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in a totally different mood as compared to this morning.
coz i was out with sunya!
she's finally back in sg yest and we already
迫不及待 meet up today.
while waiting for her at yishun mrt station,
i was thinking "eh.. she's seldom late leh.. or is it i don't recognise her anymore? shit."
turned out she was really late.
she still looks the same.
anyway, we went vivo and up till date, i still think tt place
去一次就够了.
super far from my place n nothing that fantastic.
after which we went bugis and sunya treated me to this wasabi ice cream.
i still can't believe tt i actually chose tt flavour.
the 1st few mouths are nice, interesting tasting.
after tt?-->
滚下坡so i threw it away after surviving 1/2 of it.
basically i've accomplished all those stuff tt i mentioned i want to do after exams except for:
1. gg out with xf. ->she's really busy with work.
2. packing my luggage.
in fact i haven't even gotten one.
ma says tt she will get a new one just for me and surprisingly, we both shared the same sentiments abt getting a red one.
i think i mentioned this before,
jiarui's favourite colours are festive colours!
red, green and gold!
red n gold--> cny
red n green --> xmas
green n gold --> prob hari raya
yea.
i want to have a red luggage.
in the meantime, i shall start "packing" all my essentials.
mmm..like right now?
superman at
11:29 PM
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again,
i so~~~~
need to swear n curse n scream in here.
TMD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
basically my wed was just fine.
i must be
白痴 enough to think that my
霉气 already
被冲掉了..
FUCK.
but it turns out it has this "work 1 day, rest 1 day" shit.
it's all back today.
this morning.
the moment i woke up.
tell me what must i do to get rid of it man!!
what?
bathe with pomelo leaves itz?
or go n
打下人itz?
最佳代表作品
我快要被逼疯了!!!!!!!!!
superman at
10:09 AM
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i just so want to swear in this entry!
FUCK!!!dunnoe what dog shit i stepped onto man.
make me so tmd sway these few days.
im like sway dao~~~~~~~
honestly, u can't imgaine how bad things are unless u're muay fan.
simply becoz she's the only one who knows about my series of very unfortunate events.
after listening to my complaints,
she strongly advised me to go
拜拜.
in the meantime, i advise myself to stay put at home and bury myself in
霉气 under my blanket.
superman at
8:44 PM
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i think i was overdosed on sleep yest.
so much so that i was up automactically by 7.30am this morning though i went to bed at like 2+am the night before?
went ica with my bro.
me-> update photo in passport.
bro-> register i/c.
waited for so damn bloody long just to update a damn photo.
2hrs okay!!!
真的等到我要吐！
after tt went town for some shopping.
today's shopping is shioook..
coz.. entirely sponsored by bai baba n ma!!
爽到家~~
went kino and bought this particular tw magazine which is the april issue.
i've got no idea how i could miss out tt mth's one when i often make special trips down to kino just to stock up!
anyway, it doesn't matter..
best of all, it comes with free shu uemura skin purifier, WR EX gentle brightening massage gel and WR EX activating whitening essence sample.
i'm currently using the 1 of the skin purifier and finds it not bad.
love it so much and will be getting the huge bottle after i finish my current smaller one.
different colours of cleansing oil are meant for different skin types.
this green one has anti-oxidant properties!
it isn't abt having samples to try.
it's abt having the miniatures!!!!!
THEY ARE SO DAMN CUTE!!!!!
needless to say.. super portable!!!
now the trouble of transferring it from the big bottle to the small one is saved!
as for the magazine..
will try not to read it just yet.
so that it can accompany me next week.
haha..
shall
恶补女人我最大 this hols..
coz it was put on hold because of exams...
gg to watch one episode on
防晒 after i'm done with this entry.
my favourite!!!!!
after
美白 that is..that aside..
recently there's this new breed of durians in thailand that do not have the supposedly "strong and pungent" smell.
*roll eyeballs*
what are durians w/o their ever so wonderful smell?!!!!
**sneer**
people should just come up with a new name for it instead of "durians".
i
GUARANTEE PLUS CHOP PLUS A PAIR OF IRIS shall
boycott those smell-less so called "durians".
I WANT MY "SMELLY" DURIANS!!!!!!!!!*ROAR*
superman at
10:16 PM
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it's the start of the GSS!
i just checked my email acc and it has mailers from chanel, clarins n even sloggi etc.
but none has gd enough deals to make me go "I MUST HAVE THAT!"
for past few yrs, n till now,
ive got no gd impression of gss.
honestly, i think christmas sales or new yr sales are better off than gss.
there seriously isn't much sales to speak off.
nevertheless, i still refuse to give up the hope of finding some gd bargains.
so pet n i went for the 1st day of gss.
right after work and exams.
the only relatively gd deal i found was the dorothy perkins at metro paragon.
bought 2 pairs of bottoms!
