after consulting aud, pet n muay fan,
decided to come home after maths lec.
to get my binoculars.

haha.

lets hope we dare to use it tonight.

anyway, miss muay fan decided to po me today..
just so that i'll get the superstar cd for her..
checked out at sembawang music.
apparently, the cds will only b available in the evening.
hopefully i'll have time to go n get it for her after i end my kb class.

ok. i better get gg for my kb class.
if theres time, probably go gym as well.
but i dun think so.

ive got to fly after kb class!!!

im done with editing the picture..
at least.. i think its ok..
i dunnoe..

getting joy to give me some comments.

spent quite a bit of time trying to form my initials.
my god.
and theres nothing i can do abt the photos being small.
and theres nothing i can do to refine the edges of the letters.

was dead tired this morning.
kept tearing during ibm..
*sian*

mr melvin decided to go for the cool look..
looks kinda weird.
whatever it is, he enjoys being in the limelight.
no doubt abt that.

din go for hi/lo today.
aud is aching everywhere.
i hope she called for kb tmr man..

was surprised to get muay fan's sms,
asking me if i still wanted her to go sim lim square with me.
heh?
i tot she was just complaining to me last night that she has alot of work to do..
2 tests on friday?

turned out she decided tt she needed a break.
so just pon class and came sim to wait for me.

went sim lim sq together.
walked and walked..
just cant find the thing i want.
what the hell...

went on shopping at bugis v and parco.
yea...
of coz.
without fail,
i insist tt we go to the face shop.

oh.
i bot a cd today.
rain's newest album.
my god..
i just bot it coz he looks damn cute on the cover.
and the cd comes with a poster.
[sunya. dun comment!]

great.
i dont understand a single shit that hes singing.
except for those english words here n there.

still had some time b4 muay fan had to go for tuition.
so we sat in mac.
our legs were near breaking point.
she started setting qns for her tuition kid.
n meanwhile, i dozed off.

finally im done with my blogskin.
shall watch full hse then go n slp.
*tired*

tmr's gg to b a busy day.
maths lec, kb, concert....

my god.

how long did i spend trying to edit and complie all those pictures...
im going to faint already.

i just got some suggestion from muay fan on how to improve..
so try not to flood me with ur comments 1st.
let me try n work out sth tmr..
this one is tentative one..
alright?

piano in the morning.
after which, since i got time b4 i met muay fan, i went ssdc and get my pdl.

had lunch with muay fan.
went sch with her n irene.

was so qiao that irene brought the newsweek magazine.
and funny thing is i decided to browse thru..
HAHAHA!!
my new found bf was featured inside!!

was so excited that almost the whole banking lec was gone.
irene asked me to post this online.
these are the notes i took down during lec today..
look carefully at the notes i took down alright??



anyway, had tuition today AGAIN.
bot her sth for children's day.

was dman happy when she told me that she remembered sth that i taught her, and applied it in her mock exams.. at least tt qns was right..
*beam*

had dinner with muay fan at pizzahut after tuition.
yea...

im dead tired now.
tmr got imb lec at 9am.

im going to die..

and just to edit my blogskin, i decided to not do my b&f essay which is due 29/9.
congrats me please.

ive got no mood to do.

i intro muay fan to this guy today.
haha..

she says that im really not "faithful"...
rebutted and said:
" you cant blame me.. after being so long with so n so, i cant help being like that..."

haha.

she says that my shu lin you hen duo shu..
[ie. my forest got lots of trees.]

told her: "but then.. if a forest dun have alot of trees.. it cant be called a forest!"

makes sense right???

haha...

so she concluded that people of my calibre will never understand the meaning of being "faithful".

*shrugs*
if you say so...

had lunch with yj as promised today.
i wasnt as late as i tot i would be..
somemore spent sometime talking to sunya online.

its so irritating when fj ended up sitting behind me.
what the hell...
pet!! how??!!

couldnt wake up this morning again..
so din do my econs assignment til i was in the lt.
managed to finish it.

was abt to go for tuition when muay fan msged to ask me out for dinner.
called her n told her tt im ending tuition at 7.30 n if she might waiting for me.
turned out she got tuition at 7.30.
anyway, im happy tt yee shien was kinda enthu abt doing maths today.

called aud to tell her tt most likely can go for kb this friday..
after kb, can chiong all the way to expo for the concert at 8pm.
we shall decide on thurs when we go for our hi/lo.

*deb.. kb [kick-boxing] is real fun!!!

anyway, both aud n irene commented on my room's extreme makeover.
when jiarui is set to do things, nothing is impossible..
=)
i think aud cant believe how my room can get so messy..
says that she shall see how long will it take to get my room messy again..

erm.. i reckon..2 wks?

shall post my lao gong's pic just b4 i start watching full hse again.
oh. n i decided to change the music to this song.
its called "i think i".
ive got no idea if the song title is right not.

so.. now... presenting....

ohoh!!!
im proud to announce tt ive got a sponsorer for my driving lessons!!!
YIPEE!!!

today's da shao chu was a sucess!

mayb next time when im starting to feel tt im living in a dog's house,
i should watch full house again.
to motivate myself to clean up the room.

my dog house....





erm.. i seemed to have lots of piano unrelated stuff on my piano...





all geared to polish my piano!





extreme makeover!!!







*one point to note.. the damn blogger cant post pictures today. ive got no idea why... so had to use photobucket. for a html idiot like me, it takes a lot of effort to post all the above pictures ok!
its considered quite sth to me..
dont laugh.

what the hell lor..
today is my mthly bdae, cant u pple just leave me alone??

the time now is approx 1/2 past noon.
and the day is bad enough already at this hour.

slept at 4+ this morning.
was watching the show lar..

n i got woken up on purpose at 5+.
wha the hell lor..
keep screaming at me for what.

had difficulty getting out of bed.
but.. of coz have to force myself lar.
just so you noe,
i dun purposely roll down the bed just to wake myself up.

anyway, the 1st msg i got in the morning was from yj.
tot she just msged me to tell me tt she has handed up my ibm assignment.

guess what?
she was sooooo excited abt telling me abt somebody's msn display picture?
sooo proud tt shes just a good friend to tell me that.

-_-

i said le right?!
i dun wanna have anything to do with X anymore.
what X put on msn display pic is none of my business!!!!
what X does is none of my business!

how many times do i have to say b4 the msg keeps through??

thanks to sunya who helped me chou ma yj yi dun.
becoz of tt, im not tt pissed off.

but.
theres sth tts really irritating!
i mean just now.

the moment ma came home, she just started screaming at me abt this n that.
wha lao.. i din even do anything to u lor.
super buay song,
so scream back lor..
see who louder!

after a while,
after she calmed down,
she decided to make up with me.
haha.
YESH! i win!
stupid woman!!!

anyhow..
deb, i saw ur tag.. haha..
yea.. i really love kim chi now.
=)
so clever...

m inspired by sunya's lao gong.
shall da shao chu today!
my room is really in a big big mess.
shall post before and after pictures of my room if the spring cleaning is successful.
if i dont.. you noe what happen lar...

im someone who likes things to be tidy n neat.
but my room is always luan luan luan.
becoz of one word.

