if you ever let me find out tt you are the ass who said that my lao gong used to be a niu lang man..

ni jiu si ding le!!

i'll make u become one!

was already waiting for the bus to go for piano class when mrs ang called and asked if i wanted to cancel class.
she wanted to go for this seminar..

so in the end,
it was cancelled.

celebrated ah gong's bdae.
so as to pei he uncle alvin's schedule,
we had the celebration today at home.
had steamboat.

OH!! FANTASTIC!
MY PRAWNS!!!
dinner was totally awesome!
shhhiioookkkk....

seems like lately there'll always b somebody's bdae.




ice cream cake from polar.
the ice cream cake has 2 flavours.
one is brown in colour, the other milky white.
so everyone tot the milky white one was vanilla and we all ate happily.
guess what?
tt milky white potion is BANANA flavour!
MY GOD!!
DAMN GROSS!!!








javier's bdae present from ah gong..
a bike that he noes how to get on to,
but dunnoe how to get down from..


damn. my camera is getting more n more lao po..
buay tahan!!

anyhow, most likely meeting beca on mon.
to get a present for javier.
his bdae party this coming thurs.
think i'll just ask if they wanna go for a hunt for present on tues instead.
probably go to toys r us..
afterall there is a wider variety of toys.
and afterall i got the membership card!
hahaha..
nv use b4.. so might as well use right?

nai ma is really nice..
she replied my email saying that she'll forward the email i sent to musliah next week when she's back from leave.

am not feeling that great now.
my head is feeling so heavy.
must be i haven been slping well these days..

was kinda disappointed that kb instructor wasnt ray today.
it was this guy called ghani or sth like tt.

though his stuff is quite a big different from ray's,
the class was still pretty fun.
and for a moment i tot i was training myself to act in
some action movies.
those type that makes u go
kick kick kick,
punch punch punch
and
jump jump jump.


my god.
its really super tiring.
din noe the power of dodging til today.

after kb, went to the gym for 1/2 hr.

had driving class lined up after kb.
I WILL NEVER HAVE DRVING AFTER KB AGAIN.
couldnt concentrate.

ive got no idea whats wrong with this instructor of mine.

1. as ive mentioned b4, he's always rattering on to me in hokkien.
i mean non stop for that 1.5 hr. n most of the times im not even aware of what he's toking abt coz im too busy trying to get things right.
so i just go 'um um um' to ying chou him.

2. he's forever wanting me to go n crash into sth.

incident no 1: he kept asking me to go n long other cars.
incident no 2: he asked me to go n long some stray dogs today.

i got to make this point clear.
he really did instruct me to go n crash into the cars/dogs.
but he din mean any harm.. he just wanted to test their reaction time.
-_-"""
[please have the brains to noe tt i din do the above he asked me to do. duh?? majiam ive got the guts to do it...]

3. he likes to ask me to go next to other cars and purposely
emergency brake beside them to scare them?

4. he asked me to "tail" his friend's car [which was oso driven by a learner so as to make the person gan jiong?]
and the best part was he said that if we really long into his car, we can say that the driver nv on the lights even though its after 7pm.. so we couldnt see well?

5. he sang to me the last lesson. yesh. some zhang yu's song n tells me
how good a singer chen lei is?

interesting instructor ive got right??
ha ha ha ha.

even though there isnt going to b any econs or maths class next week.
i still decided to forgo the chance to see fj in class.
too lazy to go to sch.

actually got inspired in a way by chengyi.
did what he taught me to do.
haha..

beca helped me to check with the L&K agency this morning.
thanks.
but tt agency is really damn stupid lar.
insist that they give me cheque instead of banking the amt for me.
what the hell..
now i'll have to wait til beca is free to bring me to tt agency to collect the damn cheque.

din really catch what beca was telling me.
just orh orh orh..
still in slpy mode mah...

im still feeling pretty tired.
going back to nap.
later then go gym n kb.

deb, ive already cc the email that i sent to my team leader to u.
so check ur mail box.

theres sth i wanna make clear over here.
i am nobody's maid or secretary alright.
get that clear.

was just going thru my emails and found this email that idayu sent the other time.
photos taken during my bdae.
abit the late huh?
but doesnt matter..
just post the photos for the fun of it.

its 5 more months minus 1 day.
oh no!!
god bless me!!





i think thats robby helping me light the candles..





those people were once my team mates.
the indian lady is my nai ma!
deb u better hope that if u were to work there,
shes ur nai ma as well.

oh.. i din noe my hair was tt light tt time..
was thinking of dying again when i tot of chester telling me:
"aiyo.. dun dye too much.."

today had been a tiring yet enjoyable day for me.

din go for kb today coz aud is down with fever.
yea..
so nvm lor...
better to have her resting at home.

since ive got nothing to do,
went to pick javier up to go walk walk.
yeah.



took this photo using my hp.
no mega pixels..
tts why quality like this.


surprisingly i saw binglin online tonite.
my god.
are pigs flying??

anyway, updated each other about our stuff.
apparently he's "working" in some neighbourhood police centre now.
attending to cases, writing reports, patrolling etc..
haha..
ji liao bu qi neh..

told him abt seeing minitoon the other day.
aiya...they r in different units now le..
so he isnt of any help to me..

oh.
latest plans that im going to adopt.

[[ one ]]
i am going to start drinking green tea.
no no..
**shake finger**
its not becoz you like it.
its for myself.

