day.
coz....
he went:
"xiao mei mei, how u want your fringe done?"

hahahahaha!!!
pple call me XIAO MEI MEI ok!!!!!!
ji jiu nobody call me xiao mei mei le lor..

*sigh*
girls really do get very paranoid over age issues...



anyhow, tts my new haircut.
alright alright..
its just a trim.

sunya says:" no difference leh..."

chengyi says:" it makes ur head looks smaller and u look younger.."

so opinions do differ.
whatever.
whats done is done.

next stop was the M.A.C cosmetics store.
where i bot my 1st M.A.C product!!
a blush- peachykeen






this shade was recommended by the promoter.
yeah..
she tried it on my cheeks and muay fan said this was nicer than the other shade tt i was considering.
so i chose this one.

okay..
call me pathetic or whatever u want..
tts the only thing i walked out of the store with.

anyway, i think i shld consider buying their brush man.
though its really ex.
but honestly,
when tt girl was testing it on me,
the brush tt she was using just felt so~~ gd man!
it just felt liek the right brush.

i dont know how to explain.
u've got to try it.
*shrugs*

after all these, i just kept telling muay fan tt i felt as if i was preparing myself to go for some xiang qing session after tt.
coz its like,

1. i changed into new shoes.
2. i changed my earrings as well.
3. i had a new haircut.
4. i had a new shade of blush on me.

really majiam im gg for matchmaking like tt!
hahaha..

got some wahs off mask from my lao gong's shop.
in order to accumulate the amt to become member for winnie.
but i did spend little in there today.

tts abt all for today.

am not feeling very well.
headache and all..
[see.. no money already, immed headache.]

and my family finishes ENO like nobody's business.
coz when i opened the fridge to get it,
its gone.
-_-

better sleep early tonight.
if not am gg to be late on the 1st day of work.

early in the morning,
im already kinda pissed off with somebody..

i tot it was basic courtesy to inform me abt it beforehand?
and not like last minute?

and amazingly,
i find that usually i cant be angry with you for very long.
not longer than 1 day man..

no.. i change my mind.
its not "usually".
its like all the time!!
and that makes me feel as if i gana bullied by you man..
super BU SHUANG!

i think im really pretty "scared" of your swings man..

alright.
i better go bathe and everything.
if not im gg to be late!!!

chop chop blog and go.

basically i had a very boring day.
no..
i wont call it boring..
coz i sort of enjoyed the day..
its just a laze ard and slack day.

such days are soon to be gone..
*sigh*

i'll be bouncing btw tution, piano and work from next week onwards.
and tts damn sian!
needless to say.. tiring as well.

zei called to remind me some stuff.
and he told me tt LG is launching this phone[ which is already launched in Korea]..
and its damn chio...
really...

check it out at kennysia's blog

tt zei is so damn funny lar...
i was just saying tt hes damn hiao lar..
juding from those msn display pics of him..

then he kept changing them to show me how hiao he can get?

after a while,
he "blew his top" and said:
"EH! u think i gigolo ar?!"

that just made me laugh even louder.
which ass on earth says he's a gigolo one??
and also..
he said he's a pimp.

*roll eyeballs*

anyhow, muay fan n i gg out tmr.
for shopping!
i need to cut my hair as well..

it feels gd to have a little bit of money with you..
coz you get to spend!

off to show2.