L-A-Z-I-N-E-S-S.

i am so gone..
i really am so gone..

sunya. save me.
the show is making me willing to sacrifice all my sleep.
im going to be a panda soon.

dun worry i wont fall in love with your xiao b one...
hahaha.

have already rescheduled my piano lesson so that i can spend the whole day watching tmr.
great.
fantastic.

oh. the family went out for dinner tonite, to get some grocery as well.
and bai baba called home.
and told me a very fantastic news!!!

what the fuck!!
its finally our turn!!!
after staying here for like omost 2 yrs...

YIPEE!!!

i was so happy that i screamed non stop for a couple of mins.
[mayb vinci can hear me from downstairs... haha.. dun care.. im happy mah!]
**scream**

its so irritating when u wanna get a plaster, you cant find one.

luckily i managed to find some in my drawer.
it was from her and oso for my toe.

haha.

in a weird sense,
i need to thank her.

thank you for buying me the plasters the other time.
it came into use today.

check out my bandaged toe!
DO NOT comment on my nail colour.
the nail polish is endorsed by my lao gong, alright?!

its been ages since ive got the drive to do my hw.
ie. to study.

im changed man.
so motivated to hand up my assignments.
trying to be on time.
trying to mug.

told pet abt it.
shes happy for me.
haha.

anyway, i finally finally finally completed my ibm assignment!!!
abt the damn manager's job.
after spending like 5hrs on it??
have emailed yj to get her to hand up for me on mon.

at least now i can go n bathe.
then come back to watch vcds and relax.
=)

ah yi lent me another set of vcds.
full house.
sunya says its very nice and ask me not to qiang her lao gong.
i wont.
confirm wont!

k, off to bathe.

when you ask a three yr old kid " why do have so many mosquitoes bites on you?"
and he goes "dua bei lok bo lai pun mang!"
what would your reaction be?

woke up in the morning feeling damn sian....
actually talked to yj til like 2.30am..
cant even remember what we talked abt.
but at least i noe im supposed to have lunch with her every tues from now on.

*sigh*
ive got to wake up early then...

as expected,
with everyone's tight schedule in the way,
ive decided to cancel the gathering tonight.

and just when i tell aud tt we're cancelling it,
she informed me tt jake changed shift so tt he could make it.
-_-
tt mr jake nv tell me..........

nvm. i talked to him le.
hes fine with it.
great.

i guess the only thing tt came out of this is that i can talk to him "normally" again.
afterall muay fan is still snoring in bed,
ive got to inform him tt everything is cancelled.
at least we can be friends again.

=)
ive got the whole day to myself again.
i need to have a relaxing day!!

joy called to give me directions.
telling me abt her dog.

muay fan joined us this morning and all 3 of us went to school together.

maths was great in a "weird" sense today..
haha.
i guess only pet and muay fan will noe why...
becoz of fj.

irene n i identified a sissy guy today!
and he was wearing a tight hot pink shirt??
my god.
his actions are kinda girly man..
irene said she heard his friend telling him to stop acting so gay.

hahaha.

pet said she saw me when i was walking to the bus stop after sch.
ooo...

muay fan's lec was cancelled. so yea..
we met and we went for lunch together.
and we had korean stuff for lunch!
Woooooo...

met aud for kb.
haven been seeing her for quite sometime..
both of us are kinda busy..

she asked me if i was very stressed up.
said tt my previous entry sounds like im gg to kill someone.
and she tot that somebody came looking for me again.

i told pet, muayfan, irene n aud abt the "problem".
its damn irritating lar.
why of all people target me?
muay fan and aud even think that the person concerned is interested.
im like.. oh pls...
no way i'll like whoever.

muayfan even says whoever lacks security...
im like -_-??
lack security???
ARE YOU MAD??!!
are u in the position to lack security??

oh pls..
spare me from all these shit.
why m i always attracting the wrong crowd of pple??
why m i attracting hornets man?!

wo ji bei yi xia...

whatever it was, i just fa xie during kb today.
kb was great today.
but i was kinda tired today..
after kb, dun need to say..
even more tired.

chiong home..
and fell alsp b4 i could bathe.

i noe u must thinking eeeeeeee...so dirty..
but harlow??
i haven been getting any decent slp you noe!!
im so bloody tired!!!

as if im not stressed enough..
do not stress me even further.

btw, though aud has yet to show me her mickey mouse bag.
i wanna go malaysia to get it!!!!!!!!!
it sounds as if its damn nice lar.
someone go with me please!!!
and shes really jealous that i got the mickey mouse earrings!

thanks to pet who informed me tt my lao gong is featured on 8days.
got muay fan to get a copy for me.
YEA!!!

i must say tmr's outing is gg to be such a failure man..
we're such a bunch of downright pathetic crap.
turn out only zei, david, joei, aud, muay fan n me are gg.
joy might be joining us after she brings her bao bei to the vet.
*sigh*

yj is real busy gossiping over the phone man.
says she'll call me after shes done toking to agnes.
she wants to ask me abt econs lec.

and agnes, ive yet to implement my ai ni ha saeyo..
i keep forgetting lar!!
i must write it somewhere to remember!!

hai..
i think i go n think abt my ibm essay hao le...
abt henry mintzberg's folklores.
how interesting............

one last thing,
theres sth wrong with my "left big toe".
bai baba couldnt explain to me what the "illness" was.
yea. he asked me to consult ah ma.
so i called her n asked.
and she was right abt the "symptons".
bingo.
its causing me lots of pain lar!!
**ARGH**

why is it that whenever i blog,
ive got to consider so many other factors?
instead of just plainly type what is going thru my mind??

ive got to consider how will so n so feel when i blog abt him/her.
ive got to consider if pple can guess who im toking abt, when i dun wan tt person to be identified.

it isnt within my control how and what people think.

and people are forming too many assumptions in this world.
im not aware of what you are assuming most of the time.
so how can i correct your assumptions unless you tell me right??

im too tired to wanna give any comments.

and theres one point i've been trying to bring out for quite sometime.

i am not anyone's dear or girl.
please do not call me that.
it just makes me feel extremely uneasy and irritated.
i dont like it.
so quit calling me that!

and also, i wanna point out that im not responsible to report to anyone.
so.
do not ask me why i din tell u abt this and that.
i m not obliged to explain anything to anyone.

ive got no time to report every single thing or explain every details to anyone.
so stop restricting my freedom.