[[ two ]]
im going to learn from my bf.
and do what hes doing now.
and i shall keep mum abt it..
hahaha...

going to start on my new project soon b4 the dateline...

im just done editing my blogskin.
haven even bathe yet.

yea.
i noe its ugly.
just bear with it for a couple of days.
til i get sick of it and change back to the previous one.
alright?
if not just get lost.

goodness!
i read a particular section in this week's i weekly.

there was sth abt this particular superstar contestant.
alright.
this guy signed on with universal records.

and apparently, the company is going him to groom into the next rain?
i am like -_-"""

the best part is theres this thing abt saying after hes out of ns, he'll have 6 packs like rain.. and by that time my bf can siam yi bian.

HARLOW??!!
so what if u have all the packs in the world?
**sneer**
you're not a single bit manly!

damn irritated lar.
the whole thing is so ridiculous man!!

you're like nobody hao bu hao??!

u noe when girls start gossiping, they can just forget every single thing?
just like how miss debbie has forgotten abt her revision and very ji dong telling me abt her views n stuff.

was late for econs today.
but it was great.
at least im given the chance to choose the "right" seats.
hehe..

met muay fan for dinner.
and she ar...
stupid leh..
din tell me abt sheena n crystle til we have reached her block?

in the end, she was so enthu abt telling me stuff til we stood at the roadside just to talk for like 20 mins?
finally decided to find a place to sit down to talk coz we were looking like fools man.

and the place?
void deck.
and there we sat talking for almost another hr.

shocking news.
my god.
i honestly dunnoe what guys see in the 2 of them lar..
they are neither pretty nor hot to me from any angles.
really.

but then again,
girls' views differ from guys.

but i am happy to say that deb found us a guy who thinks the same as us!
yong xue!
great!

i dunnoe how will victoria reacts if she knows abt all these man.
think her world will just come crashing down..

its amazing how one's values can differ by so much..

someone please save me.
i was going thru some photos of crystle.
tot i was surfing porn online.
damn gross lar..
the ugliest porn ever seen.
feel like puking this very moment.

i swear theres nothing hot about her.
people!
please believe me!

give me a truck of girls like her i oso dun wan!

told deb that can intro her to leka for the singtel cso job.
it isnt easy..
but at least got slightly a higher pay.
im not saying that the job requirements match the pay.
in fact all of us think that we're underpaid!!!
hahaha..
and becoz i said tt i'll intro deb n prob her friend to the job,
deb says gym will bless me.
oh really??

hahaha!!!

i am so sick of eating maggi mee!!
argh!
at least once a week..

my god.
im going to puke soon.
n im gg to start dropping hair!

can we please have some other instant stuff in the supermkt, other than instant noodles?

just checked out gerry's blog.
and caught a glimpse of helena.
pet.
you shld really take a look at our helena.
she really went to braid [is that the way to spell tt word?] her hair.
OMG!

anyway, i better run for my life.
im late!!
havent bathe.
havent blow hair.
haven wash things up.

its been very long time since ive cried about stuff.
yeah..

i dunnoe why but i cant get myself to cry.
not a single drop of tear.
honestly.

but i dunnoe why out of a sudden,
the tears are back again.
leaving me feeling so silly again....

i guess the tears accumulated without me knowing..
just like how you inflict pain on me without you knowing it.

im going to stand in front of the mirror now to laugh loudly at myself..
for being such a silly arse..

being such a foolish girl..
and trying to laugh at mr stone's joke.
yet feeling the pain..

its the great day again.

you're such a fucking bitch!
why do u just have to make me cry??!!!
i cant go for my econs class with swollen eyes!!
any class but econs n maths!!

BITCH!!!

tmr's tuesday again!!
=)

gg to call amore tmr to reserve places for thurs n fri kb class.
ray is going to think me n aud zai an lian him man.
to turn up for both his kb class.
haha.
doenst matter.
hes not tt bad looking anyway.

out of the blue, i decided to read my previous entries blogged last yr.
amazing findings and recaps.

its so funny how that less than 10% that you coded happened in the end.
*forced smile*

and its so embarrassing how i comfort myself by creating an image i wanted to see and totally blocked off the reality.

*sneer*
YOU WERE SUCH A WEAKLING BAI JIARUI!!

the whole damn thing is so bloody fucked up.

my brother is such a fucking ass!!!
hes such a mei yong de nan ren!!!!!!
cant u be more responsible???!!
instead of sitting ard and waiting for people to solve the problem??

i admit im super hot tempered and m always screaming at you.
but harlow?
how the hell do u expect me to remain calm and not scream at you when you're always doing all these nonsense???

HUH!!??
U FREAKING TELL ME YOU BASTARD!!!

i pity my future sister-in-law.
really can gong hei lei!!