[tt's despite the fact tt im on an allowance diet.]
coz today's the last fri of the mth,
so there was 20% discount after 9pm at metro.
爽~~~
as for pet, she got a top from dorothy and a bag from pepper plus.
we're very happy with our buys.
but not with the tired legs!
my ankles are hurting like crap!!!
we saw a few familiar people in town today.
the most surprising one would be annie n emerson ba.
i told pet this:
"eh.. abt 1 mth ago, i saw tm. now, we saw emer.. who noes i will see jm 1 mth later!!!"
hahahaha..
she asked me to dream on and even predict tt i wld see tm again.
*bleah*
[if i do c tm again, i will prob think im cursed.]
anyhow, from tmr onwards [im too tired today..],
i shall
乖乖 mask everyday.
superman at
11:36 PM
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it all began when i started shopping at my lao gong's shop slightly more than 2yrs back.
with pet teaching the gong gong me of how to take care of my skin.
ever since, ive become really interested in skincare.
as in
SUPER in love with skincare associated stuff.
that makes me willing to splurge on skincare.
that makes me willing to "research" on skincare materials.
anyhow, muay fan has been urging me to blog abt those tips tt i've picked up.
she even volunteered to be my model.
that is real
夸张..
haha..
of coz, im more into
美白 stuff..
=)
so...
let's get started!
beginning with.... [[ 防晒小貼士 ]]小貼士 #1:spf stands for sun protection factor and it shows how effective tt sunscreen is to filter out UVB.
UVB [ultra-violet B]:
-causes sunburn, dullness of skin.
-intensive in the afternoon.
spf 15 blocks out 93% of the rays and spf 25 97%.
so basically spf 15-30+ is gd enough for normal day to day usage,
meaning tt u aren't very actively involved with outdr activities.
小貼士 #2:
pa stands for protection UVA.
the more '+' signs it has, the higher the level of protection against UVA.
UVA [ultra-violet A]:
-intensive throughout the whole day, all year round.
-causes greater damage to your skin such as aging problems.
choosing a sunscreen with pa++ will do.
the no of '+' caps at 3.
小貼士 #3:sunscreen can be applied solely on their own, or after all your usual beauty regime.
it's advisable to apply sunscreen 15-30mins before you leave your hse etc and to re-apply every 1-2 hrs.
小貼士 #4:
UV rays are everywhere all the time!!
even indoors, during rainy/cloudy days and at night.
小貼士 #5:please be aware that too high a spf will result in pore clogging!!!
[i just saw one with spf 130 today. omg.]
小貼士 #6:applying a moisturizer with spf 15 followed by a sunsreen of spf 15 does not give u a total spf of 30.
but.
say u have a sunscreen spf 50.
when u apply the usual amt [approx a 10c coin], the spf will be 50.
when u apply 1/2 of the amt, the spf will be reduced by 1/2.
get?
小貼士 #7:if you're using water resistant sunscreen,
it would be best that u use makeup remover [cleansing milk/ cleansing oil etc] to clean it off at the end of the day.
if not, at least use a facial cleanser.
小貼士 #8:when we're onboard planes, we're actually exposed to more intense UV rays.
so... be sure that u're well equipped with sunscreen!
that shall be all for
防晒小貼士.
hopefully it will
激发 you guys to use sunscreen religiously!
superman at
9:53 PM
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i seriously haven't been giving my soon-to-be-here holidays tt much a thought yet.
that may seems weird coz i usually make super big plans way b4 exams end.
or shld i say, even b4 exams start?
anyway, not much plans for hols till xf msg me just now to remind me tt my exams end this coming friday and tt im supposed to pei her go shopping after tt.
that was when all those to-do, must-do stuff just go "pa pa pa" in tt calendar in my head.
SCARY!!!
im like even busier during hols than exam period!!
next week is like totally packed.
1. tuitions at full blast.
2. update photo in passport, sun bian pei ming hao go make ic.
3. start packing my luggage.
4. pei sunya and xf shopping.
once im back, will have to start searching for a job actively.
coz jiarui will be so~~ freaking poor when she's back.
*sigh*
superman at
9:38 PM
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taking a tiny little break from all those freaky notes n study guides.
it's such a major torture to have this voice screaming "EXAMS ARE SO NOT OVER!!" in you.
esp when all those ard you have actually finished theirs and havoc-ing.
needless to say..
im feeling so~~ 绝望 now.
ive got an exam marathon awaiting me tmr.