despite feeling sick this morning,
i still went ahead and met pet n rj.
was feeling quite alright after taking the medicine.
din go sch.

slpt til past noon today.
was really very tired.

woke up and starting toking to sunya again.
it was a wise choice to buy the mic.
at least there isnt so much typing to do.

told her abt my lao gong's poster.
and she told me to go and ask the salesgirl if they can give it to me.
im like.. huh?
can give one ar?

was late. coz was too engrossed in toking to sunya.

we wanted to catch a movie,
but we couldnt decide what to watch.
its like all 3 of us have differing opinions.
so in the end,
din watch any movie.

spent the entire time walking around,
catching up and stuff.

of coz. we went to the face shop.
and i finally gather enough courage to ask the salesgirl if the poster of my lao gong is for sale.
THEY ARE!!
YEAH!!
if..
1. i spend more than $60 in the shop.
2. i buy the perfume.

im happy to announce tt rj let me get the perfume!!!
YIPEE!!!

went to coffee bean for a drink.
i ordered hot chocolate.
my god.
it sucks.

the tcc one is soooo much nicer.
tts what i think.

and somehow i think sharing hot chocolate will make it taste nicer than drinking it on your own.

so what if ive got no one to share hot chocolate with me??
just dont drink lor..
not like im missing out alot of stuff.

anyway, took a couple of photos.
yeah.
im too tired to elaborate further.



























































walked home and while on the way home i met ming shan and vinci.
1st was ming shan.
din see her waving at me at 1st.. then she came right in front of me to wave.
think shes gg back to hostel ba.
couldnt stop to talk coz we were crossing the road.

walked slightly further down,
saw vinci.
i guess people living in my estate love walking to and fro.

came home and helped ming hao abit with his project.
watched tv, went out with bai baba to pay for our hp bills.
just done with my maths assignment.

going to bathe once im done uploading my pictures.
really very tired...
to make things worse, ive got maths lecture tmr.

at least i get to see *ahem* in lecture.
and ive got kb to look forward to tmr.
n no tutition after kb class!

this week is really going to be a busy week for me.

just finished doing the 1st part of the ibm assignement.
damn it. i cant finish again.
gg to just pretend and hand up the entire assignment to nageb probably on tue.

my work is really piling up man.

so many assignments are due soon.
fuck.

got to get home early tmr!
hopefully wont spend too much time meeting rj and pet tmr.
m not very enthu abt the outing..
becoz theres simply so much to do!!
n here i am slacking ard with them!!
ARGH!!
*gulit-stricken*

got this awful feeling tt we'll end up gossiping so much tt i'll tell myself nvm..a while more a while more.. later then go home nvm..
and.. by the time i get home, i'll be just ready for tv programmes and bed!

OH NO!!

tmr will have to finish up the maths assignment tts due on friday.
and also to prepare for tution on friday.
her psle is in the following week!!!
im the one who's stressed! not her!

sat will most prob spend the day sleeping and then will be meeting quite a few of my friends at night.
meeting zei, muay fan, joei, robby, david, joy, irene, aud.
jake, hui fen and jos still pending.
meeting for dinner and drinks.
and very likely to be staying out the whole nite.
depends.

sunday will be spending my time sleeping again.
have missed quite a no of hrs of slp.
then probably settle down to do my econs and b&f assignments.

and of coz.
to practise piano.
mrs ang just taught me a new way to approach the scarlatti pc.
its cramping my fingers even further.
imagine having to play the whole pc in staccato?
with ur fingers so widely spread out.
testing my endurance man.

lets just pray that the next 2 weeks will soon be over.
at least after 2 weeks of hard work, i get to go to the concert with muay fan.

btw, muay fan's sister says the mickey mse earrings we bot is damn nice.
haha.

oh. n surprisingly i really lost the pair of earrings that was given to me and tt had meant alot to me.
i dunnoe why... but im kinda 'relieved' to lose it.

n i got another pair from muay fan instead.
haha

was toking to muay fan over msn when she started complaining to me how her back is aching..
see lar.. play so much maple story..
and somemore ask me to go her hse and help her to massage,
saying tt she doesnt mind an amateur.

OHOH!!!
i passed the test this morning!!!!!
luckily i get to treat zei to ice cream.
treat him on sat ba..
n oso return the book to him.
and get the other copy from him.

bai baba n ma seemed quite happy that i passed the test.
and bai baba was very yaya tt i passed becoz i asked him some qns this morning, n he assumed tt it was becoz of tt, i passed.
-_-"""

took me quite some time to finally decide to msg mr stone and ask him out.
erm.. not alone with him lar.
duh?
when he finally replied me, i told him i was busy with work, and would get someone else to tell him abt it.
abit the stupid hor?
but muay fan says im being xiao sa.
i think she siao!

anyway, dont really wan to mingle too much with him..
just flash my nicest smile
and...
end of story.

im real busy today.
trying to study for sth...

great.
im hugging the buddha's leg as usual..

i really need to study.
i really need to study.

i cant let zei down.
i wanna treat him to ice cream!!!
pls give me a chance!!!!

URGH!!!
check this out.

hes shuai top bottom, left and right.
i cant even decide which picture to post..
dun comment that hes damn bai...
becoz hes not.
even if u insist on it,
i still like it.

the video is damn good man.
i think im going to watch it everytime i on my com man!!!
i love it!

no. wrong.
i mean i love him!!!

wo you fa hua chi le!!!

gerry is out of her mind.
she just msged me to infrom me that mr wang is coming back tmr to visit her.
-_-""""

i think shes just trying poison me with her mr wang's stuff.

i withdrew from the exams already.
so happy that i went out for celebration today with muay fan.

we went to bugis. she wanted to shop ard for her derrick's fav cartoon character..
ive got no idea how to spell it.
anyway, we found them.
but she din buy any.

we wanted to watch movie there.
but the choices at bugis were like so limited.
it wasnt showing "be with me".
so in the end, after checking the movie time slots with our handphones,
we decided to go cine later on to catch the movie.

she bought a idog for candy.
i tot it was quite "stupid" of candy to ask for tt dumb idog for bdae present.

anyway, die die oso must visit the face shop.
my god.
my lao gong's posters are like everywhere in the shop.
i want a job at the face shop!!!!

after some walking, we were both kinda tired.
so sat down and started toking abt this guy that we both noe and dun quite like.
shalln't mention his name here.
just in case.
anyway, this guy.. i think hes plain stupid lar.
and i agree with muay fan tt he very mei yong, to think tt hes at this age, and his career is not yet secured.

went on shopping at bugis village.
while crossing the road, we saw some friend of ours.
my god.
her dressing is totally off man..
oh well.
din bother to catch her attention anyway.