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!

just felt like pouring out my thoughts at this very instant.
about someone whom ive always been avoiding to talk about in my blog.

i used to keep complaining that your antenna is spolit.
i hope if you happened to be reading this entry,
you will be able to sense that im talking abt you.
in a way trying to communicate with you.

okay. the biggest hint will be if you're the one who's super sensitive when i go 'shhhhhh'.
then you are the one i am refering to.

i noe i was the one who have been determined not to
maintain any form of contacts with you.
but.
oh well.

anyway, if i write at this very instant that ive never thought abt you,
you will be given the privilege to point at me and scream
'YOU ARE A BIG FAT LIAR!'

at least till date,
i haven been able to get past the 25th of every mth succesfully.
just so you know.

people have asked me if you've been reading my blog and everything.
and my answer is always
'no, i dont noe.'

i honestly dont noe a shit about you.
except when some other pple come n inform me of any possible situations whereby they think you're talking abt me.
but then usually before they can go on,
i'll just raise my hand and go
"please. i dont need to know anything about I."

i dont read your blog.
i dont see you online at all. [we may be both online, but i dont see you.]
i dont see you physically.
i dont sms you nor do i call you.

even if you do sms me like the other time,
ive always been pretending that i din receive or read your msg.
but ya.
k, now u noe i did read the sms you sent.

mm.. its like we're total strangers.
alright.
at least im treating you like one.
and like i said before.
i dont want and cant be your friend.

dont ask me why.
i am not sure myself too.
really.
probably just intuition.

you noe i was just watching this show whereby this girl wanted to
ditch her bf.
so she actually got inspired by the movie
'how to ditch your guy in 10 days'.
but it just so happened that the bf found out abt her intention to ditch him.

was thinking..
mmm.. if i were the guy,
i'll really be very pissed off.
and very angry.

wouldnt you?
or is it just me being very xiao xing yan again?

anyway... looking back,
all you did was to fulfil my wants in the 1st place wasnt it?
so its okay if you were pissed off with me or whatever then.

and i admit that i was indeed thinking of a breakup quite sometime ago.
whatever i said and did was not for no particular reason.
its just that no matter how i prepared myself to tell you about it,
i just couldnt find the courage to let go.

ya.
you were right about the letter that i wanted to give you
n yet took it back at the last minute.

its so amazing how you finally caught the ball when i din want you to get the signals right.

*shrugs*
things often dont work the way you want them to, do they?

probably now you can at least understand a tiny winy bit why i was that upset and often break down during that particular period.

im saying all these things not because im trying to like make things work out for the both of us.
please do not misinterpret my intention over here.
in fact i think things would b great if they remain like this.

i know im always saying things like,
'this will be the last time im writing to you',
'this will be the last time im seeing you',
'goodbye forever', etc..

but..
im always left wondering when will that day come..

itz tmr?
the day after?
the following week?
next yr?

or is it fated that the day will never come...?

hmmm...
just calling each other w/o speaking a word could just make
each other happy,
grinning from ear to ear.

hearing the other party's snores can be real comforting.
at least you know the person is there.
on the other side.

of coz,
its a pity that we have to go on our separate ways.
but the good thing is we both get to move on with whatever we want.
yea...

i hope your antenna is working fine as you read this entry.
i just need it to b working up til this point.
beyond this point, its okay if its hopeless..
AGAIN.
i never have faith in it anyway.

the stupid monitor is getting on my nerves man!!!
argh!
i think i got to go back to change it.
as advised by sunya, muay fan n robby.

and robby told me tt ive made a wrong choice.
damn it.
damn it.

irritating.
damn suay lor.

saw xiao wei today. with her bf.
purposely turned away so that she wont see me.
but failed.
somemore tapped my shoulder n called out my name.

erm.. hi..
then just walked off.

saw jessica yesterday.
at the most unexpected place.
the bus stop outside raffles lasalle.
was waiting for 100 there to get to pet's place u see.

surprisingly we got onto the same bus.
but apparently she din see me.
or mayb she pretended not to have seen me..
well well..
it doesnt matter to me.

seemed to b seeing n hearing things abt my classmates recently..
mmmm...

n muay fan is starting to see things.
msging me to ask for my location, saying that she tot she saw me.
i wasnt even anywhere near where she was..

*sigh*
back to the monitor problem.

just realised that i din update sunya abt fj.
so its time for the system to b updated.

its so sad that i only had kam kam and sexy to accompany me
for the night.
pet ba zhan my bed n everything else.
=(

got pet to help me with the posters b4 going off.
[of coz must get her to do sth for me while shes over at my place.. ba zhan my place bed mah.. haha]
so now both the posters are up already...

*grin*

feel slightly guilty abt not hanging up the puzzle that robby n friends bot for me..
and instead displayed the posters.

guess it's alright huh?

the rain's poster isnt as nice..
but thats the only one i can get..
so.. well.. make do with it then.





pet busy with the posters.





tada!! wooohooo..!!



i noe all these sound real childish and crazy..
but just let me spend my last yr b4 going to the scary '20s' as crazily as possible.
and of coz as childishly as possible.

its funny how pple in their early teens wanna act as maturely as possible.
n pple like me wanna be as childishly as possible.
i dont deny that i am even more childish than pple younger than me.
like my brother? my cousins?
they are forever thinking i am mad.

i dont care if pple are staring me on the bus when im singing aloud to my friend, accompanied with the silliest actions.
i dont care if im just some silly person who spend so much on items that i may not use just to get my lao gong's poster.
i dont care how pple will look at me when i go on rattering to them abt whats in the world of mine.

i am running out of time!!!
i have to do them before i am too old for all these!!

why did you two arses stop him from sitting where he wanted to siiiiittttttt????

so pissed off that theres only pictures today.
and miss pet is intruding my place tonite!!
actually wanted to have a live session using the webcam.
but i guess we dun have the qualifications..
hohoho..

btw.
ive got my lao gong's poster already.
not before spending tons for it.
am damn happy!!

watched Deuce Bigalow: European Gigolo with muay fan.
it wasnt as nice as pet made out.
was an average movie.

met this real unreasonable old lady today.
luckily i managed to keep my cool.
if not i would have learn from aud and blast it at her man.
for god sake.
do u understand that u're in customer service???
hai fan guo lai ma wo!!