IM n IBM all in a day.
may god bless me.
anyhow, for subjects like IM, CF and POA,
we, students, get to use this very sophisticated world class calculator man!!!
nope.
we do not use financial calculators.
and nope.
we do not use scientific calculators.
we use this.
i mean we CAN ONLY use this.
say "WOW" with me!
after i survive both papers tmr,
i shall chiong to buy jubes' nata de coco!
am totally in love with it recently~~.
that shall be my reward for tmr.
for being able to calculate those present values, macaulay duration and standard deviation etc.
with that calculator.
superman at
11:59 PM
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finally
约 muay fan out on yest..
she's such a 大忙人!!
were super wu liao..
didnt really plan where we wanted to shop.
we stopped at orchard 1st..
becoz we were so engrossed in talking to each other,
we only found out tt there's nothing much to shop there after some time.
so... i just got a mango ice gelato from taka and we left for cityhall.
it's like we went town just for me to get ice cream.
-_-
honestly, i havent been to my lao gong's shop much recently.
even if i do go,
i don't buy much.
i tend to buy all at one go and not item by item.
anyhow, it has been some time since i laid my eyes on the freebies it was giving out.
i just love the 2 items alot!
1 is a cosmetic pouch n the other is a tote bag.
they just look so~~~ sweet!!!
i mean the prints..
eventually, muay fan n i were trying to chalk up the amt to get the tote bag.
alright.. i know i can be a tad crazy.
got a hair treatment, sheet masks and this white tree sleeping mask.
tried the sleeping mask on the very day i bot it, with the corrector b4 it..
n.. i must say it's pretty gd in brightening your complexion and lightening spots!!!
after cityhall, we walked to bugis.
stopped over at ah chew's dessert to have my
红豆沙and muay fan her almond paste.
we were mad to have hot desserts despite the super hot weather!
shopped at bugis till our legs were like gg to give way!
got these super cute mickey coin purses each.
super cheap too!!
we are still very into mickey stuff!
got this cute little sunscreen too!
good enough to last me for a gd couple of days.
high spf-> suitable to be used on flights!
let me EMPHASIZE this again.
sunscreen is of
MEGA IMPORTANCE!!
i do not deny tt there are times whereby im just too lazy to apply those skincare religiously.
but sunscreen is an exceptional.
the mickey keychain is the one she digged out for me.
HAPPY~~~~!!!!!
very happy n satisfied with all my buys tt day.
things need not be expensive to bring abt satisfaction!
went over ah ma's place today.
poor javier was crying quite badly, saying tt he didn't want to go to sch.
what happened was his teacher refused to let him go to the toilet and he ended up peeing in his pants.
apparently he's very tramautised by this.
sth we think is a trival matter.
though it's a well known fact tt he can be real naughty,
we still
很疼他 coz he's the baby of the family.
will have to go down tmr to have a talk with the teacher.
btw today is my bro's bdae.
i was putting the candles on the cake and i thought sth was wrong..
"Howcome there's so few candles? where r the rest?"
then, it dawned on me tt he's only 15.
im the one who need
MORE candles.
not him.
sickening.
superman at
11:42 PM
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the best things that happened today:
1. i FINALLY sacked sleepyhead.
2. dearest becca went to queue for donut factory's donut today!!
so she sun bian bot a box of 12 for me..
never failed to abort plans to go queue.
coz im just too lazy to queue for hrs there.
the mere thought of that makes me go *argh...
so this is my 1st time trying it all thanks to becca.
i must say that the double chocolate flavoured is too~~ sweet but the donut itself [plain i mean] is not bad.
go queue if u're willing to spend a couple of hrs there..
for do~~nuts.
superman at
9:53 PM
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this following is mainly to let you know that im still pretty much
alive.
was out in town with deb today.
not a very fruitful one coz i didnt exactly find something that i "must have".
n that feeling sucks.
came back and continued shopping online.
the both of us ordered 3 bags.
2 for me and 1 for her.
mine are actually of the same designs, just different colours.
totally in love with that kind of bags.
but.. sad to say, they're like endangered species in sg.
booo~~!!
p/s: i'm supposed to pick up "adrian p" from work coz he's out of love.
superman at
2:46 AM
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yest was horrible man.
though i woke up at 11+ and didnt do much except for gg to the wake for the gong tek,
i was already like dying by 9+pm.
it was really tiring just walking round in circles and sitting down.
after that, came back n studied for the damn macro paper that was on today.
only had like 3hrs of slp at max.
it's so freaking idiotic when u have to travel all the way to expo just to have a screwed up paper.
i couldnt be bothered anymore because my mind was just
B L A N K.
[im really getting sick n tired of doing things tt i really
越来越讨厌..]
anyhow, i left b4 the time was up.
rushed over for the funeral.
i expected me to be the only one crying.
i mean for the great grandchildren.
so i was abit embarrassed by it,
people might be thinking
你哭什么哭??
turned out ALL of us cried like hell, even the males.
we just
放声大哭..
esp when the body was cremated.
many of us may look okay on the outside, joking ard n stuff like these..
but it really isnt that okay in reality.
life is honestly so fragile and cruel.
u may be well and alive today and yet reduced to ashes the next.