we bot 2 pairs of mickey mouse earrings!!
pretty nice.
bot two somewhat different colours and exchanged them.
yesh.
and we sort of challenged each other to wear to school.
so im gg to wear to school tmr!!!
oh.. n i must show aud my mickey mouse earrings!!!!!

tada!! the earrings!















watched the movie at cineleisure.

yesh.. i tot it was a pretty nice show...
thought most of the times, we're just listening to backgrd sounds of the scenes.

when it came to the part abt the ezann's gf,
muay fan's only comments was " bitch!"

i wonder if i would classify tt kind of girls as bitches.
i think so..
so does tt mean i love bitches?
i think so..
**shrugs**

theres this korean shop at the basement.
went there to see see look look.
bot the ice creams to try.
muay fan's mango flavoured one looks real nice lar..
but too bad..
i couldnt taste anything after having my coffee one.

its good to go out with muay fan.
coz i'll be sort of like "forced" to walk home instead of taking bus.

and on the way, i was telling her abt mr stone's "rock star" icon.
and from there, we came up with those nonsense for the concert next fri.
I AM SO EXCITED ABT IT LAR!!!

stupid me promised to go out with her on thurs.
forgot all abt pet n rj's date.
shit.

was walking home when i remembered what i'll be having on wed morning.
decided tt ive got to pass the test no matter how this time round.
so... zei came to my mind.

we're meeting tmr!!
finally!!
after such long period...

he was so nice to call me to tell me what materials he had lor..
actually wanted to get him to wait for me at clementi since he's ending earlier than me.
but..his gf is gg to be with him..
erm.. so better abort tt idea.

had a somewhat long talk with him.
hes really stressed about his maths.
ke lian man...
hai.. i dun think im of any help.

its kinda late now.
and ive not yet bathe!
got piano lesson tmr morning again!!

bai baba just came back home...
and he insisted tt i ate the banana he brought home.
after much protesting tt i hate bananas,
i realised it wasnt gg to work.
so i literally ken3 banana man...

YUCK!!!
i hate bananas!!!!

im up so early in the morning just to go and get the mc.
have already faxed everything over to ABRSM office.

and noe what?
another of mrs ang's student is also reporting sick.
and ive got to send in his copy as well??

and it just so happens tt this joel is right before me.
so.. the examiner can just sit in the studio and enjoy his break for like almost an hr.

haha.

called up the ABRSM office just to make sure tt they did receive the fax.
and found out tt the end of the exam date is 23/9.

orh oh.
which is this friday.

if im very suay,
i'll get a slot anytime this week.

if im heng,
i'll not get any reschedule and get a refund of 50%.

*clasp hands and pray*

i always think that parents should be there for their kids.
at any point in time.
especially during their childhood.

it really gets on me seeing how javier's parents treat him.
honestly.

i guess tts why all of us are trying to treat him as nicely as possible.
but still... i think parental love cant be replaced or substituted by other kinds of love.

anyway, today ma scolded bai baba for overworking.
she thinks tt hes being "greedy" to take on so many assignments to do..

but... just now bai baba revealed a secret to me.
hes planning a surprise for the whole family at the end of the yr..
that i believe, only im aware...

it sucks when your effort is not being appreciated.

i announced the raising of white flag.

both me and mrs ang.

we decided to zhuo jiu hou de chong chi this afternoon.
so i went for class at one this afternoon.

on a sunday afternoon??

first time alright.
after like approx 8 yrs being her student?

at the beginning of the class,
both of us were kinda hopeful.
we practised again and again till like 2.30?

thats when we jiu bai qi.

we planned the procedures for reporting sick tmr.
for abt 1 hr?

im just done with all those documents.
so its gg to be complete after i go to the gp downstairs and crap abt my fever and stuff.
lets just hope that the gp doesnt suspect me of dengue.

also, let's hope that if they do give me another time slot, it'll be next week.
so that i still got 1 week left to prepare.

alright, sunya has gone to collect her breakfast,
so ive got abit of time here to blog.

was almost late for piano this morning.

met muay fan after piano.
went town coz i had to collect this samsonite bag for ming hao.

had a real crazy day with her today abt my lao gong and qing fu..
yea.
i shalln't reveal who are my lao gong and qing fu over here.
if u're really interested to know,
probably u can sms me.
*grin*
wo zai fa hua chi...

btw, my dearest friend, pet told me abt X today.
-_-
didnt i make it very clear that i dunnoe X???
-_-"""

whatever.

we went kino to look for those books tt teaches korean.
apparently, its not useful at all just to learn from books.
so.. can someone sponsor me the book cum cd??
think at least tt'll b more helpful with the cd.
at least, i'll noe how to pronounce rite??

oh. i learnt how to sae "hello" in korean from sunya.
yes. just that only.

was at isetan when we saw the face shop.
must buy sth from there.
coz my lao gong endorsed one.
yesh.
so we both bot the same nail polish.
hahaha.
looks abit weird when u use it on ur toe nails..
but then,
i must support my lao gong!!!!

was having so much fun that i decided to come up with an excuse so tt i can not go for piano at the studio again.

coz muay fan had to get sth done,
so we went to tpy.

and guess what?
we queued for quite a little bit of time to buy lottery together.
haha.
we bot 5 numbers, the ibet version.
and we din win any shit at all.
not a bit.
duh???
if not i sure blog abt me winning right at the top of this entry man!!!

since we were at tpy,
and she wanted to go for pedicure,
so we hunt ard tpy lar..

and....

let me recommend sth to u guys.
for those who are interested in
"shaping and polishing hands---$12"
[coded exactly from the poster], please go to tpy's dazing dunnoe what.

when i saw the poster, i just burst out luffing right in front of the shop man!!!
how the hell do u polish and shape your HANDS??!!!
hahaha..
my god.
the ang mo very powderful man.

came home and was super excited to try out the mic that i bought today.
tts how i ended up conversing with pet and sunya.

oh.. 5566 was in town today lar.
and gerry is still so crazy over ren fu lar...
yea.

she just super excitedly msg me to tell me of her whole experience seeing ren fu today.
i think what she does is mad man..
obviously she went to the airport, booked cabs and everything to chase after them lar..

this was what she told me:

gerry says:
ahaha

gerry says:
renfu pants can see his balls

gerry says:
and boxer

gerry says:
i from last time alr realised

gerry says:
then today i told my friends they all also agree

gerry says:
ahahha

gerry says:
so cute

me says:
huh??

me says:
what was he wearing??

gerry says:
cos his pants v tight

gerry says:
and the colour was gross

me says:
why the pants can see one meh????

gerry says:
so v obvious

gerry says:
and he still wear boxers

gerry says:
even worse

me says:
somemore balls??

gerry says:
HES FUCKING CUTE LAAA

gerry says:
i love him
.
.
.
.
.
.
can you imagine??
shes crazy till this stage??

then she goes on and on abt how she and her friends were running from the left side to the right side to the left side of the stage.
as long as ren fu moved to the other side of the stage to sing, rest assured.
they will chiong to tt side.

apparently, shes a very xing fu de girl now..
especially when her dear ren fu waved to her??