*roll eyes*

the gastric juices seemed to b flooding my stomach.
pain!!
just drown a bottle of yakult down.
my life savior.

alright.
dun wanna waste time anymore.
continue with project.
tmr still have to wake up early to blow hair.

was totally mad with my parents.
honestly.

gg on n on complaining abt me.
what the hell.
jus shut myself in my bomb shelter til ma went to bed.
shes the ultimate one.

after the coast cleared,
came out to watch tv.
then bai baba started to talk to me.

'DONT talk to me.'

ming hao came n asked me where i got the new monitor from.

'DONT talk to me.'

freaking mad.

forget it.
im already done with venting my anger.
just told muay fan the entire story..
and obviously shes supporting me.

to think i was asked muay fan to morning call me this morning.
dun need le.

you see.
i am awake so early in the morning!

wanna make a guess why??

ive got no idea why i just suddenly woke up and when i opened my eyes,
i saw a beetle on my hand.

immediate reaction was to scream n to start flinging my hand from left to right.

what the fuck.

obviously wo bei xia xing le lar!

was thinking of a way to get rid of it when i tot of how a friend of mine always kill these insects in her room.
and was abt to execute the plan when i realised i couldnt find the stupid beetle?

**ARGH**

forget it..
at least ive got plenty of time to do my stuff b4 meeting muay fan.

do you notice the lifts in mrt stations?

its funny how the lift is packed with so many pple and those with prams or honestly need the lift, are always the ones who are left outside waiting for the lift to b available again.

think its really ridiculous.

i mean if u were the one, a healthy and abled person who managed to get into the lift,
dont u feel embarrassed about yourself at all??
and gulity as well?

oh pls.
use the escalator when there seems to b an influx of pple who r in need of the lifts.

it just gets on my nerve when pple are so insensitive to other pple's needs.
the world doesnt just revolve ard us.
get?

deb! this is for u!
was flipping thru november issue of cleo.
and guess what?
anastasia toh is one of the 10 finalists for the cleo cover page girl.
another clara koh..
pray that ana wont sms any of us to ask us to vote for her..
hahaha.

have decided not to go for ibm tmr again.
great.
2 consecutive weeks.
im all prepared to fail for that module.

and that macaulay duration is killing me!
was coping well til miss koh started scribbling all over the board..
and miss irene beside me was so concerned abt the blood clot in her eye,
and i was also too caught up smsing,
so end up couldnt catch up.

eventually, forget it.
just left class during break with her to see a dr.

saw this pair of specs that i like today.
but its red leh..
again?
when i went back with irene to show her,
its already gone.
-_-"

nvm. i'll just stick to contacts then.

told pet abt my 'problem'.
yea.. the problem is such a ridiculous one.. and obviously the solution i came up with is also super ridiculous.
oh well.

cancelled driving tmr so that i could go out with muay fan to bugis tmr.
shes ending class at 3+.
great.
then i can settle my stuff at home 1st.

wont b home too late coz she has this lab report to prepare for friday's lab session.
anyway wanna continue with my project as well.

*shrugs*
off to do my project.

there's 2 questions for the day.

question no 1.
why is it that of all classes,
fj has to choose that seat today?
just a mere 4 seats away.
same row somemore.

and today it just so happened that its the 1st day ive got no time to comb or style my hair before gg for class??
yea.. irene says it looks neat.
of coz neat.
flat as a prata.

oh pls let me dig myself a hole.

oh damn!
the next time when i find myself not having time to style my hair,
i'll wear a cap to sch and sit in the middle of the LT with it on thru out the lesson!

question no 2.
why the hell did they ask my bf to act as a gigolo???
OMG!!

whatever it is,
hes still mugi mugi yi po yo!!
no doubt abt that!

and i shall b very busy with my project this week.
dun ask what it is.
if i have the intention to let u know abt it,
i'll tell u myself.
no probing needed.

dear part time gf,
ive just done a little experiment with my friend.
the blocking thingy on msn?

yesh..
got my friend to block me..
i dun get the prompt that says that im being blocked.

yup.
so theres no point doing it on u noe who...

yesh...
kb this fri as usual alright?

pet found out from her friend who's 'dorothy's' friend..
so now we both noe that 'dorothy' is actually called crystal.
pet said that when she knew abt it,
she had a good laugh abt it..

hahaha..
mean arse..

HEY!
ive finally found the song!!
in imesh!

title: breaking up is hard to do
this song was sang by a couple of singers b4.
eg: carpenters, neil sedaka etc.