生命也不只是这么如此而已....
superman at
11:17 PM
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freak.
im in such a foul mood now.
never has sch been such a sucker.
superman at
11:59 PM
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thanks to those who showed concern..
esp pam for coming down tonight.
love u woman~
btw, i am doing really fine except prob for the coming thur n fri.
and minus the part abt being a tad too busy.
superman at
11:47 PM
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tt really wasn't the last time i saw her..
did go down nuh in the afternoon.
for fear of agitating her,
we were told not to talk much to her.
whoever went into the icu to see her,
she would go "deng, deng.." and wave you away.
honestly, she was still very alert and stuff then.
and didn't seem to be in that serious a condition as i had imagined earlier on.
we just thought tt the operation scheduled tmr wld just be the answer.
after being there for quite some time,
we came back.
shortly after midnight, the phone started to ring.
everytime it rang, i would refuse to answer despite me being the only awake one.
after this particular call,
there was a knock on my dr.
that was it.
ma came in, sat on my bed and started crying.
i just sat here, staring at her.
i don't know how to console her.
i would probably break down in tears if i tried to.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
昨天下午才是我见她的最后一次......
superman at
1:19 AM
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it isn't unusual for ma to wake me up in the middle of the night.
she does that very often, usually to tell/ask me some stuff.
went to bed last night nearly 3am and was awaken by her at like 5+am.
she just stood next to my bed and kept tugging me.
surprisingly, i wasnt tt pissed off with her this morning.
i went "what..? say..", with my eyes half closed.
"
我和爸爸现在要出去. 猪猪阿妈在医院."
[fyi:
猪猪阿妈 is my great grandma.
honestly, we aren't being rude for calling her that.
even her son, my ah gong, calls her tt.]
i was .... shocked.
there hasn't been news abt her being sick before this.
what is she doing in the hospital?
"
她在ICU,
好像是血管破, 医生说要看她要快点.."
after saying those to me,
she left with bai baba for the hospital.
by then i couldn't sleep already.
it's like the scene almost 10yrs ago is replaying.
when my only great grandfather passed away.
though im not close to her again,
obviously im not prepared to have anyone ard me passing on.
the other day, like less than 2 weeks ago, i just called her to thank her for the ang bao she gave me for my 21st.
i could hardly understand what she was talking abt over the other end.
she was piaking in teochew u see..
so i went abt doing what i was best at.
just "mm" everytime she paused.
becoz of the ang bao she gave me, we were joking abt if becca wld still be able to get hers in 2 yrs time.
how mean could we get??
i don't know why..
but everytime im expecting someone to leave me,
the image of that someone calling me will keep replaying in my head.
anyway, ma came back and from the look of things, she isn't coping that well with it.
she just kept telling me tt her ah ma
快不行了, 现在在等电话.
she was actually crying when she was mopping the floor.
i don't mean tearing.
it's crying.
when i told her tt i would mop it for her later,
she just stood there and
一边哭一边说:" 有什么用? 等一下电话一来就...."hai....
let's just hope that this is not the last time i see her.
superman at
11:33 AM
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seriously in need of:
1. sleep
2. masking
3. ktv session
[[ sleep ]]been busy doing some stuff recently tt im so~~ deprived of sleep!
so much so tt ive cancelled piano lesson twice last week le.
[[ masking ]]no time to sleep le, so couldnt be bothered to mask.
n ive already got my 'bao ying'.
=(
[[ ktv session ]]damn shit!
i haven been going ktv with muay fan for like more than 3mths!!!!!
i must jio her go this coming weekends.
ive even think of a list of songs tt i wana sing!!
after exams then jio robby n david ba..
best method to relive stress [to me]:
- go ktv n sing/ screech / scream your lungs out.
- go the pathetic escape n scream your lungs out [again] though there really isnt much excitement.
conclusion: just scream.
disgress:
xf asked me if she shld cut her hair short like when she was in ny.
i told her tt i
赞成 tt she shld cut hair.
coz in that case, her hair will be shorter than mine.
FINALLY.
p.s: why the stupid SQ always full one ar??!!
气死老娘了!!!!
superman at
11:25 PM
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something wonderful happened to me.
pam actually msged me just before she left for bintan yest.
her msg read sth like this:
"im leaving already! bye! i'll bring some sea water and sand back for you.. hahaha!"
so sweet of u pam...
*roll eyeballs*
i shall bring back some polluted air for you the next time round.
hahaha!
p.s: cant you just see tt im jealous abt not gg bintan with her??
self invitation doesnt work man.
holy crap.
im feeling so hot tt i need to bathe now so tt i can get to sleep.
superman at
2:39 AM