-_-

**sigh**
what kind of juniors i have man...

she just told me tt she wants to vut her hair like his...
OMG.
she feng le man.

im too busy talking to sunya over the "phone".
shall blog tmr abt today's happenings.

sometimes i wonder if its beneficial if the part of the human brain, that stores memory, works like a card reader.

and all memories are stored in memory cards, memory sticks, flashdisk, thumbdrives, etc, you name it.

all that particular segment of the brain does is to read those files and no storage at all.

so that humans can store all their unwanted memories in those cards, sticks or drives and permanently discard them away.

that would be good isnt it?

selective memories.

im in the midst of creating my own "thumbdrive" and storing unwanted stuff inside.
gg to throw it away once its erm...successfully compiled.

oh. btw.
what i mean by unwanted memories do not nessecarily refer to only unhappy ones.
i do wish to discard some real happy ones too.

you might be thinking im mad.
but i think im just being rational.

most people do blog abt their thoughts.
and thoughts are often private.

only ourselves are aware what we're thinking abt.
true?

assuming one blogs abt something somewhat siginificant that he/she has gone/think through for the day.

isnt it funny that i somewhat become significant only after everything has ended?

ha ha ha.

whats the point?

to let me know that at least ive succeeded in finding the way to improve my significance in your life?

ha ha ha.

thanks.

i was checking my email.

and ive got no idea why i opened this email that was sent to me quite sometime ago, almost a yr ago.
from this person, X.

it was meant to be a reply to an email ive sent to X.

also, ive got no idea why i still keep that email in my mail box.

mayb the day will come when i'll just have the determination to shut X totally out of my life.

so.. in the meantime,
please friends,
i DO NOT want to know anything abt X.

and im sending a super serious warning to that girl who likes hello kitty stuff.
who likes to ask pple whether her msn photo is nice.
who has a pervertic classmate who likes to attempt to touch her hair!!!
[you know im talking abt you. dun deny!!]
please.
you're not doing me a favour u noe!!

can someone be kind and buy this cellphone accessory for me??































im not someone who is into all these kind of stuff like cellphone accessories.
but i would really love to have this.
due to certain reasons...
which only certain people will know of.

so to those who are feeling very generous and would love to get that for me,
please click HERE and proceed with the neccessary payment.

humans are nv satisfied.
so...erm... this necklace happened to be like you noe... 1 set??
so probably that kind soul can click HERE as well. =)



















and thats right.
the guy in the poster is none other than Kwon Sang Woo.

please let me believe that kind and generous souls do exist.

have u ever seen an ant losing its way??

i did.
at least thats what i assumed.

this particular ant that i happened to stop and observe it,
unlike other ants,
kept going round and round.
whereas the other ants are just crawling on a somewhat same route.

after going for say 2/3 rounds,
it actually made an U-turn.

that.
was not the norm.

there are only 3 possibilities that i could think of.
1. it lost its way. [ie. it has poor sense of direction.]
2. it does not want to be deemed as the 'norm'.
3. it just decided that it left something behind, so U turn back to get it.

-end of story-

i thought there's quite a change in the way i blog, and abt the stuff that i blog.

some people would start thinking that becoz of these changes,
my blog has no substance at all already and that all those things that i blogged abt are just plain trivial and childish,
so be it.
it doesnt affect me at all.

my advice to you will be to stop reading.
simple?
simple.

as for why the change?

in the past, entries have mostly been based on my thoughts.
due to unhappy experiences,
usually one will do alot of thinking.

furthermore, i couldnt exactly pin point who r those people im talking abt becoz of complicated human relations.
so obviously most of the times only close friends of a certain level of intelligence know exactly what im talking abt.

i dont want to blog abt what stuff i do, who i hang out with,
coz i noe whatever i was doing,
not everyone can accept the idea.
even one of my best friends tells me face to face, "i cant accept what you're doing now."

so??
why turn the world against me?
just keep quiet abt stuff.

now, things are different.
i can blog abt what ive been doing for the day, who ive been with,
simply becoz im doing things that are so called the "norm".
so whats the problem?

u dun even need to stalk me to noe what im doing.

at least those people i dun keep in contact with noe im alive.
right?

i admit i dun do lots of intensive thinking nowadays.
ya.. most prob some of my brain cells are so inactive that they just die.
*shrugs*

whatever it is,
i shall blog whatever i want.

call me boring, call me insane.
i dont give a single damn.

now i finally understand why agnes can sit there and watch a clip that she doesnt understand a shit what the people are toking abt and somemore laugh with them..

im acting like an ass now.

my god...

hes tamade shuai man...

just 20 secs.
20 secs is enough.
enough to get me drooooling..

what the f***...
how can someone be that shuai!!!!??

thats when i give up on my ibm essay..
and see down gg gaggle over him.

sunya.
hes shuai ok!
dun ask me where shuai.
its everywhere!!
im backed by agnes k!
hahaha

for once im doing my assignment so late at night.

the ibm assignment is due tmr morning..[ie. this morning]
and i just found out where to locate all those qns given like 2/3 hrs ago??

anyway, im merely copying from the notes for my essay.
shall try to do a better job and hand it in next week.
if and only if ive got time and bother to do.

im still in the mids of copying.
thats alot man..
most likely becoz i copied those irrelevant ones.

aiya.. who cares.
as long as ive got a handwritten script in front of me in class!!!

anyhow, david is very enthu in sharing songs with me.
and i realised sth.
sg bands are not that bad..
and that david seems to like oldies in remix form and those weird weird songs.
haha.
shhhhh... dun tell him i said tt.

im so sleepy....
and i haven bathe!!!

but im still not done with my essay.......

not only busy with copying for my essay,
ive got to try to understand agnes' "ermmm ermmm"
just updated her tt quan xiang yu is featured in i weekly.
but.. hes looks quite eee with his moustache.
agreed by agnes as well.

now, ive made it very clear in my family tt hes the shuai ge.
only bai baba opposes it.
forever pointing at himself and claiming tt he shld be the shuai ge.
he even throws in a act cute look.
-_-
ive got a weird father..
who's always commenting when hes watching tv..
when i say commenting, i mean real, downright stupid comments.
ive got no idea whats wrong with him.

alright, i better get on with my essay and get ready to dl the quan xiang yu's video clip from agnes.
and i better learn how to spell his ang mo name.
its kwon sang woo my friends.