Don't take your love
Away from me
Don't you leave my heart in misery
If you go
Then i'll be blue
Cause breakin' up is hard to do

Remember whenYou held me tight
And you kissed me
All through the night
Think of all
That we been through
Breakin' up is hard to do

They say that breakin' up
Is hard to do
Now i know, i know
That it's true
Don't say that this is the end
Instead of breakin' up
I wish that we were makin' up again

I beg of you
Don't say good-bye
Can't we give our love
Another try
Come on baby
Lets start a new
Breakin' up is hard to do

I beg of you
Don't say good-bye
Can't we give our love
Another try
Come on baby
Lets start a new
Breakin' up is hard to do
Breakin' up is hard to do

beca was right.
the job was very boring..
we just had to sit down at the singtel booth at the chan brother's fair and wait for pple to come n filled up the stupid singtel roaming survey.

if im not wrong, we got ard 200 forms filled today.
and of which 50 are filled with my particulars??

hahahaha!

see how bored i was man.

lets just hope ive significantly increased the probability of me winning one of the 3 sony phones that they're giving away.

spent the last hr playing bingo..
imagine.
well. at least we're paid.
to slack that is.

oh.. made friends with the guys dressing up as koala bear, kangeroo, korean dolls.
its so funny man..
theres one korea male doll n a female one.
and the female one is taller than the male one?

i saw them coming out of the door and couldnt stop laughing..
and the best part was i heard the koala bear complaining that he cant see!

MY GOD!
its damn stupid!

its decided that tmr i'll b going over to winnie's place to burn vcds.
either that or she comes to my place early in the morning.
there goes my chance to laze in bed til afternoon..

**sigh**

and theres driving in the evening..

was talking to pet abt this song that we sang for teacher's day when we were sec 2.
i mean as a class..
yesh.
i still can remember clearly how hard christina, elizabeth, leonie n i would practise in btw classes.
everyone was just so enthu abt it.
enthu abt singing beautifully i mean..

but till now i still cant find the song.
i noe I has that song,
but i wont ask from I.
at all.

and she reminded me abt the stupid 'save water' play competition in sec 1.
damn stupid lar.
all i noe was that im supposed to sweep the floor in the play.
stupid right??

oh well...
when we were once young and innocent.....

and in case u didnt realise,
ive made some changes to my blog.
now, the song will only be played once.
yesh.

today's entry is gg to b super duper long coz its such a happening n sway day for me!

it was such a surprise that i was earlier than pet today!

went to hotel phoenix to have lunch buffet..
yea..
and we took a couple of photos..



excuse me miss.. howcome u're using your hands to peel the prawn shells in this place??
well well.. it doesnt really matter..
coz the guy at the next table did just that too!
and mind u.
the prawns were totally yummy!




open mouth big big...
aaaaammmm....




what is she doing?




alright.. now its clear that she decides to pose with her watermelon.




the prata is damn nice man...
honestly.
and noe what?
its made by this china man??




the brown thingy is some chocolate stuff..
tasted fabulous!
pet says it tastes like ice cream!
the yellow pile is durian mousse..
OH MY GOD!!!!!!
SHHHIIIIIIOOOOOOOOOOKKK!!
**swear swear promise promise**




cheers to a satisfying lunch!




just standing in front of a small little "fountain"




pet says she has seen many pple doing this.
taking picture in front of the mirror..
so here we are in front of a big mirror in specialist shop.


after lunch, we went hmv.
there was the superstar autograph session.
only got weilian, xin hui, derrick n most imptly my qing fu!
there werent many pple..
i mean i tot there would b lots more pple..

yesh.

and damn it!
i could see my qing fu so bloody clearly!
without paying a single cent?

and stupid me actually paid for the concert ticket to b positioned so far away from him!

and damn my camera!
lao po camera cannot take his picture!
I WANT A NEW CAMERA!!!!!!

oh well well well..
what to do??

then we realised that the q for their signature was very short.
eh... howcome so short?

msged muay fan and asked if she wanted to get another copy just to get the signature of her beloved derrick.
she said she wanted.

so i chiong to get 2 copies of the superstar cds from hmv.
and guess what?
after buying, then we both found out that the queue to get the autograph starts from outside the buliding..
and there were quite abit of pple???

forget it.
i dun have the patience to queue.

and now im stuck with 2 superstar cds which i dun wan?
so went back to hmv to change the cds to rain's one..
the one tt i wanted very badly.
and i helped winnie buy her SHE album.

i dunnoe why, but hmv actually give away the rain's poster with this particular album.
but i have it already.
m gg to give it winnie since she wants it..

oh! and the postcards that comes with the album are damn nice..
my bf is soooooo cute!!!!

after that, went esprit and got a shirt for ma.
her bdae today.
yeah.

bot a green sweater for myself at taka.
nice! =)

then we went esprit at wistma..
to see if the shirts that pet wants is available.
since irene told me that the perfume at the face shop no longer comes with a free poster, then forget it lor..
ended up buying the esprit stuff for her.

then we decided to go to the face shop.
and i found out from this salesgirl that they are still giving away my lao gong's poster when u purchased a bottle of the perfume.

WHAT THE FUCK!!
i almost exploded on the spot man!

great...
fantastic...

now i dun get any...
i dun want the perfume coz i cant even finish those that i have in the short run!