K-W-O-N S-A-N-G W-O-O
kwon sang woo

when you receive an overseas call out of the blue,

dun think that its only when it concerns urgent or impt matters, then you'll get such calls.

thats what i learnt this afternoon.

now, just going malaysia is not adventurous enough anymore.

so, we're venturing into thailand now.

will have to come up with a foolproof plan to get hold of my passport and then go.

and obviously my phone will be switched off, in case anyone call me and eh...howcome different ringing tone ar?

mmm...and my backpack will come into handy.

aud seems to have missed out alot on her recent thai trip due to her flu..
so now she asks me if im interested to go with her.

we sure wait and see...

i found out the ang mo's name already.

hes gg to be geoffrey pratley.
my examiner for next monday.

today's practice at the studio was still considered quite ok.
quite enjoy..
so i conclude tt it was a wise choice not to go to sch today.

except for the last pc- debussy...

anyway, mrs ang says the 1st pc, the touch is right, but must pay attention to dynamics, not just the notes.
*i din, u noe,purposely go and explode the correct touch for the pc... its composed in such a way that when u play it, you'll get the correct touch..
which is the harpsicord touch,
slightly detached and all.

2nd pc according to her is not bad..
got quite abit of wei dao..
*beam*

3rd pc is jian bu de ren...
=(

trying my best le...

btw, remember i mentioned b4 tt the other time i went for the studio practice, this lady told mrs ang tt her students play pretty well??

OMG! shes the prelude music studio director!
and shes the london college examiner..
so... it means that...
ive got to have some standard for her to say tt to mrs ang!!!

hahahaha!!!

okay..
pardon me.
im just trying to make myself feel better.....

i'll be holding a mini concert today at novena square,
prelude music studio 1.

from 6.30-7.30pm.

those who are free are welcomed to drop by to listen to those "classicals" ive got to play.
=)

pls remember to bring ear plugs alright??
just in case things just get too unbearable for your ears.

so what if i confess over here that i really miss you??

so what if i confess over here that i cant do without you??

so what if i confess that i havent been able to sleep well the past few nights?

so what if i confess that you've been in my dreams??

so what if i confess that for the past few days ive been unable to get you out of my mind??

so what if i confess that the 1st thing i think abt in the morning is you?

so what if i confess that the last thing i think abt before i drift to sleep is you??

so what??

it doesnt mean a shit.

if u want me to confess that my days have been bad since we decided to put an end to everything,

im sorry.
im not able to do that.

my ego,
my pride,
doesnt allow me to do so.

i dont know what im writing about.
nvm me.
im just stressed over lots of stuff.

i really think the lecturers are running out of qns to give for assignments man.

was doing econs n maths assignments,
so took out lecture notes to find similar egs so that will have a rough idea how to start doing the qn.

and guess what?

i found the exact qns in the notes.

whats the point of giving the same qns for assignments????

ji wu liao man..

i hate pre elections period!!!

everything is driving me so mad and crazy that i dont recognise myself anymore!!!
that im not sure of myself anymore!!

argh!!!

lets pray that it'll be over soon.
real soon.

in the meantime, im getting real bored.

with sunya going back to school..
**sigh**

with me going back for classes wef tmr..

now im really left with all those things that i hate to do.
which is piano n assignments..
how exciting man..
-_-
congrat me please..


argh!!!

i think i rather read my econs notes and attempt the assignment qns.
next up will be ibm.

I HATE IBM!!!!
it is totally irrelevant and sucky!
i'll make sure i choose the right module next yr.

today is family day!

winnie is back from shanghai.. bot me a bag.
erm.. cant sae i like tt bag..
but.. still.. its the tots that counts!

haha

but i really think the shirts she bot for javier were damn nice lar.

anyway, ah gong was great today.
he finally remembered to buy cockles for me!

dinner was superb man.
complete with cockles and green bean soup.

dun xiao kan my ah gong.
hes a great cook neh!!

i love his food much more than my mum's one...
if he stays nearby, every nite oso go his place for dinner man.

ah yi kept telling me to apply moisturiser on my face.
my skin is peeling like shit lar.
dman pain man..
in fact my whole body oso very pain.

today i tot by coming online earlier, i could watch the vcds earlier and finish it eariler.
who noes..
i ended up taking up so many roles that i can only start watching them now..

doesnt matter..
can slp in late tmr.

it makes me feel real gulity to noe that zei has been studying so hard...

for the past few days of holidays,
erm.. ive just been enjoying myself?

*gulity look*

anyway, deb, for the steam bath,
basically you're just sitting in a room with steam everywhere.
yea.
pretty misty inside..
nothing much to see..
just sit inside and feel the heat.
that's all.

come join me at amore.
its fun.
probably u think abt it after your 'A's?
then we can even arrange to go for classes together!
that would be fun!
right buddy??

aud's off to thai for the weekends.
wonder if she would get anything back for me...
mmm...

one more thing,
we often say honesty is the best policy right?
apparently, after ive been honest with someone,
and that someone being honest with me,
we no longer keep in contact at all.

when i told shifu that i told whoever the truth,
he commented "oh. cool."

yea.. cool..
so cool that we're no longer keeping in contact.

**shrugs**
suan le..

it definitely beats finding out the truth abt each other much later on..
when things get more complicated.

its true that i said i can accept it..
but come to think of it,
i dont think im that accepting afterall...

doesnt matter..
alot of things ive already xiang tong le..
things dun matter to me as much as they used to le.

was reading through friends' blogs and msn spaces when i found sth shocking!

WANG SUNYA!!!
how can you say u dunnoe agnes and me just becoz we're more than willing to go korea to go n kiss the cardboards??!!!

let me tell you,
ni3 ze4 bei4 zhi3 xiu1 xiang3 ba2 wo3 ze4 ge4 peng2 you4 shuai3 diao4!!!

understand??!!

guess im agnes's spokeperson as well.

was at the swimming complex near chinese garden with pet.
was so packed lor..
with so many kids running ard and screaming..

but the sun was great.
that explained why im very red now.

bai baba tot what happened to me man..

after swimming, went to amore day spa.
for the aromatic therapy body massage.

damn shiok lar...
especially the back part.
my god...
probably i shld sponsor someone to go n take up the course.
then everyday can do for me!
this is what we call economics of scale.
anyway, its kinda weird letting some stranger touch and massage me all over the place.
the steam bath was not bad as well..

muay fan called me today.
wants me to go either raffles place or city hall next sat for some stuff.
**shrugs**
ok. early reservation.
approval given.

haha...

most likely will ask her to join me for dinner tmr..

anyhow,
i bathed 5 times today.

1. before leaving the hse.
2. after swimming.
3. before starting the aromatic therapy.
4. after the steam bath.
5. when i got home.

i am a clean freak today!!!

new song.
so beautiful by pete murray..

recommended by david.
din thought much of it when he let me listened to it..
gradually falling in love with it.

enjoy.
indulge.

DAMN IT!!!

i lost my perkins skirt!!!!
and ive nv worn it before!!!

sunya, thanks for being such a darling to help me get the clothes i wan..
try your best to get it for me k??

i think staying up late to watch the korean show is really tiring me out man..
slept til 12.08pm this afternoon..
still not enough.

forgot to bring my phone out today.
luckily managed to meet muay fan as planned.
went town again.

bascially was just walking ard and looking at stuff.
and updating each other abt stuff.

























took this obviously in the train.. duh??
my hair seems to be abit of the messy.. but..
just take it as bad hair day.

























erm.. why no takers??
oh.. its marina bay.

























okay.. looking on my right, there are slightly more people..

























what is may hui so interested in reading??
that she doesnt seem to mind her messy hair??
mooncakes??
nono...
what else but her love derrick....

aud asked me to pray for her.

???

she asked me to pray that she would pass her driving test by next yr.
apparently her mum is gg to buy her a car once she has the driving license.

she was nice enough to suggest tt once she gets her car,
she can drive me to sch n back home.
hahaha.
shes planning to go SIM next yr you see..

yea.
even though we're be taking different modules,
but still...
can arrange for the same time slots.

that would be great man.

and if we were to go back to singtel to work,
it would be so much easier.

go out gai gai oso easier.
go kb/ hi-lo oso easier.

me: eh.. when u made new friends in sim next yr ar, dun tell me theres no more seat for me le hor! must remember lao peng you!!
aud: ya lar ya lar... the front seat is always for u lar..

dun forget alright!

in view of all these "benefits",
i must pray hard for her!

YESH!!

i got the effect i wanted from sunya!!!

heng xiang chi sushi ba????

when u come back next yr, we go eat together okay??
even though most prob, i'll be busy studying for exams!
but nvm...
na de u come back.

was supposed to go swimming with rebacca today..
was cancelled in the end.

nvm.. still got aud!
shes craving for sashimi..
so.. met her for sashimi.

but.. not before i watched 1 episode!
haha..
was so engrossed in the show that i din even realised tt aud msged and called me.
in the end she had to call my hse.

sorry sorry.

like what i said in my previous entry, my hair is not short!
aud agreed when she saw me today.

so sunya.. its not short ok!
in fact its longer compared to the last time u saw me k!

went to that suki place in cine..
for the buffet thing.






















ate quite a bit huh...??
























her favourite ---> salmon sashimi
my favourite ---> amaebi sashimi

























look! whats aud eating???
lets take a closer look!!















TADA!!

after lunch cum dinner, went shopping..
i bot an adidas shoe bag.
chio man..
can showcase it when we go kb on friday!
i think i wanna go for the spa thing too..

went to the GUCCI boutique coz wanted aud to show me the bag that she wanted to get.
even chioer..

but... simply no money!!

muay fan... wo meng liang ge hao ku ming ar....
when can we get someone RICH and GENEROUS??

been walkng ard town for the whole day in my new heels.
damn it.
it was damn painful lar...
even though for once i remembered to bite my shoes b4 wearing them.

so tired now..
but m determined to stay awake to watch the vcds!!

i was late today.

i guess im slightly too excited abt the jb trip that i was totally blur abt how much money i shld carry.

anyway, i met ming shan this morning again.
i saw her last night when i was coming home.
so qiao lor..
dunnoe why, now we're closer than last time..

the queue at the malaysia customs was TMD LONG LAR!!!
my god.
somemore those holding sg passports have special lanes..
and all are damn long!!

WHY THE HELL R U DISCRIMINATING SINGAPOREANS??!!!

not only the queue is long, its damn hot there.
there are just a couple of fans..
and out of this couple.. only few are working.

yesh..
so both me and pet had to entertain ourselves??
by doing nonsense??
AGAIN!!

anyway, after perspiring so much and queuing for so long, we finally got pass the customs.

as usual, after we walked out of the undergrd walkway, we're hound by so many cabbies.

erm.. not thanks. it would be damn stupid if i just ask how much is it to go city square?
when its less than 5 mins walk away?

had lunch at this place called season's cafe.
not bad food there.

this is what i had for lunch.. din take a picture of pet's lunch, coz by the time i tot of taking pictures, she has already eaten like 3/4 of it. and she too, agrees tt its too gross looking to take a picture of. anyway, the food is not bad lar.
























tomato seafood spaghetti
[tts what's its called]



after lunch, we went shopping ard.. yeah..
and soon after we were in for tea break at the same place again!! hahaha
two greedy women!
























looks yummy isnt it??
i dont like cheese cake,
so guess which piece ended up in my stomach??
after tea, it was more shopping!!



after quite some time, we went to REDS.
initially when i saw the REDS poster, it was decided that only i would be cutting my hair.
in the end, managed to persuade pet.
yeah.
so we both cut our hair.

its not bad..
pet's one is quite nice in a WERID manner.. hahaha
mine is of coz nice.
when i showed sunya the picture, she says its too short.
its not short, its just tt the lower part is too thin to be noticeable from the front view.
get it??

i think aud would like my hairstyle! haha
cant wait to show her!

[[she just came online. and i showed her. and she goes "so short sia.."]]
-_-

oh anyway she was so sweet to sms me to ask me to bao zhong this morning lar.. and ended off with "shopping rulez"
im like -_-""
hahaha
alright alright, i musnt laugh at my part time gf.
i just wish she would stop refering me by my full name in her blog. its funny man.

well, back to the trip, after cutting hair, we walked abt again.. shopping and stuff.

for dinner, we went to da ma hua yuan again. coz tts the only nearby place i noe of that has great food.
but we had such a hard time trying to find a chinese cabby.
simply becoz we din noe what tt place was called in malay.

yeah.

finally got one though.
























our dinner is quite a spread huh??



but whats missing is the prawns!!! my god!
IT WAS THE BEST DISH!!
WONDERFUL!!!
yum yum!!!

took cab back to city square again..and we went into the adidas shop.
there was this real nice t shirt lar..
really nice.
and it comes in 2 colours, red and blue.
so i asked this woman to get both colours for me to try.
she unwilling went to get it and stuff.

was getting real irritated by her poor service.
nvm.
i decided to buy in the end.
i had to pay by my visa electron coz i din have cash already.

tt same woman packed thw shirt for me in the adidas bag.
then guess what she told me when i gave her my card?

'sorry, we dont accept visa electron. only visa'

WHAT THE FUCKING NON PORK EATING WOMAN!!!

why the hell cannot use visa electron??
why is it tt everywhere else tt accept visa, i can use my electron card??!!