**cool down cool down**

well...
forget it.. forget it..
i dun wanna tok abt the poster again.
later huo da again.

if i decide that i really wan tt poster, then i'll go get it for myself.

ming hao asked me to get macs for him on my way back.
and i still had to go get ma's cake..
was thinking how m i gg to manage man..
to carry all those stuff.

was hoping that i'll see vinci on my way home..
then i can ask him to help me carry my stuff.

and i really did bump into him.
just that when i saw him, i din ask him to help me.
i was too paiseh to ask...

since im too paiseh to ask,
i had to da bao xiao bao go home.
somemore was talking to beca over the phone and complaining abt everything..

whatever that happened today just makes me conclude that ive got a bad day!!

and tmr ive got to work at some singtel shit with beca..
heard that its super boring..
but at least im getting some money out of it.
if not i really can jia hong for the rest of the mth..

was supposed to meet pet at 11.
but i really xing bu lai man...
I AM SO TIRED AND SLEEPY!!!!

and she keeps saying that" i tot someone say wanna jog to my place??"
i already say for i dunnoe how many times in my dreams le lor...

i was too enthu abt jogging to your place in my dreams til i couldnt wake up.
you noe from my place to pipit road how far not??!!!

btw, ive got no idea why pple like to put pictures in which i look so retarded as their msn display pic..
my god....
suan le suan le...

if pet noes that im still blogging here when im running late,
shes gg to slaugther me later!!!

better run for my live now!

maths was downright boring this morning.
and so sway that we picked the best seats today man..
with 2 mosquitoes beside us..
the 2 girls really tok non stop man.
and i really mean NON STOP.

they're blacklisted already.
once bitten, twice shy.

din like my seat today.
so irritating...
pet shld noe why..
qi dao wo ban si lor!

kb was as usual..
but theres one thing that i really dun understand.
its like me n aud have been going for class for a couple of weeks already..
why is it that everytime we go, we think its getting tougher??

that ray hao xiang bu shi ren man..
keep making us do kicks.
haiyo.. my legs gg to break le lor.. still kick!

and the power set we've done for like consecutive 3 weeks le lor...
i can go n b the instructor le!!
hor aud?

i must say sth,
my part time gf is the only one who din say that im stupid abt dreaming to get a jeep.
she simply says its very ex.
at least she doesnt say im mad or crazy or stupid.
thanks girl..

after kb, went for movie with pet.
the 40 yr old virgin.
nice show.. but a bit too long.

we took neoprints today!!
and we were 1/2 way thru doing the editing when the time is up and the machine is already starting to print.
stupid!

so nvm.. we're planning to take again tmr..
planning lar..
tmr gg to have a long day shopping.
yesh.

so here are the neoprints.
proudly presented by pet n i!




decent pose no 1.




decent pose no 2.




then we started acting retarded...




followed by an attempt to act like monsters!!

alright.. i noe we din scare u..
go on and laugh and say we look idiotic and retarded.
it was meant to be like that..
haha..

i doubt i'll ever forget this day.
it brought me one of the most terrible memories last yr.

but then again,
after that day,
happier memories were formed.

i was real pissed this afternoon lar..
irene informed me tt when she went to the face shop this afternoon,
she found out that the buy perfume give poster promotion is over!!

WHAT THE FUCK!!!

now the only way i get the poster is to spend at least 60 bucks in that shop!
what the hell m i supposed to buy??!!!

*argh*

nvm.. will check it out on sat.

had driving in the evening..
practially chiong to the mrt station.
tot i was late.

driving was gd today.
for your info, the car only stalled 3 times.
alright?

learnt how to make u turns.
yesh...

tt instructor is still very talkative.
he just keeps rattering on n on in hokkien.
and poor me can only smile smile nod nod.
becoz my hokkien is pte ltd.

anyhow, got to wake up early tmr morning again.
for maths class.
gg to be another lesson of self tutoring session i guess.

***sian***

din go to sch today...
damn sian...
and its ibm.

dun worry,
i'll turn up for maths tmr..

ive got my reason for turning up for maths..

anyway, irene msged me n told me abt mr melvin..
apparently brother nageb said he wanna groom mr melvin into an international manager?

yea yea...
only noe how to cui dao bao..

irene was like how to groom one in sim?

can...uol mah.. international sch..
so international manager for the uol course lor....

i dun feel like toking much tonite.
theres isnt much to tok abt anyway..
no.. i mean too much to talk abt...

just wanna say..
happy bdae to pet!!!

i'll sing u a bdae song the next time round!
hahaha..

i really admire pple who has world class filtering system.
think even the eye sight oso got prob.

suan le..
think whaetever u wan.

but i must tell u its a well known fact that X is pretty alright!
go n ask ard if u dun believe me.

qi dao wo ban si..
say until like my taste so bad...

hey!
i finally saw a jeep on the road today!!!!
while i was walking home.

see.. got pple drive jeep here one ok...
but the one i saw wasnt a very nice one.
very dirty.. quite old.

eh.. irene, i dun wan my jeep to b so dirty ar..
must clean properly hor!
hahaha..

i want sth like this.



*beam*
chio neh....

oh, its finalised tt ah yi wont b gg taiwan.
so disappointing.

i almost wanted to ippon my brother today.
such a bastard!!!
one day im gg to kill him man.

great.
im all prepared to shop til im dead on the 1st night in taipei.

just found out online that the shihlin night market closes at 2am.
fantastic!
dun even mind shopping alone there.

and of coz the xmas sales to look out for there...
*argh*

can we press the "forward" button now???

VS











whatever it is,
the in thing now is single eye lids.
with small eyes...
i mean for guys. not girls. [this sentence is just in case someone has sth to say]

was talking to sunya abt 'my' jeep.
same reaction.

said i was crazy.
and tt it would be much more appropriate to buy one in canada.

she asked me if i see jeeps on the roads in sg.

i answered: "yes. more commonly in the past.. now hardly see any."

and she goes: " dui le lor.... coz all those pple who used to drive jeeps all got put into woodbridge le!"