BITCH!!!!

nvm... keep cool..
alright, you can keep that fucking shirt. i dont want it anymore.
walked out of the store.

ok. lets stop this bitxh episode.

in the end, we bot shirts, purse, cardholders.. ermz.. tts abt all i think.
hahaha
























the clearest picture that we took while we were in the cab..
is my hair really SHORT??!!
tell me yes, and i'll arrange to go out with you immed to prove you wrong!!
oh! pls check out pet's weird in a nice way hairstyle!!

the act cute and not so clear photo...
are we happy??!!
YEA MAN!! LIFE'S GOOD!!




























the act cool photo...
hahaha! i dun think we can make it lar..
i noe... its ultra blur.

you know, when you want to stay up late to do whatever you want right,
you've got to be prepared to fight against all sorts of pests.

just tonight alone, ive met a lizard and a cockcroach.

i let the lizard go, simply becoz i dunnoe how to kill it.

but i killed the the cockcroach.
becoz im armed with baygon!

great.
now im feeling so tired from all those vcds watching, and i still got to clear up the mess...
in case someone just stepped on the cockroach in the morning..

zei.. must learn to be like me.

oh and agnes,
how the hell can someone be as shuai as him??!!
**drool**
i dun mind for a second now even if we have to take photos with cardboards.
yesh.
lets got korea!!!

i finally got my pay today!!!

**phew**

shes not that bad a paymaster afterall...

and there was some miscalculations on my part.. its supposed to be another extra $165 instead of $130 for piano.

went for piano practice at the Prelude Studio this afternoon.

and guess what??

ITS YAMAHA AGAIN!!!!
OH DAMN IT!

why the hell is it yamaha again!!!!??

i was hoping since the exams is gg to be at prelude, not at yamaha, they shld at least use another brand of piano right???

great.
we're back to light touch again...
-_-

anyone willing to volunteer their yamaha piano for practising purposes??!!
i cant afford $20 for the booking for just 1/2 hr or $35 for 1 hr!!
ive spent enough!!

i want FOC!

the worse part of today's practice was tt ive got an extra audience.. one of mrs ang's student..
ji dui lian man!!
play like shit lar...
ar then??

funny part was just b4 we left the studio, i was playing my best piece lar.. then that staff came in to say its time's up.
when we left, she told mrs ang, your students can play very well huh??

hahaha!!
she meant me ok!!??

straight after class was tution.
i almost blew my top today.
shes really testing my patience...

went to post office to post something.
bloddy ex just for the envelope. damn it.

met rebacca and went makan..
talked quite abit and stuff.
yea.
after that went her place..

and i brought back home the "stairway to heaven" vcds!!
GREAT!!

from now on,
i'll be pretty busy with my piano and vcds.

oh, yj asked me to leave a comment on her msn space..
will leave one.. but i dun think its what shes looking for..
hope she'll consider what comments ive left behind.

okay, right now shall leave a msg for yj and then watch vcds!!
cant watch much though..
got to wake up pretty early tmr to meet pet.
to go.....

SHOPPING SPREE!!!

life's good man!
**grin**

is there really hope???

i can see that shes trying to motivate me and all..
by telling me that things arent that bad..

but is there really hope?????

i hope so.. the date is drawing nearer man...
abt 15 days more left..

OH NO!!
im getting real stressed up over the entire thing!!
im going to be stuck with an ang mo person in a studio for like 30mins!!

the 1st piece is border line.
2nd pc is above average.
3rd pc is hopeless.

im clueless about sight reading. give me a C major pc, i also play like ive nv learnt piano before.

scales and appeggios can have sth done.

arual...

singing of lower part, sight singing can pass. [provided i dont remember the tune wrongly]
identifying cadences...still alright.
identifying cords... no no.
identifying modulations....shld b ok..

discussion of piece??
phase structure? tonality? texture? dance form? style? period? dynamics? tempo?

im prepared to give lame answers like "oh, this is from the baroque period becoz theres little variations in dynamics. likely to be composed by bach/handel/scarlatti" or "the form is ternary"
yesh. tts basically all that i know.

so the only solution now is to
PRACTICE, PRACTICE AND MORE PRACTICE!!!

but which ass will have the patience to sit there for such long hours???
practise for like 1 hr, u can hear me starting my rock concert le man!
banging the keys like nobody's business..
still ask me practise from morning til night.

and just when i got my allowance, ive got to spend like $130 more for piano...
for the booking of studios and extralessons.

**scream**

I AM DAMN BLOODY STRESSED UP!!!!
SOS!!!!!

u know what??
some things just get on my nerve!!!
honestly... i noe its none of my business..

but then again...
i totally HATE those comments people are giving.

can you lot just look at things from the other perspectives??

THE WORLD IS BLOODY UNFAIR!!!
IT IS MEANT TO BE LIKE THAT ALL ALONG!!
HAVEN YOU REALISED THAT??!!

WHAT EVER THAT HAPPENED HAS ALREADY HAPPENED!!!
DUN BE SO GROUCHY AND GO ON COMPLAINING AND COMPLAINING!!!!

what the fuck man!
STOP all those crap, bullshit and mean comments!
KEEP them to urselves please!

if only the world is made up of nice and understanding people..
things would have been much better..

cant people just forget abt the areas that are lacking and instead concentrate on how beautiful things are??

**ARGH**!!!

i respect your views and your choices,
you should learn how to respect my views, my choices and opinions.

you support your own ideas,
i support my own ideas,
and things will be peacfully right??

why do u guys just have to step on my toes!!!!!

let me make things clear here.
i, bai jiarui, m someone who is not very forgiving.
i am a petty person.

if you keep stepping on my toes,
i'll MAKE SURE i get back at you.

I CANT BELIEVE IT!!!
WEI LIAN WON!!!!

YEA!!!!!!!

anyway, yesh, me n muay fan are so crazy over this craze tt we've already purchased two tickets for the concert and are going on 30th sept!!

yesh!!

one: today is a day for celebration!

i think ma is closer to chopping the approval stamp on the 430 scheme!!
hahaha!
YESH!

two: wei lian won! n me n muay fan are gg for the concert!!

btw, let me pose a qn here.

here it goes:
which 2 idiots will go for hi/low aerobics 1 hr after having sakae sushi buffet??

well.. answer: JIARUI AND AUDREY!!

yesh.. we did exactly tt today! winner man!!
ya n she ended up wanting to puke during the excercise.

anyway i think hi-lo is not bad.. quite fun. but kick boxing is more fun!

theres really quite a number of things to look forward to soon.
next week we're most likely gg malaysia next week.
if miss petrina is gg to fly my kite again,
at least i still have my part time girl friend audrey with me.

so...

say cheeseee!!!

**big big grin**

oh, kam kam almost got murdered by me.
i almost caused it to fall down 13 storeys.

im sorry.. heng it was ALMOST right?

sorry sorry kam kam.

and ive got no idea why is sexy spilling the polyster beads...
i dunnoe where is she leaking man!!
oh no.
my bed has become so "sandy" man..

ARGH!!

no matter what happen,
i still love kam kam n sexy.

*beam*