-_-""
harlow??

and when i told her abt irene's tag.
she goes:" eh.. i think your friend very brave.."
me: why??
she: so brave to hitch a ride.

hahaha...
i think irene better prepare panadol then.

my god..
another 25th.
why r so many pple born on this day??
how many 25th m i gg to get??!!!
how blessed m i...
oh god....

sometimes i wonder if you noe terald..
you seemed to be using the same technique as he did on me man.

joei msged me and said tt he will volunteer to organise a gathering.
mayb only..

-_-""


me: so what you propose we do?
joei: go fishing or we can go pubbing..

im like... harlow.. one big grp of pple go fishing???
great idea huh.....

continue discussing and ive been appointed to be his secertary and m supposed to draw a proposal for him to approve.

nonsense!
this type of job i die oso wont do one!!!
wait long long!!

alright.
have finally decided that my self declared holidays is going to be from 17/12 til 26/12.
yesh.
just when beca's hols starts.

went to book the taiwan tour this afternoon.
will be setting off on the 17th and be back on xmas!
think it'll be kinda interesting to be spending xmas in taiwan.

so.. im sorry pals, no xmas greetings via sms this year..
but dont worry.. i'll receive those that you pple send in taiwan.

oh.. and theres irene..
sorry.. guess u'll have to do w/o me in sch for a week when im away.

mmm.. im thinking where did i put my backpack.
seem to have the impression that i lend it to someone...
did i??
nvm.. will hunt for it when the date draws nearer.

ah yi is trying to persuade her husband to go..
winnie n beca oso...
getting them to update me with the latest news.
mm.. think i better give beca a ring tmr to check it out.

ma told me that bai baba is thinking of getting a car for me when i get my license.
OH REALLY??!!!
i want a jeep then!

bai baba says tt im mad to want a jeep.
says that its ex and why would i wan a jeep for when theres no mountainous areas in sg.
nvm nvm.. i just want a jeep wrangler!
a black one.
yesh...
like this one!

*cross fingers*
well.. better dun pin my hopes too high..
and shall comfort myself by saying "its the tot that counts".

trying to persuade him to get me a new cam in the meantime...

anyway, had a family dinner today at this place called "rail mall chinese restaurant".
its in bt timah i think..
where this railway track is.
dinner on bai baba.
the food isnt fanatastic.. would rather go to the bottle tree place.
but then its nice to have such dinner together as a family.


railway track...






winnie with her crab



me, beca and winnie...



do u realise that ming hao is sitting in a similar baby
chair as javier??
and hes kinda proud tt hes able to fit in!



eh.. wheres ming hao??
hes the camera man lar!!
DUH?!

just when i need to contact dan for some help,
i realised i dont have his no.
damn it.

was telling chengyi last nite that i was kinda nervous abt my 1st driving lesson today..
worried abt stalling.. then it'll b so paiseh!
and guess how he "comforted" me?
he said confirm will stall one..

thanks huh..

anyway, the car only stalled once today.
becoz my skills too "fabulous" le..
til mr tan said if i continue like this, most prob he'll have to take panadol when he goes home.
nv underestimate my ability man...

totally embarrassed..

btw, today's bai baba's bdae.
hes in a super good mood today.
and keeps asking me if my car went disco-ing today.

*argh*





acting lovey dovey for the cam?




HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAI BABA!!!

kb was super tiring today.
while kb, i tot tt my legs were gg to break man..
the power set was the same as last wk.
punch, punch, cross punch, XX, XX, lift knee x 2, horse kick.
(XX means i dunnoe what its called)

rotted in mos for more than an hr, waiting for aud.

after class, waited for muay fan in mos AGAIN to come.
heng this time round got aud to pei wo.

in the afternoon, i was taking the train towards marina bay.
irene got down at admiralty.
then this 60+ woman got into the train and sat beside me.
that was when my nightmare started.

1st, she began telling me that she does faical and altering of clothes.
after sometime, she decided to stop.
*phew*
so i started msging my friend telling her how sway i was to b stuck with this woman.

then she started all over again.
saying she, being an old lady, doesnt noe how to use her phone.
and then it was the climax.

she started preaching.

-_-

my god.
she preached all the way to amk where she got down in a hurry.
not giving up a single min to tell me the wonders of XX religion.
it simply puts me off instead of enlightening me.

she tells me:" wo ai ni, so im telling you all these"

how great?
a stranger declaring her lover for me for a couple of times.

as i am a very polite girl,
i just smiled the whole time while she was preaching.

why the hell do i always get preached by people??
the other time, in a cab as well..

do i have the look that says:" hey! im thinking of converting! come n convince me with your gods!"

spare me please.
the next time someone just start preaching to me again,
im gg to be well prepared to reject the person.

anyhow, beca called me today to ask me to be her guarantor for her singtel line.
-_-
im gg to call her tmr and aks her to get ah yi to be her guarantor.

got to do some co-ordination with her.
to plan when my 'hols' are gg to be..
its so idiotic.
ive got no hols in dec at all.
just 2 pathetic days in nov.....

well.. not tt i care if i get my hols not..
im gg to declare myself on holiday..

hopefully theres no false alarm from ah yi,
and both our families will go to taiwan at the end of this yr...

ma is really a winner man..
she has been bugging me to get a bdae card for gan ma for like so many days..
then today she just called me to sae she buy for me..
so i was like..
erm.. might as well get her to buy it for me.

n guess what?
shes so clever to go n get a "for a special godmother" card...
my god.
you noe.. this type of cards very ex??

-_-""

who ends up paying for it?
ME.

now im pondering what to write in the card..
*argh*

"dearest godma, its been so quite sometime since we last met up. hope to see u soon. happy bdae"

great huh...?

was waiting for muay fan after sch today for dinner.. so was shopping ard.
and... i found...
another RAIN associated album!!
i wanna buy it!!!

agnes just intro me this site to dl stuff..
and its website in thai.. and abit of eng.
i think now we need to learn how to read thai instead.
im just trying my luck clicking here n there...
if im lucky, i get the files that i want.

sometimes i really dunnoe what stuff my lao gong n bf are advertising man..
plus ive got no idea what are they blabbering in korean.

all i noe is tt they are very cute.

so for now,
we'll have to drink PRIME beer and use SK telecom if we ever get a chance to.

haha.

was on the bus with muay fan when she suddenly say wanna take photo with her hp..
dunnoe why oso...
think shes really funny sometimes lo..

so took some retarded pics with her...
now im on her wallpaper for her hp screen..

she must b in love with me.
=)

hahahaha.

OH!
i realised today that theres a kb class in tpy tmr.
so have booked it.
surprisingly its gg to the same instructor..
ray..

great.

zei called me today..
he mei shi wont call me one...
m gg to get him to help me get my cd back from hui fen..
then meet him one fine day.

alright, i better finish dl-ing whatever i wanna dl.

tmr is brother nageb's ibm.
and my 1st test is coming...
PBF!!!

my dearest part time gf,
i shall be going for hi/lo on thurs.
and sorry abt not being able to go kb on fri.
yea.
so i think we better go for classes separately this week.
alright?
any prob, just msg me then.

i am totally pissed with this particular woman.
totally irritated.
nv been "pisser".

such a bitch.
such a downright cheapskate.
such an immature idiot.

wanna say u bimbo, oso not qualified.
coz you are SO NOT PRETTY AT ALL.

wanna say u xiong da wu nao,
oso cannot.
coz ur xiong not da AT ALL.

so conclusion?
xiong bian wu nao!!

a woman like you will just drive me crazy.
how i wish u'll get out of my life man.

i must be dumb to make friends with you.

candy is right.
how the hell did u get into the clique??

so what if you have a world class filtering system?!
basket.

it just shows how right i am abt u being xiong bian wu nao.
thats it!

some people just get on my nerves man..
what the hell...
*argh*

forget it.
breathe in breathe out..

have already made the necessary arrangments for driving class this friday.
finally.

but also becoz of this,
called aud to tell her i cant make it for kb this fri.
she isnt tt interested in gg for fri class as well as theres a change of instructor for this wk.
think most likely will end up gg alone for hi/lo on thurs.

*sigh*

got to check with muay fan when shes free to go town with me to get the perfume from the face shop.
probably wed ba.
provided she has no tuition/ a pile of tutorials/ many quizes.

rain go rain its raining its raining

had dinner at this real cool place.

its called Bottle Tree Village.
its a seafood restaurant..

how i love seafood..
**droool**

the place has a very nice and relaxing ambience..
n the food is not bad.

too bad i din bring the cam along..
doesnt matter.. probably we're going there sometime this mth again.

alright, this place is located by the beach in sembawang.
erm... im afraid those w/o cars will not able to get there by bus 11 or any other bus no.
its really very far in.
and...
the road is very ulu and kinda eerie..
like those in old kampung days..

yesh..
cant decided which one i like better.
this one at bottle tree village or the one at SAF yacht club.

as long as it's nice seafood.
it's fabulous.

the most embarrassing thing happened to me today.
my god.
was super duper paiseh man.

*argh*

sunya just showed me the micket mouse wallet n pencil case that she bought.
damn nice lar..

sunya, buy for me and bring it back for me next yr k!
ji de ar...

was late for kb class!!
just becoz of the damn rain.

kb was damn fun today.
and super tiring!
ive got no idea why...
nevertheless, it was dman shioook!

after kb, makan dinner with aud.
spent quite abit of time eating.
busy catching up with each other's life and the latest gossip.
heard things abt irah, cherrie, candy.

rushed down for the superstar concert.
was still slightly early.
but there were really alot alot of pple.

decided to buy women's weekly.
becoz i tot i saw sth interesting.
but it turned out that the article was such a disappointing one..

muay fan ended her class real late today.
though she rushed down to expo in a cab, she was still late.

yes. we did use my binoculars.
but after like less than 30 mins, we decided it was too much of a fuss.

told aud today tt im gg to xi my qing fu.
but.. i think im changing my mind!

hahaha.

the concert was not bad lar...
so so ba...

i still admire weilian the most.

it was almost midnight when the concert ended.
took train to simei just to get a cab.
the cab queue at expo was horrendous.

pet came across terald's friendster today.
so she gave me the link lar..
how shocked i was to see this is the guy i used to cry over.
*faint*

i must have been too young then to realise how blind i was..

**sigh**